For the rest of my life, please advise

Chapter 7 The Quiet Boyfriend (1)
There is no love without detours, only couples who fumble forward.

Xiaocao said: "The feeling of becoming a freshman again is just that there is no feeling."

Except for the students in charge of reception calling "Sister" for a while and calling "Sister" for a while, which made people feel confused for a moment, the rest was relatively smooth, but it was not a very wonderful thing to be abducted into the orchestra by the senior sister after a short time. It is a bit laborious to stick to the label of "relationship households" to adapt to a group of "games between various forces".Fortunately, the lovely Sichuan girl challenged my taste buds with all kinds of weird delicacies, and Mama Cao sent a large box of them.Originally, fish-flavored shredded pork was regarded as the limit of spicy food. In just one week, I was able to finish a whole bag of Dengying beef without sweating or crying.

During the period, Sansan came to visit: "It's not bad, I thought the old campus would be ruins."

Xiaocao replied solemnly: "It has been appraised that the whole dilapidated house is uninhabitable." Cao's father works in a house appraisal agency.

Sansan looked straight at Xiaocao: "Principal, this girl is good, you should cherish it."

I……

When Sansan was leaving, he suddenly grabbed me: "What about Dr. Gu?"

Me: "Why are you more concerned than me?"

Probably because Sansan's obsession with "Lin Zhixiao, touch your heart and think about it!" was too deep, and halfway through the video chat with Teacher Lin the next day, my mother suddenly came in and said, "I just finished talking with the hospital." Subconsciously asked: "Who answered?"

"Doctor Gu. He thought you were still at home. I said school has started."

"Huh?" I was very surprised by the content on the phone, "Can you still involve me in the call?"

"I often talk about it. Just before I came back last time, we talked for a long time." After that, the original voice reproduced, "[How old is Lin Zhixiao?] [Xu 23] [Is there a partner?] [Haven't realized yet ][Ms. Lin is very attached to her][Yes, I won’t see anyone for another three years soon][Oh? After that, I will start a family and start a business in City Y?][Her father would like to, but let her decide on the child’s own affairs]... ..."

I just felt my heart beating a little faster, and I seemed to ask unintentionally: "How often?"

"It's like chatting. These head nurses and patients often ask questions."

After cutting off the video, I sat in front of the computer in a daze, and I could hear the sound of blood hitting my eardrums.Thinking of the lack of expression on his face when he said "I'm so much older than you" that day, I was suddenly annoyed at his calmness.Simply climbed into bed and buried under the quilt.

Xiaocao on the next bed poked his head over: "What's wrong?"

I raised my head and asked seriously: "If you can't understand other people's thoughts and are very entangled, what will you do?"

Xiaocao suddenly became very on-line: "Then have you figured out what you think?"

"Forget it."

"If you are particularly entangled, then simply show your cards."

On Friday, after the rehearsal of the orchestra ended, I lowered my head and wiped the clarinet slowly, feeling inexplicably melancholy.I finally believed in Yin Xi's words: "Women will lose their IQ after falling in love? No, in fact, you have no brain at all at that time."

The flute girl next to her was complaining to the violin girl in front of her: "Look, look, I have more fine lines around my eyes! Oh No! I'm getting old..."

Now I wish I was three or four years old, at least I won't get a thin tone of "I'm so much older than you".I feel like my brain has been shattered by those words.What about six years older?My history is not good, so I can't name a bunch of people, but I know that there must be many people who love each other in the world and in history. The age difference is more than six years old.

"If you are particularly entangled, then simply show your cards." I looked at my watch. Today is Friday, and the doctor is on night shift.I don't know where the courage came from. As soon as I packed my things, I went outside after carrying them.

More than half an hour later, I stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass in the elevator room of the ward.What should I say?say what?I found that my mind was full of questions, without an answer, and even logically confused why the school didn't open the door.Turning into the corridor, I thought strangely: Now that I put the piano case on the ground, it can be compared to a wandering artist in the subway.Can I say that I am here for performance art?
I took a deep breath and looked up, and suddenly I saw that Dr. Gu had just finished talking with a patient and was about to go to the office. When he caught sight of me, he stopped at the door of the office.

ten steps away.My adrenaline shot up.

With his hands hanging by his sides, he stood up straight. After a long while, he turned sideways to open the office door.

The door was closed.A room, two people, no one speaks.

He stood by the door, his eyes fell on my face, expressionless.

My heartbeat gradually dropped, and I thought dumbfoundingly, at least he didn't ask questions like "how is your dad?"

I don't know how long we stood like this until he lowered his head slightly and walked slowly to the desk with his back to me.

