Lord, your mask fell off

Chapter 819

"Okay, you ask."

Tonight, he will solve all the problems in her heart together, and stop procrastinating, lest she run away from home again and again.

This time, Chu Qingyan knew the answer to the question she had been struggling with for a long time, and she felt a lot more relaxed. The next question was actually about the secret she had been hiding in her heart for the past few years, but whether the answer he answered was what she wanted? The one she wants is not very important, but she is not talking about it today.

She raised her head, and there was a faint smile in her eyes, but her expression was very serious, Xiao Xu couldn't help but put away her smile and put on a serious face.

She didn't look at him, but walked a few steps sideways, looking at the infinitely dark sky approaching the dawn, her voice was ethereal but textured.

"Big Ice Cube, the marriages are all in the same family, so that we can help each other in the future. Although I don't like Liang Danjing, she is right in some things. If one day, the situation forces you brothers to draw their swords and face each other. The church is in turmoil, and I have a powerful relative who can help you pass five trials and defeat six generals until the final victory, but my family background is poor, I have no soldiers and no power, so I will not be your help, but will become your burden."

"A me like this, do you still insist on it?"

She turned her head and looked at him, her eyes were clear but she had a look that didn't match her age.

The look in her eyes made Xiao Xu inexplicably pity, "I said that I will always be by your side, and I will not let you suffer any grievances. In this life, there will only be you alone. Ayan, what are you afraid of?"

Chu Qingyan seemed to be touched by something, her eyes became hot, and she forced herself to face up to the fear in her heart.

"I know what you said is true, it's just that things are impermanent. If one day, you are in deep danger, will you regret your original choice? If it weren't for me, would you go a little easier in many things?"

Speaking of this, Chu Qingyan turned sideways, lowered her head and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, it's not that I don't believe you, but I'm afraid of burdening you."

At the end of her speech, her voice became weaker and weaker. The courage she mustered up, but now she has no strength to support her to continue speaking.

Xiao Xu felt that what she was thinking was something inexplicable and impossible. He really wanted to knock her head open to see what was inside.
Xiao Xu, who was angry and indisputable, no longer wanted to see her fall into a dead end, tangled up and down, took a step forward, and suddenly turned her body away, wanting to teach her a good lesson.

But when he saw the stubborn tears in her eyes, his heart couldn't help but soften into a puddle of water.

"Okay, okay, don't cry, have you ever seen when I regretted my decision?"

She didn't want to show her fragile appearance in front of him, but when he said don't cry, the tears she restrained could not help but fall down.

It is really rare to see her crying, Xiao Xuyi hurriedly raised his fingers to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes.

It's just that when his fingers touched the warm tears, a deep pity welled up in his heart. He brushed the corner of her eyes, and the tears flowed like a river with high tide, wave after wave, without stopping, not only Stop, but there is a turbulent trend.

Xiao Xu sighed pitifully and helplessly, stroked her cheek with his fingertips, the elastic and soft touch moved his heart, moved his finger to her chin, lifted it gently, and then leaned over to kiss her cheek In the corner of her eyes, pity and distress kissed her tears away one by one.

The warm light kiss fell on her face, causing Chu Qingyan's defenses to collapse suddenly, she said hoarsely.

"Big ice cube, no one can count on the future. Although they all say to live in the present, I am still afraid. Ever since I was a child, I have never been willing to be a burden to others. It's not that I don't believe in you, but that I don't have confidence in myself. .”

The person she was thinking of was right in front of her eyes, and Chu Qingyan could no longer suppress the words buried in her heart.

And Xiao Xu really wanted to hold her in his arms, but he knew that he wanted to listen to these words, maybe the little guy would only say these words to him today.

"You speak, I'm listening."

Tears welled up again, and what he got was an even more pitiful kiss. Chu Qingyan stared at him blankly, and then said slowly, word by word.

"Big Ice Cube, when you are in love, all you hear are sweet words, longings for the future, and unswerving vows, but some people say that marriage is the grave of love, and no matter how deep a relationship is, it can't be worth daily necessities. When the time comes, there will only be a look at each other and hate each other, I'm afraid I won't be able to accept such an ending."

Xiao Xu knew that the little guy had self-doubt and uncertainty about the future because of this series of twists and turns. She left Jiangnan not necessarily because of Liang Danjing's words, but because she wanted to reconsider the relationship between the two of them.

He was in pain, not for himself, but for the person in front of him. He wanted to scold her to wake her up. Everything was not what she thought, but when he saw her red eyes, all his anger was defeated by his heartache.

"If you have anything else you want to say, just say it together!"

Chu Qingyan didn't expect that after she said these words, he would be so calm. Originally, she thought he would be furious.

She took a deep breath and became ruthless. Now that she has said it, it's better to say it all.

"Big Ice Cube, do you know that the color fades and loves to relax? If one day, I am no longer young, with gray hair and wrinkles all over my face, will you still treat me the same? I have seen many wretched wives after aging, Abandoned by her husband, and then seeing her husband hugging mistress and being at ease, those people who have agreed to spend the rest of their lives withdrew from each other's future halfway."

When she said this, she looked at him sadly, "Big Ice Cube, in the end, I'm still confident."

The self-denying loneliness in her eyes deeply hurt Xiao Xu's heart, he stretched out his hand vigorously to bring her into his arms, and when she was stunned to react, he spoke angrily.

"After all, you still don't believe me!"

Chu Qingyan was dumbfounded.

Xiao Xu noticed her silence, and said in a strong voice, "You can't question our future just because you have seen other people's past. I may not be a good person, but I will try my best to be a good husband and a good father. Whatever you want, I will try my best to do it!"

Chu Qingyan lost her mind because of his words.

"I said that when I identify a person, I won't let go easily."

"Ayan, do you know that I am really afraid that you will leave secretly again! I, Xiao Xu, have never been afraid of anything in my life. Only when you leave without a word, I know that I am also afraid. matter."

Having said that, Xiao Xu tightened his arms and clasped her tightly in his arms, as if afraid that she would disappear again.

But Chu Qingyan was moved by his words, tears once again wet her eyes.

"Big ice cube—"

　(Muling: Some relatives protested that their subordinates are always courteous and fail to get marriage, my lord, what do you think?
　　An An: Bean dregs Xi Shi, femme fatale, which one do you want? (threatening eyes)

　　Mu Ling: This, this, this subordinate is still lonely for the rest of his life!

　　An An: Then report to Ben An!
　　The wood spirit sighed: The first update is here! )
　　
　
(End of this chapter)