Gu Nanshen's little sweetheart

Chapter 258 I only hope that every year is now (9)

Gu Zichen sighed helplessly, sat down beside her, and put her hands down from her ears.

"Su Niannian, you are such an idiot."

Like a cat whose tail has been stepped on, Su Niannian said with righteous indignation: "Gu Zichen, don't always call me stupid. I suspect that I doubt my life after what you say. Why do you always hit me?"

After complaining, Su Niannian realized that this was in front of Gu Zichen's mother's tomb, and hurriedly bowed to her tombstone: "Auntie, I'm sorry, I shouldn't say your son, I'm guilty and I'm guilty, don't blame me, in fact, Gu Zichen is Well, good and smart..."

Gu Zichen looked at her robbing her with a funny face, rubbed her hair, and when he touched the photo on the tombstone, his gaze became deep.

In fact, his childhood was not very happy. His mother studied art, and it was not easy to find a job.A single mother with a child is not having a good life at all.

The original Xie Lanshan was gentle and beautiful, but also stubborn and stubborn, so beautiful in Gu Zichen's memory.

However, the years of suffering have tempered her youth and her beauty little by little. After she realized that her life had become powerless, she suffered from severe depression and irritability, and her life became more and more decadent day by day.

What Gu Zichen is most afraid of is that she will fall ill, and she will often throw things all over the room, just like the black cat she raised, leaving marks on his body with her sharp claws.

After waking up, she would hug Gu Zichen and cry silently.

In a sense, she hated the kid, and maybe she could have a better life without him.

But she also loves this child the most, otherwise she wouldn't give up everything for him.

Under this repeated imprinting torture, she finally left this world.

The time when she was about to leave was very painful. Gu Zichen squatted in front of her bed, with tears in his black and white eyes, but he held back the tears from falling.

I have witnessed death, so I am also cold-hearted.

The wind blew gently, and Gu Zichen asked in a low voice: "Su Niannian, if the past is all bad memories, what do you think should be done?"

Su Niannian frowned delicately, tried to digest this question, and said solemnly: "Gu Zichen, I also thought about this question when I was young, and then one time, an aunt told me a sentence in the Buddhist scriptures 'Life is like living in this world. In the midst of thorns, if the heart does not move, people do not move rashly, and if they do not move, they will not be hurt; if the heart moves, people will move rashly, which will hurt their bodies and hurt their bones, so they will experience all kinds of pain in the world'. The meaning is very complicated, but as long as you understand One point is enough: no matter how serious the wound is, as long as you don’t remember it, it won’t hurt.”

Forget it, and it won't hurt.She does it all the time.

She couldn't remember Su's father's tragic death, she couldn't remember how to play the piano well, and she forgot many, many things.

But at least, she didn't feel sad at all, she didn't feel that life was full of hardships, and every step she took was painful, and all thoughts were lost.

Gu Zichen listened carefully to what she said, squinting his phoenix eyes, as if he wanted to understand the deep meaning.

After a long time, he suddenly hugged Su Niannian tightly, and said in a low voice, "Then if one day I do something that I'm sorry to you, will you forget it?"

Su Niannian gave him a white look: "Then you have to coax me! If you don't coax me, I will always be angry, and I will never forget it."

(End of this chapter)