For the rest of my life, please advise

Chapter 19
Make yourself better and meet the right person.

On a weekend in September 2011, I went to the city library to help Xiaocao find two books that were said to be out of print.Gu Wei only had a half-day shift. I guessed that he was coming soon, so I wandered out slowly, wondering if I should take him to a wild mushroom noodle restaurant I just discovered at noon. When I looked up, I saw Shaojiang.

He walked up the steps slowly, his gestures were the same as before.I first met him six years ago, also on the front steps of the school library.

"Lin Zhixiao?" He was obviously a little surprised, "I actually met you here."

"Hi." Shao Jiang was a senior in my class, and he was also studying in X City, so we haven't seen each other for more than three years.

"Are you here to borrow a book?"

"Check something."

"Graduation thesis?"

"Well. That's right." How would he know that I'm in graduate school?
"Are you preparing for a PhD or work?"

"It's not settled yet."

Shao Jiang smiled: "Long time no see."

"Yes. Long time no see." I think this sentence is normal as an opening statement.

into silence.

I found this kind of silence a bit awkward, so I took the initiative to challenge: "Are you studying for a Ph. D?"

"No, it's on TV now."

"Good unit. Congratulations."

"Actually, it's not as good as I imagined." Next, he talked about the hard work and boring of being a documentary news column.In fact, I want to say that it is good to be a news column, and other programs may be more chaotic.For example, entertainment programs are highly uncertain, and the recording process is full of conditions, from content to form.For example, life programs, all kinds of cumbersome, it’s okay to meet you are interested, but if you meet you are not interested, it is really a kind of torture.

Shao Jiang looked at the book in my hand: "Are you going back to school alone?"

"No, I'll wait for someone."

We chatted nonchalantly until Gu Wei appeared.They both nodded and greeted each other, and Shao Jiang and I said goodbye.

During lunch, Gu Wei asked, "The one just now—"

It's rare for him to gossip, so I laughed: "My crush in college."

Sansan, who came to eat dinner, raised his head, his eyes were full: "Did you meet the senior you like?"

Gu Wei's expression was light: "No wonder you were absent-minded after eating."

When did I lose my mind?I just think back to my undergraduate days... "He was a year older than me, and I met him at the school celebration party when I was a sophomore. Our school didn't have any friendship with their school at first, and we haven't had much contact since then."

"Hey, that's right—" Sansan who was feasting suddenly looked up at Gu Wei, "I always thought you two looked alike."

Gu Wei smiled, lowered his head and concentrated on eating.I think the atmosphere is a bit weird, but I can't tell what's wrong.

After eating half of Sansan's meal, he was called to work overtime.After the meal, Gu Wei sat silently on the sofa and read a book. I made eight-treasure porridge, and while stirring the spoon, I stared blankly at Gu Wei’s side on the sofa. It's hard to understand why no one thinks Gu Wei is particularly good-looking.The skin, the eyebrows, the nose, the eyes, the voice, and the temperament—it can be made into a movie.I don’t know if it’s because Xi Shi is in the eye of the beholder or because I have different aesthetics. The men I like are all gentle and calm. I think they are very good-looking, but others think that “it’s not bad, but it’s not so good-looking.” For example Speaking of Gu Wei, for example, Shao Jiang.

Ah - I suddenly realized that Gu Wei didn't think I regarded him as Shao Jiang's shadow or follow-up.

I yelled, "Doctor, doctor—"

The doctor propped his chin, his posture remained unchanged, and he hummed.

Me: "Didn't you realize that you look a lot like Teacher Lin?"

He remained motionless.

Me: "They are all fair-skinned, wearing glasses, gentle and gentle, but you look much prettier than Mr. Lin when you smile."

He remained motionless.

I continued to stir my porridge: "Did you know that every girl's aesthetic view of the opposite sex is influenced by her father? My aesthetic view has long been stereotyped by Teacher Lin. If Teacher Lin looked like Hu Jun, I would have watched it at the beginning. I’m going to see Dr. Xiao Gao in your department.” Oh, how much more do I need to explain?You have nothing to do with Shao Jiang, the root lies with Mr. Lin.

