For the rest of my life, please advise

Chapter 56
Me: "Mom, I'm writing a report..."

Mother: "Every time I see you lying in a pile of messy books, I get a headache."

Me: "Mom, look at my bed, my bookshelves, my cabinets, the shoe rack, the floor—"

Mother: "What's wrong?"

Me: "My classmates thought I was a clean freak at first."

Mother looked disgusted: "Just you?"

Me: "Then I said to them, No, you will know what cleanliness is when you see my mother."

Mother: "Hiss——Lin Zhixiao, I told you before, don't live casually just because you are outside alone! When you are outside alone, you must be more careful and discipline yourself. You must also maintain good living habits. Don’t learn from the bad style of capitalism.”

Me: "...um." Silence is golden.

Mother: "The floor should be wiped at least once every two days, the curtains should be washed at least once a month, the carpet, blah blah blah blah..."

After receiving my mother's spiritual lecture, the doctor's video came in, and I enthusiastically said, "Gu Wei, I like you so much!"

Gu Wei: "Why?" (Ask why?!)
Me: "Because you are so easy-going!" (You actually answered.)
Gu Wei smiled: "What did Mom tell you just now?"

Me: "Let me clean the room into a sterile room."

Gu Wei: "Ah..."

I looked back from left to right, top to bottom: "I think it's pretty good now."

Gu Wei: "Well, I think it's pretty good too."

Mr. Gu has always been kind to me.

A small wooden thorn pierced the nail seam on the side of the middle finger of his right hand.

Watching the doctor slowly clamp it out with tweezers, and then apply hydrogen peroxide, the roommate couldn't help but swear.

Ten fingers connected to the heart, can I say that I am in pain? !
After she asked me how I felt, my first reaction was like Gu Wei.I don't know why I feel this way.The moment it suddenly pierced into the skin, I only thought of Gu Wei.

When I was a loli, I fell in love with another loli.So the goal of life at that time was: study hard and make progress every day.Immigrate to the UK and get a visa immediately.

So, I struggled from a lolita to a female man.

Gu Wei: "What happened next?"

Me: "She immigrated to the UK, and I got a visa with you."

Gu Wei: "Hehe, it's not funny at all."

Me: "...Really. If I were a man, I would definitely pull her for a certificate as soon as I turned 22. Then you have nothing to do."

Gu Wei: "If you were a man..." Suddenly he turned to talking to himself, "No, I don't have that hobby either."

= _ =
Gu Wei: "Then where is she now?"

Me: "She said she could never find someone as good as me." Once the sea was too difficult for water, except Wushan is not a cloud!
Gu Wei pondered for a long time: "My love rivals are all over the world, both men and women, right?"

Me: "..." What kind of thinking is this?

Gu Wei: "I want to drink tremella soup."

Me: "Oh. You first press the pressure cooker for half an hour and then boil it in a stew pot. It will be thicker when it comes out."

Gu Wei stared straight at me.

I cleared my throat: "Go back and boil it for you every day, until you don't want to drink."

Gu Wei continued to look at me blankly.

I bowed my head in thought.When Dr. Gu's aura is fully open, it's safer to keep silent.

After a long time, he said: "Chen Cong said that my cooking is terrible."

I immediately stated my position: "He has a problem with his taste!"

Gu Wei: "He said that your cooking is delicious."

I'll keep silent...

Teacher Lin: "Your mother washed my leather gloves to waste!" The close-up of the "corpse" holding the gloves was shaking desperately in front of the camera.

Mother: "Who told you to put it in your coat pocket."

Teacher Lin: "You didn't say you'd wash my coat today!"

Mother: "Whether you wash it or not, you can't put it in your pocket!"

Teacher Lin: "I just put it away and forgot to take it out. Did you throw it in the washing machine without checking your pocket?!"

Me: "..." Again, again and again. I am professional and honest, even if I am thousands of miles away.

Mother: "It's a big deal to compensate you, what a big deal!"

Teacher Lin: "That's my favorite pair!"

I was very angry at my dantian: "Stop making noise! ​​What time are you guys not going to bed?"