My eyes were red after holding back for a long time.He took a deep breath desperately and swallowed, trying to hold back the soreness in his eyes.If you really cry, it's really hard to explain.

Before I finished adjusting my emotions, the doctor turned around and handed over a clean apple: "Eat the apple."

I just froze there.Obediently took the tissue from him, wiped his hands, took the apple and began to bite. (San San: You’ve already made a fool of yourself...)
The doctor's fingertips tapped my piano case: "What's inside?"

"clarinet."

"Polka?"

"Hmm." I was a little surprised.

With two clicks, the box opened.The doctor's fingers slowly slid across the body of the tube: "Play me a song."

I sat on a chair, looking at my nose with my eyes and my heart with my nose.Originally I wanted to pick a more melodious track, but thinking of the corners of the doctor's lips raised when he mentioned polka just now, I subconsciously chose this track that didn't match my current mood.

The song is not long, and the doctor's smile is very quiet.My heart gradually calmed down. At this moment, I am playing a polka for you. It is not clever or complicated, just like I like you, you can hear it.

When packing, I was a little relieved, packed my things and hugged me: "I'm back to school." Then I left the office.

After leaving the hospital gate, I passed a porridge shop I often go to, and subconsciously bought two cups of black rice porridge, and I realized when I picked up the other cup, who should I give the other cup to?
As he was walking forward, the phone rang.

"Hey?"

"Where are you?"

I looked up and saw the doctor coming out of the hospital door quickly.

"I——at your three o'clock direction."

He turned around and walked towards me step by step. I held the phone and felt something soft and moist in the night wind and blown into my body. At that moment, my heart was like a seed in the spring soil, Buds sprouted with a snap.

The doctor stood in front of me and handed over a folding umbrella: "It's going to rain."

His expression is a bit indescribable, his eyes are slightly narrowed, and the corners of his mouth seem to be curved.Passers-by looked at us inquisitively, the doctor glanced at him, reached out to hold my wrist, and walked back to the hospital.

I was dragged blankly by the doctor to the deserted office, let him close the door, let him carry me to the chair next to his desk, sat next to me, and only let go.

The doctor coughed in embarrassment: "Well - you didn't eat dinner?"

Me: "...rehearsal." Lack of confidence.

Doctor: "Girls rarely learn clarinet."

I watched him tap on the table with his fingers curled up, and said with a smile, "I like its sound. And I can take it with me wherever I go."

The doctor frowned: "Isn't the piano learner very unlucky?"

Me: "You learn?"

Doctor: "No, my mother watched me learn the violin for several years when I was young."

violin? !Am I discovering another advantage of being a doctor?

I stared at his hand: "Paganini Syndrome." (Patient has slender fingers...)
The doctor shook hands uncomfortably: "No, I'm normal."

Embarrassed... I turned around, unwrapped the package and handed over a cup: "Snack."

The doctor suddenly pursed his lips into a smile, and his ears turned red.

After being quiet for a while, my thinking logic came back: "How do you know my number?" Forgive me for asking this question at such a critical moment, because the information of the family members of the patients registered in the hospital is my mother.

I watched the doctor blink his eyelashes.Is this a guilty conscience?

"Checked in at the nurse's station."

I squinted my eyes and desperately recalled, remembering that once Mrs. Lin was discharged from the hospital, I went to the nurse's station to sign the medicine receipt.The receipt of the medicine is filed by the nurse station, and the doctor only needs to confirm that the medicine has been received and sign. As for the contact number of the person who received the medicine, there is no need to write it down——

I try to be calm: "Oh, it was a long time ago."

Doctor: "Well. A long time ago."

You remembered my number a long time ago, are you very calm!

As if he suddenly thought of something, he took out his mobile phone, flipped through it, and put it in front of me with a smile.

[你有女朋友么？——2009-4-3 20：27]
My head banged feebly on the table.

The doctor sat beside me quietly, watching my ears turn from white to red, and then from red to white, and then said slowly, "You didn't send it, did you?"

My voice was extremely weak: "I accidentally made friends..."

The doctor smiled and threw the empty cup into the wastebasket, looked at his watch and said, "It's nine o'clock, I'll take you home." Picking up the piano case, he reached out to me.

I'm fighting in my heart, is this asking for a score?Still need someone?I'm handing over?Or pass the sheet music?
I looked around, and then, generously, handed the score to him...

Cough, in the hospital, pay attention to the impact...

The elevator went down two floors, a radiation therapist came in, greeted the doctor, then turned his head to look at me, the doctor nodded and smiled at him, and the latter immediately showed a knowing expression.

I'm... dumbfounded.Alas, I'm so shy, okay?

When we left the lobby, it was really raining, but we forgot to take our umbrellas...