I glanced at Gu Wei, still holding his chin, but I saw him smiling.

At the time, I thought he was jealous.

When I woke up from a nap, I stared at the ceiling to regain my senses.

"Your senior has ideas about you."

"Uh-huh?"

"Ah."

"Oh."

"...don't want to reconnect with him?"

"This, this won't work."

"why?"

"You look so good-looking, I can't bear it."

"You fell in love with me in my face?"

"No, don't you think there are reflections in your eyes when you smile? It's like the broken ones, like faceted crystals. I'll get dizzy if I look at it too much..."

Doctor's handwriting: Hahahahaha
(In the future, you are not allowed to extract a confession when I am not awake!)
Doctor: "You were easy to ask questions at that time."

(What if you ask me for my bank card password someday?)
Doctor: "I knew it was Teacher Lin's birthday."

(!!!)

The day before the National Day, I returned to City Y to prepare for Jinshi Yinxi's wedding the next day.As a bridesmaid who also serves as a wedding confidant, the whole day is spent checking everything against the dense checklist and watching the wedding rehearsal.At [-] o'clock in the evening, I received a text message from the doctor: "It has arrived safely."

I hugged Yinxi and said, "Take a good beauty sleep." Then I said goodbye and went home.

Mother came to open the door and told me in a low voice: "Gu Wei said he wasn't hungry, so he drank a cup of soy milk."

"Maybe you're tired." I gently pushed open the door of the room, and Gu Wei half leaned on the bed with his eyes closed.

I tiptoed over and knelt down to look at him.

I remember when I was a child, my grandmother brought back a kitten from a friend's house. It was pure black, it hadn't been weaned yet, and its eyes were half-open.I sit next to it after breakfast every day, feed it milk with a dropper, watch it after feeding, and see the point of having lunch in the blink of an eye, continue to watch after lunch, and see dinner in the blink of an eye, the time is really close Like running water.

Comrade Einstein told us that with the people we love, every second counts.Gu Wei and I just looked at each other like this, and two years passed in a blink of an eye.Listening to his even breathing, I stroked his eyelashes with my fingertips, feeling so soft in my heart.

Gu Wei opened his eyes and blinked slowly.

I touched his face: "Are you hungry?"

Gu Wei shook his head, reached out and dialed the LCD clock on the bedside table, 09:30.Sit up slowly, and then: "Ah, the guest room..."

I watched him twitch his lips and take his pajamas to take a shower, I wanted to laugh for no reason, got up and went to the kitchen to make him a cup of rice cereal.

After Gu Wei took a shower, he obediently drank the rice cereal, and then followed me step by step. I wiped the table, he followed, washed the dishes, he followed, collected the soybean milk machine, and continued to follow.I couldn't help but burst into laughter, and took his hand and dragged him into the bedroom.When passing the living room, he calmly ignored Mr. Lin's round eyes.

At 10:30, the door of the room was knocked three times, and Teacher Lin leaned in with half of his body.At that time, Gu Wei was lying on the bed, leaning on the head of the bed to flip through a magazine, I was sitting in front of the computer, wearing a mask and chatting with Xiaocao, the two looked up at him together.

"Well——" Teacher Lin looked at the extremely innocent picture in front of him, "Let's go to bed first. You should also go to bed early."

Gu Wei and I: "Good night."

Teacher Lin: "Good night..." silently backed out.

The bride and groom are often so busy during the wedding days, which bride can expect to sleep in on the wedding day?

Yin Xi said, I can.

The makeup artists had arrived, and she slept until almost 9 o'clock before being picked up by Jin Shi.I watched her slowly drinking milk and applying a facial mask in a room full of wedding dresses, and I deeply felt that such a leisurely bride is really rare in the world.

At noon, Mama Jin ordered a big pot of dumplings and a big pot of Yuan Xiao, which meant a happy reunion.Everyone filled their stomachs and started to get busy.Gu Wei worked harder than me. When I was sitting in the room doing makeup and changing clothes after dinner, he was arrested and sent to pick up people at the station.

