my guardian Mr. Bo

Chapter 1195 Forget about him, let me give you a home
"I don't understand! Isn't it good to have relatives and people who love you to protect you!? Why do you have to exclude yourself!? You were born to be loved by this world, not exiled by it!"

Leng Jue clasped her arm tightly, and what appeared in his eyes was persistence and firmness.

Gu Liang smiled when he heard what he said, with a look of sadness on the corner of his mouth, "Leng Jue, you have relatives and friends since you were young, and you can also have someone you like. You can't feel that kind of feeling at all. It's not that I don't like being bullied by this world. Love, I am always in the dark, and if I had not felt the sun, I would never have been sad."

What she is afraid of is that something that has never existed will be ruthlessly erased when it exists.

She already has nothing, so let her have nothing for the rest of her life, isn't it good?
That way, she would not experience the despair of loss.

Listening to her long speech like this, Leng Jue saw the desolation and grief in her eyes which finally no longer concealed, his heart seemed to be hit hard.

She has experienced it all, what?
Gu Liang had no intention of going back to sleep at this moment, and was about to turn around to get up, but someone grabbed her arm suddenly, and with a strong pull, she fell into a broad and firm embrace, with her back pressed against his chest , he hugged her tightly.

die.

Followed by his voice, "Gu Liang, I don't care why you think so decisively, no matter what happened to you, but if you promise me, I will protect you and love you forever, let me come Be your sun, and I will never leave, and I will never leave you in the dark again."

His words were so firm, but also with love for her. It was also the first time he discovered that this woman who looked so calm was actually so fragile and sensitive in her heart.

Gu Liang's slender eyelashes trembled, and she suddenly felt her eyes were sore and swollen. When she closed her eyes, there was faint water vapor permeating the upper eyelashes. They were wet, and under the moonlight, they became so pitiful.

If only she could accept it easily, that would be fine.

She was too scared.

When she witnessed her fiancé's death at the hands of those terrorist-organizers, her heart was really desperate and collapsed.

She never wanted to experience that feeling again.

Even thinking about it now is filled with deep pain.

But Leng Jue felt her stubbornness, but held her tighter, as if as long as he held her tightly in his arms, she would not really miss him.

In this way, he pulled her back who was about to get up, and the two of them lay on the bed. He held her tightly, preventing her from escaping.

Gu Liang didn't resist either, like a wandering flower that lost its swaying and dancing aura.

As if submissive, she briefly sought a hug, but did not avoid it.

I don't know when it became darker outside, and the wind gradually blew, and the rain beat on the window. The rain became heavier, and the lightning and thunder thundered, and the trees outside were blown to pieces.

Gu Liang in his arms frowned uncomfortably, curled himself up on the quilt, and subconsciously leaned back.

Leng Jue clasped her to his chest, and pressed her tall body close to her: "Don't be afraid, I'm here." He really wanted to tell her, don't push yourself so hard, don't be so tough, she needs a man.

Through those words just now, he probably understood that she doesn't have a man yet.

The so-called boyfriend of hers may be in the process of courting her just like him.

If he wanted to own her, it seemed that he had to figure out her thoroughly, figure out what she had been through, figure out who she... was.

Only by prescribing the right medicine can she break through her heart.

And when it was raining heavily outside and thunder and lightning flashed, Gu Liang seemed to be sleeping very unsteadily. He suddenly turned around and buried his head in his arms, like a child who has an instinct for warm places. dependency.

Her lips moved, as if she was babbling something, how could Leng Jue fall asleep while hugging such a soft and sweet body, so she lowered her head to listen, it was like an English name.

Seeing her restless sleep, she knew that she must be troubled by something, and she couldn't fall asleep peacefully in her sleep.

He couldn't help feeling distressed.

Until Gu Liang wrapped his eyes around his neck with his eyes closed, his lips parted slightly, panting slightly, and murmured, "Alan".

Alan...

At that time, he also smiled with handsome and gentle brows and eyes, saying that he would guard her for the rest of his life.

Leng Jue was slightly startled...

"Is he someone you... like?"

Leng Jue slid down his throat, complex and obscure flashed in his eyes.

Just now, did she regard him as someone else?

As his substitute?
He just looked down at her, brushing her brows and eyes with his slender fingers, wiping away her tears.

Gu Liang opened her eyes, the tip of her nose was already red, she said hoarsely, "It's not that I like...it's the person I love."

Leng Jue's heart ached.

"Then why don't you stay together?"

Gu Liang's eyes were still flushed, but there was a smile on the corner of his lips, why not be together?She promised him to live well, and she lived in this world for him.

Leng Jue saw that she didn't speak, and didn't force her, he knew that if they could be together, they would have been together a long time ago, and now there must be a special reason.

But, how sad is he...?
If he could approach her and possess her, it would be considered as a substitute, so what?

He lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead, and said slowly, "It's okay, I can wait, he doesn't want you, I want you, in my opinion, you are the best girl I have ever met, no matter what others think of you , I only like you too."

When he said this, he paused, and then said slowly, "One day, you will forget him, and you will only think of me."

Gu Liang just looked at him like that, watching him say those words, she couldn't help the soreness in her eyes, her voice was hoarse and calm, "Leng Jue, do you know, you will regret it, if you are with me, you will regrettable."

"No! I said no, I won't!"

He clasped her wrist, the emotion in his eyes was so strong.

"It's not that I didn't have a girlfriend before, and I was busy with tasks... I was introduced to me, but it didn't take long before they separated... My travel tasks are dangerous, and I often don't come back, but... you know, That's because I don't want to leave for them, I have never met someone I really like, I would rather stay on the front line of danger until I meet you."

He caressed her eyebrows, "If you say, you are willing to agree to be with me, I will leave for you, please resign, don't you like rich people, I will become a rich person for you, give you Buy anything you want, give you endless love, you don't need to work hard, don't need to wander, I will give you a home, a warm and happy home."

A warm and happy home.

Such a few simple words made Gu Liang's heart tremble and palpitation, her eyes widened slightly, in a warm and happy home, she has been alone all her life, and she can still live that kind of life like an ordinary person. Hopeful, but unattainable life?

But hasn't she already closed her heart?

Isn't she already afraid of losing?
But why is such a simple word lingering in her heart as if under a spell, refusing to let go?

Leng's mother is a loving mother, Leng's father is a serious but humorous father, and Leng Jue, as a colonel, is also a mature, stable, and soft-hearted man.

Everything like this is like a delicious food, tempting her, like the sun, making her want to get closer, knowing that she has been hurt once, but still can't help it, crawling out from the dark corner, not in her own Licking the wound alone, let the sun heal.

But, Leng Jue, do you know?

I'm really, really sick and tired of seeing it all.

because--

(End of this chapter)