Teacher Lin: "I'm so angry that my stomach hurts and I can't sleep!"

Mother: "I love to sleep or not."

Me: "Mom, you go to bed." Anyway, I won't admit my mistake, so I will dismiss it first.

After my mother left, I comforted Teacher Lin: "It's okay, ah, I'll buy you another pair. The old one won't go away, and the new one won't come. A man can hold a boat in his belly."

Teacher Lin looked at the corpse in his hand with resentment: "I can support the Liaoning!"

Me: "Captain, go to sleep."

Teacher Lin: "I'll sleep in your room." (Ms. Lin never lives in the guest room because she feels that she has no sense of belonging.)
Me: "The chief approved it, let's go."

On New Year's Eve, I talked with my parents on the phone.

Me: "Dad, Mom, Happy New Year!"

Teacher Lin: "Happy New Year! You see, once you get married, no one will accompany us to celebrate the New Year."

Me: "...Gu Wei lives alone, it's even more pitiful."

Teacher Lin: "Then come and live with us."

The mother said on the side: "You are stupid!"

Teacher Lin: "What's the matter? Why can't you live with us? Look at the poor child——"

Mother picked up the phone and ignored Teacher Lin: "How is work?"

Me: "It's Chinese New Year, are you sure you want to talk about work?"

Mother: "I'll just ask casually."

Me: "If you're still alive, you can go back next week."

Mother: "Tsk, it's Chinese New Year!"

Teacher Lin came over suddenly: "Lin Zhixiao, let me tell you something. We went back to City X last month, and everyone sat down at a table and counted them. You are the earliest family to get married in a century."

〇_〇, a century...

Me: "Hey, this algorithm is unscientific, the age of the couple is the same, Gu Wei and I are definitely not the youngest."

Teacher Lin: "Gu Wei's surname is not Lin."

Me: "... I am the only girl in the third generation, I got married early, there is nothing wrong with it."

Mother picked up the phone: "Your dad's main idea is to want you to stay with him for two more years."

Teacher Lin: "Hey hey hey hey."

Me: "Being coquettish is so subtle..."

After eating the New Year's Eve dinner at his parents' house, Mr. Gu drove home early.

So when I called and asked him to pass the phone to Mom and Dad—

He said lightly: "What are you doing?"

Me: "... Happy New Year."

Gu Wei: "I'm at home alone."

I deeply feel that Mr. Gu is deliberately deepening my sense of guilt.

Me: "Happy New Year."

Gu Wei said "Hmm", "Happy New Year."

I have a glow on my back: "I wish you——a new year, good health and good luck in everything."

Gu Wei made a sound between "um" and "huh".

=_=I looked up and down: "What are you doing?"

Gu Wei: "Answer the phone."

Me: "...Don't you watch the Spring Festival Gala?"

Gu Wei: "For the next week, watch the replay and you will see vomiting."

Me: "Then...won't you sleep?"

Gu Wei: "You want me to sleep now?"

The conversation was so difficult.

Me: "Well, then I'll hang up first."

Gu Wei: "What are you doing?!"

Me: "Call my parents for New Year's greetings..."

Gu Wei suddenly said very gently: "Okay, goodbye."

Me: "Bye." Hanging up timidly, I called the parents and elders on both sides to say goodbye to the new year, after thinking about it, I still called Gu Wei.

Gu Wei: "Huh?"

Me: "Well..." I don't know what to say.

Gu Wei: "I only have four days off."

Me: "Oh."

Gu Wei: "..."

I:"……???"

Gu Wei sighed: "I'm sleeping."

Me: "Well, Gu Wei—"

Gu Wei: "Yes."

Me: "I... I will go back soon."

I'm sorry I can't be by your side for the first new year after marriage.

If I knew it would take so long to come out, I would never have come out so happily.

I've experienced this feeling and I know it's hard, so I don't know how to comfort you.

I promise, next Spring Festival, I will be by your side, not going anywhere, just staying at home, just the two of us.

I can't guarantee that we can be together every new year in the future, but as long as possible, I will not let myself be so far away from you.

