Lord, your mask fell off

Chapter 1554

The stove was still buzzing, and now there was no need to look at it anymore, Xiao Yao randomly found a step and sat down without taking his eyes off the stove.

The ice beauty looked at him sitting on the ground, completely without the airs that a son-in-law should have, just like he and the cook just now, chatting and joking.

She suddenly couldn't understand this man, it seemed that every time she saw him, he gave people a different feeling.

It's been pretty stupid though.

Sometimes, what people see is just the side they want others to see.

This is what Chu Qingyan said, but when she faced Xiao Yao, she couldn't help but think about it.

Just as Xiao Yao wanted her to go back first, don't stay here with him to blow the cold wind, he felt her sitting down next to him, and he was a little flattered immediately. Isn't this ice beauty always looking hard to serve and hard to get close to? so abnormal?

The ice beauty didn't give him time to think, and said directly, "Actually, you don't have to do things like making medicine yourself."

As she spoke, she turned her head to look at him, her eyes still waterless.

Xiao Yao felt that her calm and cold appearance was not what a girl in her teens should have. He really wanted to tear off the cold mask she put on her face and see what she really looked like.

But he knew that he was not qualified and had no position to do so.

With his hands behind his head, he said casually, "Kong Ling said that there are several ingredients in this medicine that cannot be mistaken. If the dosage is wrong, then your life will be gone. Xi’s principle, I will also do it for you, no thanks, anyway, I have nothing to do, just to have fun and pass the time for myself.”

If you were an ordinary person, you would definitely be shocked by his words. Anyway, it won't make people feel grateful.

If she didn't know him well, she might think so, but after getting along with him for this period of time, she knew that he was a person who said he didn't care on the surface, but would do something seriously in his heart.

"Duplicity." This is her evaluation of him.

Xiao Yao was taken aback for a moment, then touched his nose, why does this man never leave room for others when he speaks?
"Aren't you the same?" He didn't intend to refute her, but he felt that compared to himself, she was a person who couldn't express herself.

But it was rare that he actually got her answer.

"I'm used to it."

The ice beauty said indifferently, and then looked over the eaves to the sky.

This answer, with desolation and loneliness that does not match her age, makes people feel sour and want to pity her.

This is Xiao Yao's mood at the moment.

"I'm curious, what kind of environment did you grow up in." This was the first time in so many days that he couldn't help asking her about her past.

The ice beauty lowered her eyes, "In an ordinary environment, there is nothing to say."

The intention to refuse is obvious.

Xiao Yao was sensible and didn't ask any more questions, but felt a little lost in his heart.

"What about you?" Sensing that he seemed a little depressed, the ice beauty also felt that her answer was too ruthless and too direct, so she couldn't help asking.

Hearing this, Xiao Yao lowered his hands, put one hand on his knee, and rested his chin on his knee with the other hand, with a little light in his eyes, "Contrary to your ordinary, I can't say anything."

"Let's talk and listen," she said.

Xiao Yao smiled lowly, "It's all over, there's nothing to say."

He didn't want to care about her not confessing just now, but he really felt that there was nothing to say about those things in the past, whether it was the shadow of childhood or the lingering life after growing up, they have all passed away and buried in memory , Now, the nightmare is over, and he has started a new life.

Suddenly, she felt that he was also a person with a story, and the degree of sadness inside was no less than her.

Just when she felt something in her heart, she felt that she could control herself a little in the future and stop being so vicious to him.

However, the object of her sympathy, a bowl of lean corn porridge concocted out of nowhere, was brought to her with a smile on his face.

"You haven't eaten dinner yet! Pad your stomach first, the medicine can only be taken after meals."

Looking at him as if nothing happened, the sympathy and pity for him just now suddenly stuck in her chest, neither up nor down, but her body reacted before her reason, and when she came back to her senses, her hand had already taken it. He took the bowl, and he stuffed a spoon in the other hand.

"You..." She hesitated for a while, not yet thinking about what to say.

Xiao Yao pointed to himself, confused, "What's wrong with me? I've already eaten."

After his interruption, she finally thought of what to say, "You look happy every day, don't you have anything to worry about?"

In fact, what she wants to say more is, you are happy when you are happy, and you are also happy when you are unhappy. Don't you think this is very tiring?
Her temperament is like a pool of stagnant water, and her life is also a pool of stagnant water. No matter what happens, there will be no waves.

And Xiao Ran is like her extreme, lively and bustling every day, unlike her lifeless, can always find insignificant surprises in life.

For example, the jasmine bloomed in the yard, there was a gopher hole in the ground, and the ants were running with leaves on their shoulders... there are countless.

She really couldn't figure out why people could live like this.

When Xiao Yao was asked such a question, he was startled for a while, then he lowered his eyes and smiled softly.

"No way, if you have tried being locked up in a dark room for seven days and seven nights when you were two or three years old, with no rice or water dripping in, and no one to accompany you, it was dark everywhere, as if you were the only one left in the world When you are alone, after you come out, you will feel that even the sound of wind and rain is like the sound of nature."

The ice beauty looked at him subconsciously, but he lowered his head, his face was covered with shadows from the trees, and he couldn't see his expression clearly at this moment, but her heart was tugging at this moment.

"Because I have tasted the darkest silence in the world, you will be afraid in your heart, and you will be afraid of being alone, so from then on, I will drill wherever there is excitement, and I will not cry if I can laugh, and I will not cry if I can walk freely. Will stay in one place forever."

Because, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that once I calm down, it's like returning to that period of dark imprisonment, alone, no matter how you knock on the door, no one will answer you, no one can save you, and no one will save you .

You seem to be abandoned by the world, such as the walking dead.

Although his voice was very calm, without any ups and downs, unlike the usual out-of-key look, but in this way, people could feel the influence of that experience on him more acutely.

At this moment, the ice beauty was suddenly able to empathize with what Chu Qingyan said.

People really can't look at the surface.

　(An: Do you think that Xiao Yao is not as unrestrained and at ease as he appears? I wonder if you have heard a saying that you use a smile to cover up your sadness.

　　Wood spirit count: the second update arrives, and the supplement will arrive later~)

　　
　
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