Lord, your mask fell off

Chapter 169
Holding the wine glass in his hand, Xiao Xu looked at the bright moon and stars in the night sky, and suddenly felt that his life was empty.

In the past 20 years, he has abided by his duty and never stepped beyond the rules, but no one said to him, you have done a good job.

What I got was either scolding or cold stares.

Raise your glass to the breeze and bright moon.

The first cup is toast to God, let him be born but never show the way he will go.

All in one drink.

The second toast to the royal family gave him a distinguished status, but he forgot to add the warmth of his family.

All in one drink.

The third cup is toast to myself, I have been at a loss for many years, and I still don't hit the south wall and don't look back.

Drink it all.

The silver moon sprinkled down, as if covering the person who kept repeating drinking movements with a thin layer of gauze, hazy and lonely.

Every time he drank a glass of wine, his eyes became clearer, and the more he drank, the brighter he was, like a cheetah dormant at night, with dark eyes, but if someone came closer, they would see his eyes full of pain in the clear pool of water .

The heart that had been silent for many years was awakened bit by bit by the second brother.

Those long dusty past events have been uncovered again and again.

Betrayed, abandoned, hurt...

But from birth to now, he has never stopped longing for family affection.

The jug was empty, the night was dark, and his heart sank again and again.

The cups and plates are messed up, and the moonlight is scattered.

He stood up staggeringly, and at this moment only Qingfengmingyue was with him!
Chu Qingyan, who was packing her luggage, hadn't seen Xiao Xu come back for a long time, and was a little worried. Didn't it mean that the second prince came, and the two were saying goodbye with wine?Why is the second prince gone, why hasn't the big ice cube come back?
After thinking about it, she was a little worried, she finished the matter at hand, explained a few words to Hongyi and Xining, and then walked towards the Huxin Pavilion with the lantern prepared by the servants.

There were only guards going back and forth on patrol along the way, Chu Qingyan asked a few servants, and when she learned that the big ice cube was still in the Huxin Pavilion, she immediately quickened her pace.

I heard that the second prince brought wine, and I don't know if the big ice cubes are good for drinking, so don't just fall asleep like this, the autumn night is cool, it will be bad if you catch a cold!

Thinking of this, she couldn't let go of her heart even more, and her steps couldn't help being happier.

But before reaching the Huxin Pavilion, she saw the person standing by the pavilion, she breathed a sigh of relief, and then walked slowly over.

"Big ice cube, it's getting late at night, and we're leaving tomorrow, it's time to—"

Before she could finish her sentence, she saw the person who turned around after hearing the sound, his eyes were brighter than the moon in the sky, she couldn't help being a little startled, and forgot to continue.

Taking the center of the lake as the scenery, the person in front of him, the autumn wind poured into his sleeves, puffed up, his clothes fluttered, the silver-white mask gleamed in the moonlight, and the black brocade robe seemed to blend into this scene. He walked in the dark night, but there was sparkling light behind him, as if he had been coated with a layer of shiny chips, like a god.

Chu Qingyan just looked at him so stupidly, and a thought flashed in her heart, she is someone who can rely on her face for a living, but she always proves herself with her ability, her big ice cube is awesome!
She was absent-minded for a moment, so that she didn't notice the person standing in front of her, her expression was a little dazed, a little at a loss, like a newborn child, with a little innocence and tenderness.

The little guy in front of him seems to be looking at him, why is he looking at him?

No one had dared to look at him so frankly before, but when this little guy looked at him, he didn't feel any displeasure, on the contrary, he felt a little joy.

why?

He suddenly didn't know the answer.

Questions one after another drove him to walk slowly towards her.

He is obviously a drunk person, but he walks more steadily than anyone else.

When she saw the big ice cube walking towards her, Chu Qingyan came back to her senses, grinned involuntarily, and was about to report to him the progress of her packing, when suddenly a breeze came towards her, mixed with a faint smell of wine , Chu Qingyan couldn't help frowning.

But at this time, the person had already stood still in front of her, she raised her head, but a hand fell down, gently caressing her cheek.

Chu Qingyan stood dumbfounded on the spot, her bright eyes reflected a pair of equally bright but uncertain beautiful eyes.

"Where do you come from?" A soft murmur sounded, as if talking in a dream.

Chu Qingyan suddenly woke up when she heard the words, is the big ice cube drunk?
The intoxicating aroma of wine lingered around her, as if she was trapped in a wine cellar.

She didn't answer, and the person who was caressing her asked patiently again.

"I come from the 21st century. My surname is Chu and my name is Chu Yan."

The person in front of her murmured her name several times before turning his eyes to her face again, rubbing her cheek with his fingertips, and said slowly, "Then will you go?"

What happened to the big ice cube?As soon as he drank, he became anxious about gains and losses. Could it be that the second prince had something to say to him?
But now is not the time to worry about these things, she replied seriously and solemnly, "No, I won't leave."

"How long will it last? Many people have left." His clear eyes were filled with a thin layer of mist, making it difficult to see what he was thinking at this time.

But she could clearly feel the sadness coming from his heart, her nose turned sour, and she said without hesitation. "Unless you don't want me, we will live and die together, and we will not bear each other."

She felt incredible about the words she blurted out without thinking, but she didn't regret it either.

"Okay." The thin callus born from long-term martial arts practice passed across her delicate skin, and then rested on her thin shoulders, and with a light force, she was pulled into his arms.

Chu Qingyan was startled by the sudden movement of the big ice cube, what happened to the big ice cube?
But when she heard him beside her ear, she said helplessly, "It's too tired to be alone, let me lean on my shoulder."

Chu Qingyan's eyes became sore when she heard this, and the hands hanging on both sides slowly raised up to wrap around his waist.

I know, you have been alone for so many years, you have worked hard!

I was not there before, but now I am here, then I will not let you live alone in suffering alone.

Sweet, you and I share, bitter, you and I share.

Those who embrace each other warm each other's hearts with the breeze and bright moon.

"Little guy, I'm sleepy." After speaking, his breathing became even.

But this made Chu Qingyan suffer.

Even Chu Qingyan, who claims to be a female man in modern times, could barely support the huge person leaning his whole body weight on her like this.

But she still felt a little moved, a little funny, a little sad, and a little lucky.

Moving through so many things, Big Ice Cube is still able to maintain his original intention, and only when he is drunk, he reveals the fragility of his heart unreservedly.

The funny thing is that naming is very tiring, and I still remember to tell her that I am sleepy.

The sad thing is that such a big ice cube who puts himself in other people's shoes is really lonely.

Fortunately, she was the only one who saw the big fragile ice on this side, and felt that the distance between the two seemed to have taken another step.

However, Chu Qingyan suddenly patted her face, she obviously didn't drink alcohol, but her cheeks felt hot no matter what.

Could it be that people are intoxicated without being drunk with wine, and people are intoxicated without being fascinated by beauty?
After teasing herself, Chu Qingyan shook her head, then half dragged and half hugged the big ice cube, and walked towards the main courtyard resignedly.

But the breath that puffed into her ears was a little itchy, and she felt her ears were burning hot, and when she was at a loss, she heard a murmur and her whole body trembled.

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(End of this chapter)