My sweet wedding day with the big guy

Chapter 868 I hate you, Ye Jinli! (19)

In the end, Old Man Ye couldn't persuade Su Xinran to agree to live in the Ye Family Manor. Seeing that she was so persistent, it seemed impossible to be affected by anything, so in the end, Old Man Ye had no choice but to give up his proposal.

When he was in the ward, Li Mingrang just stood quietly by the side the whole time, staring at the pale Su Xinran.At this time, he didn't even have the identity or reason to approach her to comfort her. Even if he noticed that Su Xinran never mentioned Ye Jinli's name when chatting with Mr. Ye, he could still see too much from her eyes. The traces of heartache and sadness, she will still affect and torture her heart because of Ye Jinli, which proves that she can never forget the existence of Ye Jinli in her heart.

At this moment, Su Xinran seemed to have trapped herself in the shackles of a dead end, and she didn't even want to escape at all.

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Su Xinran was discharged from the hospital and returned to Su's villa. During this period of recuperation in the hospital, her body recovered to her previous health, but after all, she had just experienced the danger of losing her baby.The follow-up reaction to this incident caused Bai Xiyu and Lin Jiujiu to take care of her body and emotions more carefully, and went to the hospital for regular check-ups every week.

Although it was an overly tense atmosphere, Su Xinran did not reject it.

In fact, the degree of fear caused by this incident to Su Xinran is almost unforgettable. Up to now, she can clearly remember the extreme fear of being trapped in the abyss of hell for a few minutes before being sent to the hospital.Because she already clearly felt the piercing pain in her lower abdomen eroding her whole body, and she could even feel the suffocation of the baby being forcibly separated from herself by the pain after being in danger a little bit in the body.At that time, if the baby was really not kept because of an accident, then all her feelings and beliefs would be completely collapsed. This time, Su Xinran could no longer find any reason to persist in cheering herself up and waiting for the light in the endless darkness. Blinded by darkness, her only relief is death.

Thankfully...the baby is fine.

In the end, it was because the last ray of light in her heart became the strength to keep her alive.

But this time, in Su Xinran's world, everything about Ye Jinli was completely erased, including the feelings and all hopes that had tortured her to the point of death.Su Xinran is very clear that it is impossible for her to truly remove the traces of Ye Jinli that survived in every memory in such a short period of time, but she hopes that she will forget him, without love or hatred, only in this way can she let herself Really get rid of the damage and influence caused by Ye Jinli, maybe one day she can really heal.

In the eyes of Bai Xiyu and Lin Jiujiu, Su Xinran returned to normal.

However, after Su Xinran resumed her normal routine, she no longer heard anything or anyone that had anything to do with Ye Jinli, as if she wanted to change her habit of imprinting him.But this action seems to be difficult to hide the suspicion of self-deception. Has Su Xinran really accepted the face, or is she just avoiding it.

Regarding this question, both Bai Xiyu and Lin Jiujiu chose not to ask.

At the same time, Su Xinran didn't seem to intend to take the initiative to explain her decision on this matter.

(End of this chapter)