My sweet wedding day with the big guy

Chapter 1943 A World Without Su Xinran (2)

Day four, morning!

Ye Jinli slowly opened his eyes in a fully awake consciousness. His pupils were bloodshot and red due to staying up all night. However, when he saw the familiar but cold world in the bedroom, it seemed to be in his heart. Once again, the ashes-like heart was torn out with painful wounds.This is a world without Su Xinran. He still has breathing, heartbeat, and the conscious feeling that he is struggling to spend every minute and every second. The pain seems to have reached the limit. His despair is a darkness that cannot be superimposed and increased. .

At this moment, Ye Jinli's invisible movements suddenly woke up Ye Zeyu who was curled up in his arms!

During this period of time, Ye Zeyu had an anxiety reaction at a young age because of his high emotional tension and fear. He was afraid of seeing any reaction from Ye Jinli, but he was even more afraid of seeing Ye Jinli at all. No reaction.In short, during these four days, he followed him closely. Sometimes he was so tired that he couldn't help falling asleep, and when he opened his eyes, he would scream in fear when he didn't see Ye Jinli. Until Ye Jinli appeared in his eyes, he seemed to be able to break free from this painful nightmare.

"Daddy?"

At this moment, Ye Zeyu looked up at Ye Jinli almost in fear.

Ye Jinli stared back at him with his invisible eyes, and in the next second, his big hand gently rubbed his head, and comforted him with a hoarse voice: "Xiao Ze, I won't go, you didn't leave in the early hours of last night. It’s still early, you continue to sleep for a while, I’ll be here with you!” It’s not that Ye Jinli didn’t realize that Ye Zeyu’s mood was in a period of depression and anxiety, and every time he saw Ye Zeyu, he was afraid and wronged He always couldn't help feeling distressed.Because he didn't want to see Ye Zeyu like this, but he didn't want Su Xinran to know that he didn't take good care of Ye Zeyu's emotions and body, but now he really couldn't control his despair, he was exhausted just by living With all my strength!

"Daddy, didn't you fall asleep last night?"

At this moment, Ye Zeyu clearly saw that Ye Jinli's red pupils seemed to be weeping blood!
Hearing this, Ye Jinli slowly closed his evil eyes, and said in a deep voice, "It's okay, you sleep well, Daddy won't leave..." When closing his eyes, Ye Jinli would try his best to imagine the relationship with Su Xinran in his head. Relevant memory pictures, because he is now living in a world without Su Xinran, and he doesn't want to lose Su Xinran's existence in his consciousness!So during this period of complete torment, he didn't have a real rest every day, but was in a world where he forcibly controlled his consciousness.When he closes his eyes, he will think of Su Xinran's appearance. It is her memories that are supporting his heartless and soulless body from dying!
"Daddy, Uncle Mu Yuan said that if you can't sleep, you can take this sleeping pill!"

"I don't want to lose consciousness, so, that's good..."

Ye Jinli didn't want sleeping pills to affect his controllable consciousness at all, he didn't need any sleep, he only needed Su Xinran's memories!
No one can shake his decision on this matter.

However, Ye Zeyu knew very well that Ye Jinli hadn't slept for four whole days, and every time he ate, he forced Daddy to accompany him to eat. If it wasn't for this, Ye Jinli might not be happy In a state of not eating, drinking or sleeping, he is "alive" with this appearance!
(End of this chapter)