At [-]:[-] p.m., the banquet begins.

Jin Shi himself made a short flash film with the opening scene, the 20 years between him and Yinxi.The simple black and white tone, and the last sentence "Our life has just begun." It made countless female compatriots at the scene cry, including the bride herself. She obviously did not expect the surprise that night to come so quickly.

We screamed desperately in the audience, so our "Queen of Leisurely" was not leisurely - the wedding presented by Jin Shi was very different from the wedding she had rehearsed before.In the first half of the wedding, her expression was nothing but surprise.Before exchanging rings, she came down to change clothes, and grabbed my waist as soon as she entered the dressing room: "You traitor!"

I was scratched by her and laughed straight away: "Happiness comes only when there are surprises."

After exchanging rings, the kiss of love ended, and everyone in the audience booed and threw bouquets.

A group of unmarried young men and women stood in a row.Yin Xi took the microphone of the master of ceremonies: "I have an additional request. Those who receive the bouquet must get married within one year!"

Then amidst the booing of the crowd, the bouquets came straight towards me. At the same time, with me as the center of the circle and two people as the radius, they retreated to the side and formed a circle to block the bouquet snatchers.I subconsciously reached out to catch it, and the fiery red rose ball fell into the crook of my arm.

I looked at the people around me who backed away, Sansan, Cousin Yinxi, Cousin Yinxi... don't cheat like this!

Subconsciously looking for Gu Wei, only to find him smiling with gleaming white teeth in the distance.

In the second half of the wedding, wherever I went, people I knew would tease me: "Lin Zhixiao, you must get married every year." At Gu Wei's table, someone even asked Mr. Lin directly: "When will you drink your wedding wine?" ?”

How shy it is.

In the evening, my parents came back first, and I arranged for the guests to go home with Gu Wei, holding a fiery red flower ball in my hand.

Gu Wei suddenly said: "When you get married, use white bouquets, you look better with white ones."

I feel that my face is almost the same color as the flower in my hand.

The next morning, the doorbell rang.As soon as I opened the door, I was almost blinded by my cousin's advertising teeth.

"Hi, long time no see. I heard that I have to make an appointment to see you."

"Hey~ girl, I heard you found a doctor." My cousin stretched out his hand and quickly rubbed my hair into a chicken coop.

I raked my hair: "Does your doctor feel bad if you don't break something with your hands?"

Cousin cleared his throat: "My hands make life—" Seeing Gu Wei coming out of my room, he was stunned, then—eyes widened, striding over—"Abduction to our house coming?!"

In fact, Gu Wei and Xiao Zhongyi are actually distant relatives. I shouldn’t have been so surprised by the fact that “cousin and Gu Wei knew each other.” But the two of them neither shook hands, greeted each other, nor scolded each other. It's just the state of looking at each other silently, which made me messy with the thought of "what happened to the two of them before?"...

I walked over: "Know?"

The cousin scanned the expressionless Gu Wei from beginning to end: "We played football together twice."

The two of you were separated by a class, and the school was separated by half a city, and you can still play together. City X is really an open and international metropolis...

I don't know what they communicated with each other. By the time I washed the plate of fruit and returned to the living room, the two of them had already had a good conversation and looked familiar.Taking advantage of Gu Wei going to the balcony to answer the phone, I gossiped and asked my cousin: "Gu Wei—in college—"

Cousin peeled the orange: "Oh, I played the ball well, and my passing skills are pretty good."

I really want to say, why are you so bad at chatting? !

After seeing off my cousin, I hooked Gu Wei's neck on tiptoe and said viciously: "Be honest! What's wrong with you two?!"

While extracting a confession, my dad entered the living room: "Lin Zhixiao, don't bully Gu Wei."

Then my mother came in: "Lin Zhixiao, don't bully Gu Wei."

The doctor smiled: "Don't bully me."

Me: "Tsk, it's rare for me to be a hooligan..."

Later, I learned the whole story.

