Lord, your mask fell off

Chapter 990

One calm afternoon, Xiao Xu received a letter from the capital, and he didn't even leave his tent that afternoon.

Chu Qingyan stood under the tree outside the tent, looking at the tightly closed tent, for a long, long time.

Until Jinxin appeared behind her.

"Master." When there were outsiders, he called her Young Master, and when there were no outsiders, he still called her Master.

"Believe me, have you ever had the thing you most want to do in your life?" Chu Qingyan asked calmly with her back turned to him.

After thinking about it carefully, Jinxin replied, "This subordinate has his own memory in his mind, only these five years, a lifetime is too long to budget too early, but in his heart, what he has always wanted to do is to protect the master, not let you suffer any harm."

Chu Qingyan was a little moved, and then smiled softly, "Believe me, a person's life is neither long nor short, and there is no need to take protecting me as a task. You have joined the army now, and you have the opportunity to make your own way." Heaven and earth, in the future you will have more things you want to do, and there will be people you want to protect."

Jinxin looked at her back and didn't answer. Although he felt that what the master usually said was reasonable, he didn't want to obey it at this time. Maybe in the future he would indeed have more things he wanted to do and people he wanted to protect, but He'll never forget the first and greatest thing he wanted to do as long as he could remember.

It's just that he doesn't need to tell his master, actions are more important than words.

Chu Qingyan didn't hear the voice behind her, and she didn't pay attention to it. She looked in the direction of Jiangnan from a distance, her eyes were dim, and some indistinguishable emotions surged inside her.

The scorching sun in summer was very dazzling, which made her feel a little dazed at this moment.

If you have to go through some hardships before doing what you want to do, then you can quickly remove these obstacles!
Her eyes became firm, and she resolutely withdrew her gaze, then turned around and patted Jinxin on the shoulder, "Go get busy."

Then she strode towards the big ice camp.

Jin Xin looks at her back in surprise, although it is also the back, but he can feel that the master at this time is less hesitant than before, and more firm and calm.

He couldn't help laughing, master, no matter what decision you make, your subordinates will follow you to the death!
When Chu Qingyan opened the curtain, a smell of alcohol came to her nostrils.

She frowned, Big Ice Cube is a self-disciplined person, even if the soldiers were drinking and celebrating in the camp, he would not drink at all, in order to stay sober enough, but at this time he actually drank, did he feel depressed to the bottom?

There was a flash of distress in her eyes, she paused, and then continued to walk forward.

On the desk, all the official documents and letters were pushed aside, and a wine jug and a bowl were placed, while he was leaning on the back of the chair, leaning on the armrest with his elbows, and resting his palm on his forehead, with an expression that made it hard to understand. Unknown sadness.

Chu Qingyan was subconsciously taken aback, kicked something at her feet and made a noise.

The person behind the desk spoke lightly, as if the voice came from far away in the sky, "Who?"

Such an ethereal voice, instead of the mellow and deep voice of the past, was just as indifferent as the wind without force.

I don't know why, it's like a wind is blowing lightly in my heart, I don't hear the echo, only the sound of the wind whistling, empty and then a little painful.

Xu did not hear the other party's response, so Xiao Xu pressed the center of his brows, then raised his eyes slightly, and saw the man with moist eyes standing in front of him.

Xiao Xu was stunned for a moment, perhaps he didn't expect her to appear here at this time.

Chu Qingyan walked over, picked up the wine jug on the table, and weighed it in her hand, it was already empty.

The residual alcohol smell was so strong that she was a little dizzy from the choking.

The dense mist in her eyes blinked away, letting it evaporate, and then she turned around grabbing the flagon, complaining in a tone of voice, "So you're hiding here and drinking secretly! You don't call me for such a good thing! What are you talking about? Enjoying the same hardships, is it just being ignored by you?"

The dissatisfied tone and the widened eyes at this time made Xiao Xu think that the tears that appeared in her eyes just now were all illusions.

Xiao Xu smiled helplessly, "What's so good about drinking? I'll take you to drink something else next time."

"It's not a good thing, you're still drinking alone?" Chu Qingyan threw the jug in her hand and played.

Seeing her innocent appearance, Xiao Xu curled the corners of his mouth, but felt a bitter taste in his mouth, and suddenly felt an indescribable tiredness in his whole body.

Turning her head, Chu Qingyan saw that there was something wrong with his face, her eyes were sure, she couldn't help but put down the wine pot, walked around behind him, reached out and pressed a few acupuncture points on his head, and then skillfully helped him Hold on.

Because of her massage, his spirit improved a lot.

But at this moment, he had something on his mind, and he didn't know how to talk to the little guy, so he couldn't help closing his eyes, thinking quietly, and his brows frowned unconsciously.

Chu Qingyan knew what he was worried about. Seeing the creases on his brows, she sighed inwardly, and then she spoke briskly.

"Big Ice Cube, when are we leaving for Beijing?"

As soon as these words fell, Xiao Xu opened his eyes in a daze, looked at her, and said in a tone of disbelief, "You know?"

Seeing how shocked he was, Chu Qingyan pursed her lips, then smiled and winked at the pile of official documents on the table, "Here, you didn't put them away, I just saw them when I came in."

Xiao Xu looked along her line of sight, and saw that the letter he read today had not been folded, just spread out on the table, no wonder she would know.

He rubbed his forehead, just now he was thinking about how to talk to her, now he doesn't have to think about how to say it anymore.

"Royal Father said that Empress Mother misses us very much, let's go back first, and we'll talk about the follow-up." He no longer concealed it, and directly explained it.

Chu Qingyan slandered in her heart, she probably wanted a big ice cube, her daughter-in-law with piercing eyes wished she could be pure if she couldn't see it.

"Big ice cube, your order cannot be violated, so we will go back." She said in a relaxed tone.

Xiao Xu looked at her with raised eyebrows, "Didn't you always want to go back to Jiangnan?" He thought she would be sad for a while.

"Could it be that in your eyes, I'm someone who doesn't understand the overall situation?" She hummed and asked back.

"Our family, Ayan, has always been aware of the overall situation, but I am afraid that you will be unhappy and you will be wronged." Xiao Xu stretched out his hand to caress her cheek, and said lovingly.

"If I make things difficult for you because of me, then I'm really useless."

She tilted her head towards his palm and smiled.

In fact, I know you are very sad, you don't want to bear me, you want to take me back.

But if you are in a dilemma between your life and me, then I would rather you not have my option, even if you cut off your wings, I want you to have nothing to worry about.

"Ayan—" Xiao Xu's eyes moved.

Thank you for your understanding and company all the way.

　(An An: A thousand chapters of commemoration, thank you for your understanding and company all the way. An has adjusted her mentality these few days, spent the most difficult days of life, and will tell you stories in the future.

　　Wood spirit count: the first update arrives. )
　　
　
(End of this chapter)