On the second day of the Lunar New Year, Mr. Gu went back to my natal home on my behalf.I stayed overnight, sleeping alone in the set of bedding my mother bought when I got married.

He said: "It's extremely red and festive."

The last time I used that set of bedding was when two people came back from their honeymoon.

Suddenly I felt a little pitiful for Mr. Gu.

So I asked him, "Do you miss me?"

Answer: "I think. I almost can't remember it."

In the first month of our separation, we adapted well, and Kung Pao Chicken helped me quickly break into the new group.I just got up to drink water in the middle of the night, and there was no thermos by the bed.I got back under the covers and sniffed.Gu Wei said that everyone's smell is different.I miss that warm smell on his skin terribly.

In the second month, the temperature continued to drop.The cold is making my nose stuffy.Looking out of the window, there is a couple walking their dogs, taking a big and a small Dalmatian for a run at about the same time every day.I thought boredly, I would not be willing to share Gu Wei with any animal.

In the third month, winter comes, and the temperature difference between morning and evening is large.I let my hair down so it piled limply around my neck.I held the big umbrella my roommate's father gave me and walked in the rain after rain in P City, remembering the wish I had a long time ago: I want to travel all over the world with Gu Wei.Like now, I really want to put my hand into his hand and tell him that this is where I live now.

In the fourth month, the first New Year after marriage, we are separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.I bought my husband a woolen hat and thought he would look beautiful in it.I've gotten used to calling him "my husband".I went to church to attend my colleague’s sister’s wedding day, and the sun was shining brightly.When I heard the priest say you belong to each other, I think this word is very good.In this world, there is a person who belongs to me, and I belong to him.The sun shines on my ring through the glass window - I want to hold these colorful lights in my hand.I suddenly felt that even if he and I were in two distant cities, we could talk about a lifelong love.

In the fifth month, the project was successfully concluded.I will leave this lovely place.

The roommate said, "Congratulations, you can be reunited with your husband."

I left her a handwritten recipe.She is very interested in shredded pork with Beijing sauce, and determined to learn how to make it for her mother.

The chocolate macaroons in the candy shop in the square, the dome-like study room, the stylish second-hand bookstore outside the school gate, the smiling boss with a candy-loving Maltese dog, as well as the lovely classmates and colleagues. They smiled and said "Morning, Lin" to me every day - leaving here has become very reluctant.I hugged and said goodbye to everyone, as if I was just going out of town for a short vacation and would be back here in a week.

I went to that church again. When it was close to noon, there were very few people in the church.The organist I saw last time was playing, a lady was sitting next to the harp, and between them stood a boy about ten years old playing the harmonica.

I took a seat in the back and sat down.

The boy was a little stumbling, and the repertoire they were playing together was a song that my mother used to lull me to sleep when I was very young.

"My family is lovely, clean, beautiful and healthy.

The brothers and sisters are very kind, and the parents are kind.

Although there is no good garden, spring and autumn are always fragrant.

Although there is no hall, it is warm in winter and cool in summer. "

Fine dust fluttered in the air, and I watched the three of them play together.Towards the end, the boy found me, a little embarrassed.I smiled at him.

The lady playing the harp turned to the organist and smiled at me, beckoning to the boy.The family of three left together.

Life is about constantly embarking on a journey, going to strange places one after another, experiencing running-in again and again, taking a breath occasionally, and moving on.And done.

Then leave.

And now, I'm going home.

In the evening, I walked to the dormitory with a cup of hot drink and received a call.

"Are you coming back tomorrow?"

In February, Mr. Gu called and asked in a furry voice every day when he got up, thinking that wasting the phone bill was not knowing whether he was angry or coquettish.

I was afraid that he would not wake up enough to scare him, so I said softly, "Go back."

Mr. Gu was a little stunned: "Tomorrow?"

I said, "Tomorrow. But you won't see me until the day after tomorrow."

Mr. Gu: "I'll pick you up."

I laughed: "Otherwise, who are you going to let me see first when I set foot on the country?"

(End of this chapter)