During the friendly match between the two medical schools, my cousin and a member of the cheerleading team fell in love with Gu Wei, and asked for Gu Wei's number, and my cousin helped to find out.Therefore, Gu Wei felt that his cousin was like his mother Sang, and his cousin felt that Gu Wei was a playboy.

I remembered a sentence from my sociology teacher: "Misunderstandings are all caused by poor communication."

Doctor's handwriting: It is said that anyone in the world can be known through 6 people.

(Would you like to meet Obama?)

[Jinshi Yinxi Fanwai: Kan Dashan Edition]

Gold stones and seals are wonderful pairs.

They're the only couple I've ever seen that doesn't have any ups and downs.The road of love is so smooth that it is unimaginable that the angry youth Sansan has no choice but to believe in love.

Jinshi is one year older than us, but two years older than us, because this guy jumped a level.

Yinxi is the same year as us, but one class higher than us, because this guy also skipped a class.

Therefore, it is not that one family does not enter one house.

When Yinxi was four years old, Jinshi's family moved across from her house.The new neighbor came to visit the family, and found that the two children were in the same kindergarten, the two fathers were in a brother’s unit, and the two mothers were in the same bureau. They went all the way up. Grandpa Yinxi and Grandpa Jinshi both served in the Northeast Field Army. During the Cultural Revolution, India Grandma Xi and Grandma Jinshi are remodeling the same farm and so on... Before the young parents finished talking, Yinxi had already fallen asleep in Jinshi's arms.

So, when fate comes, it cannot be stopped.

Until Yinxi graduated from junior high school.

Neighbors for ten years.

We were relatively innocent back then, except that Sansan occasionally extorted Jinshi's pocket money, and Yinxi shared the spoils, the people in the circle really didn't notice any tricks between the two of them.

Until the summer vacation when Yinxi’s senior high school entrance examination ended, when the two of them took the bus hand in hand to school to attend group supplementary lessons—quantitative changes finally led to qualitative changes.

In those days, puppy love was still a big deal, but strangely, no one felt it was abrupt or surprised, including the parents of the two families, the first time everyone saw it was "Huh? Oh." I took it for granted.

I don't know if it's because the two of them are too high-minded, or because our psychological quality is too good.

When I entered high school a year later, I found that even the teachers in the school were selectively blind.It is said that Jin Shi and his grade group leader would add a sentence at the end of reprimanding puppy love: "If you have the ability, you can talk like that and that!"

During the three years of high school, the only time Sansan came to our school was to pay respects to this amazing couple before Jin Shi graduated.

It turned out she didn't see anything.There is no passionate kiss, no sweet talk, no intimate physical contact, the two of them just stand side by side calmly, no pink, no rippling, no lust, full of holy brilliance...

At that time, Jin Yin and his wife shared a small apartment with two bedrooms and one living room.Sansan carefully inspected every corner of the room, but did not find any clues of the two "having an affair".I can only say that these two people have brought love to the height of family affection.

After Jinshi's college entrance examination, I took over his position and became roommates with Yinxi.When countless graduates of the college entrance examination sold books for [-] cents a catty, Jin Shi organized his notes into a set and carried them from his room to Yinxi's desk.

This is love!
In Yinxi's third year of high school, I didn't see the two of them talking on the phone, and I didn't waste paper like me and Sansan passing letters, because their relationship was harder than diamonds and calmer than air.

Occasionally during holidays, Jinshi would come back from K University and cook a big meal of love for Yinxi, and I would eat and drink along with them, and after eating, I would stare at them, but I didn't see any flowers.Basically, Yinxi does the questions, and Jinshi leans on her bed to read, or Yinxi lies on the bed to catch up on sleep, and Jinshi sits at the table to read.Their feelings have already surpassed the scope of human understanding.

A year later, Yinxi lived up to the title of "Family of the Immortals" and was admitted to K University.And the set of review notes coveted by countless people, which condensed the high IQ of her and Jinshi, was calmly paid by her for thirty cents a catty...

At Yinxi's teacher appreciation banquet, Jin Shi accompanied the beauty all the way.It is estimated that the teacher who taught them looked at the pair of bi people with distorted pride in their hearts...

(End of this chapter)