Lord, your mask fell off

Chapter 1196 Love him but want to leave him

It seemed that the burning candle was blown out by a gust of wind with a "pop".

Pang Zhijing let go of Chu Qingyan's hand, with a strange look on her face, as if she was laughing at herself or herself.

"How is it possible? How could he fall in love with me? We have never been right!"

Chu Qingyan obviously felt her depression, but felt that this problem had to be faced.

She had seen the way Xiao Hou looked at Pang Zhijing, which was very different from usual, or in other words, he only showed that look to Pang Zhijing, helplessly and subconsciously protective.

If it is not special to her, with Xiao Hou's deep-minded temperament, it is impossible for him to show that he is special to a person, unless he himself does not realize it.

"Zhijing, you can't be so absolute. Loving someone is something you can't help yourself. People who can treat emotions rationally are rare. Please answer my question carefully. I don't think you will regret it later. It's a pity, then don't we become sinners who break up marriages?"

Pang Zhijing understood what she meant, and thought that Qingyan and the others should not have any worries, so she thought about it seriously, and seriously answered her question just now.

"If Xiao Hou likes me too, I won't stay either."

"Why?" Chu Qingyan was a little surprised.

Pang Zhijing puffed her cheeks and said, "Maybe some people lose themselves the more they fall into love, but I belong to the kind of person who becomes more sober as they fall deeper into love. I know the gap between me and him. He has a swan However, I am just a finch who just wants to eat, he has his foresight, his identity and environment have created his temperament at this time, he is a wolf with a big tail, and I am like a rabbit in front of him, If I stay, I will only be eaten to death by him."

"But a high IQ does not necessarily mean a high EQ, so I think, you are so smart, in terms of emotions, maybe it's not you, but him who is beaten to death." Chu Qingyan interjected, tilting her head.

Pang Zhijing said with a distressed expression, "But I don't like to share my husband with others, but his identity inevitably requires wives and concubines. If he can't love each other wholeheartedly, then it's better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes. I don't want to become a A deep boudoir who hates a woman, and then spends her whole life in depression in a vacant room."

Speaking of this, Pang Zhijing suddenly raised her eyes and smiled sincerely, "I am a sparrow, I should live in the sky, and I shouldn't break my wings and be trapped in a golden cage for someone who doesn't belong to me. In this lifetime, you must first learn to love yourself before you can love others.”

"Also, in this princess's life, there are no ifs, only consequences and results!" She said firmly.

Chu Qingyan was moved by her words, she was extremely admiring and gratified, "Okay, Princess Yanque, I will give you full marks for your answer, I'm not afraid of your pride!"

Pang Zhijing blessed Fushen in a pretentious manner, "Thank you, Princess Wang, for your praise, the bird is really flattered."

"Okay, don't be poor, let's talk about it first, the time to leave should be after that matter is settled." She waved her hand, asked her to sit down, and explained seriously.

That event refers to the polishing of the remaining two keys.

Pang Zhijing responded, "Okay, I understand!"

She didn't want to escape halfway and be caught by Xiao Hou again, then she might never have a chance to leave again!
So to be on the safe side, clear away all worries.

"Enen, in fact, we will leave the capital soon. If you have nowhere to go in the future, you can find us in the fief of my highness." Chu Qingyan threw an olive branch at her, she really liked this little princess, I don't want to just cut off contact.

Pang Zhijing was startled at first, and then said full of doubts, "Why did you suddenly decide to leave? Although I'm not from Xixuan, I've heard recently that the court is arguing over who should be the crown prince, but you guys Leave at this time?"

Chu Qingyan shrugged, "What's so strange about this? The position of the crown prince is for those who are able, and our Highness doesn't have that kind of thought, and we didn't decide to leave on the spur of the moment. We will be linked to cities a long time ago. But your arrival disrupted our plans."

Pang Zhijing thought to herself, what is Xiao Hou fighting for?The King of England doesn't care about the throne at all, so he still needs to target him everywhere?

But this has nothing to do with her, anyway, they decided to go far away, so Pang Zhijing focused on the invitation just now, "Success, if I have nowhere to go by then, you can take me in!"

Seeing her pretending to wipe her tears, Chu Qingyan couldn't help shaking her head, what a treasure.

Thinking that this place is no better than the outside, after finishing the business, Chu Qingyan led the people to prepare to leave.

After walking out of the room, she suddenly stopped and squinted in the direction facing Pang Zhijing's window.

Pang Zhijing, who was standing at the door seeing her off, couldn't help wondering, "What's the matter?"

The place was empty, Chu Qing frowned, could it be that she felt wrong?

Hearing Pang Zhijing's question, she looked away and smiled, "It's nothing, then I'm leaving, you don't need to send it off, it's still raining outside!"

After speaking, Xining took an umbrella and strolled into the rain.

After watching Chu Qingyan leave, Pang Zhijing entered the door in a good mood.

And at the place that Chu Qingyan had paid attention to just now, after the courtyard became quiet, there was one more person.

Xiao Hou narrowed his eyes to look in the direction where Chu Qingyan left, and then turned his eyes to look into the window. In his field of vision, Pang Zhijing was humming a song and eating a pastry in a good mood.

Just now when Chu Qingyan came, he happened to arrive here too, because he saw someone guarding the door, so he walked around here and listened to the conversation between the two verbatim.

When the girl inside admitted that she liked him, he was shocked.

The sound of the rain in my ears disappeared in an instant, leaving only her bold confession.

does she like him
But love him but want to leave him.

Moreover, in Chu Qingyan's assumption, even if he also likes her, she still chooses to leave.

Just because he doesn't want to share himself with others, he also describes himself as a bird who doesn't know his ambitions.

Xiao Hou seemed to be meeting her for the first time, and he could boldly admit that he liked her, but he didn't get entangled if he liked her, and he didn't expect anything in return.

Such a woman who dared to love and hate made his heart move inexplicably, as if something was about to break out from the bottom of his heart.

But Xiao Hou is not worried at all, she can escape.

On the contrary, he was very confident that as long as he wanted to find her, she would not be able to escape from his grasp.

At this time, he was more concerned about Xiao Xu's imminent departure from the capital. It turned out that the news he received from the palace was correct, and Xiao Xu had asked his father to leave the capital.

As a result, his plan will have to be changed.

　(Wood spirit count: No.20 has arrived at the seventh update!)

　　
　
(End of this chapter)