The subway station was not far away, and I reached out to the doctor: "Give it to me, I'll just run over there."

The doctor looked outside, put the sheet music and the piano case together in one hand, and then I was held by the wrist again, dragged away blankly...

As soon as I entered the subway station, I braked and grabbed the doctor's sleeve: "You, don't you sit in the office every day?"

Doctor: "Life lies in movement."

I……

A handsome guy in a white coat appeared at the entrance of the subway station. Even though it was already nine o'clock in the evening, the rate of turning heads was quite impressive.I retrieved my things from the doctor: "Thank you, you can go back." Otherwise, I will be watched.

The doctor smiled: "Thank you."

"Ah?" I was startled suddenly, the next sentence must not be "but we are not suitable".

Maybe my expression was too terrified or too solemn, the doctor laughed and said, "The porridge is delicious."

I subconsciously squeezed the hand he stretched out to stroke my hair: "Doctor—"

"Ah."

"You—how many people have you sent to the subway station?" I'm really not the heroine material...

"Cousin, classmate, friend—"

"What about the patient's family?"

"A doctor's job does not include taking the patient's family to the subway."

〇_〇 Am I rectifying my name?Has the name been corrected? !Get your name right! ! !
I quickly took off a string of green sandalwood prayer beads on my left wrist and put them on his wrist: "To ward off evil spirits." Then I realized, what am I talking about...

The doctor looked at the prayer beads on his wrist and said with a smile, "Is it a token of love?"

Amitabha, I am comforting myself, it is night now, my blushing is inconspicuous inconspicuous inconspicuous...

"Oh." The doctor looked at me, "I'd better take you in."

So, I was dragged away for the third time...

During the 1 minute of queuing to buy tickets, I felt that I was stepping on the carpet. Although it was not as exaggerated as stepping on cotton, it always felt a little unreal, and I couldn't help turning my head to look at the doctor beside me.

"what happened?"

"have a look."

"...Haven't seen it before?"

"It's more blatant now."

The doctor turned his head and sighed: "Look."

"Yeah." I appraised seriously, "The skin is really good."

The two laughed together.He pushed me lightly: "Get in."

I swiped my card to enter the station, and moved down with the crowd until the doctor outside the traffic lane was no longer visible.

When I was climbing the stairs of the dormitory (God sees that I live on the fifth floor), the phone in my pocket vibrated, and I took it out: "Huh?"

"Are you in the dormitory?"

"You don't even know about my school..."

"Professional, grade... Du Wenjun is very enthusiastic."

"..." I always make friends carelessly.

"go to bed early."

"Can't sleep." I was a little annoyed that I was always being betrayed.

"Come here, I'll give you an injection."

"..." Occupational diseases.

Back in the dormitory, I threw myself on the bed and called Sansan: "Sansan hehehehe..."

"Are you exhausted?"

"I'm in love."

"Ah...ah? Ah?!!"

After listening to my retelling, she honestly expressed her disdain: "You guys really made me suspect that you guys have been in the dark for a long time."

The expression is so distorted that only I can understand her.I said, "This shows that we have a tacit understanding."

Sansan: "A tacit understanding? It took so long before the tacit understanding!" Then he hung up the phone in a hurry and went to work overtime.

Doctor's handwriting: The battle line is stretched a bit.

(Well, I forgive you.)
Doctor:……

The next day, I woke up at six o'clock, staring at the ceiling in a daze.Wisps of sunlight leaked through the curtains and fell on the floor, and the sound of Xiaocao's shallow breathing was heard next to my ears. I was so hypnotized that I was about to fall asleep again, and my phone vibrated.I touched it, looked at the flickering screen, and the memory of last night rushed into my brain.

"Hey?"

"..." (the brain is still buffering)

"School of Lin?"

"what."

"……who I am?"

"……doctor."

"..." I could imagine him holding his forehead through the phone, "I'm off work."

"I—in the dormitory, on the bed. I woke up very early, but I haven't woken up yet..."

"I heard it."

I listened to the sound of traffic on the other end of the phone, the sound of the subway steps, and the sound of swiping the card to enter the station. My consciousness gradually came together, and my heart became alive a little bit, and I called out "Gu Wei" softly.

"Ah."

"What's on your wrist?"

"A string of Buddhist beads. Are you afraid that I will fly?"

"Hey, what if it's a thousand-year-old fox demon..." Such beautiful eyes.

The person on the other side laughed out loud: "Then can a string of Buddhist beads hold you down?"

"Grandma recited the Prajna Heart Sutra 108 times on it."

"..."

There was silence on the other end of the phone: "What are your plans for today?"

"No."

"us--"

"Oh, there is an exchange meeting for new and old students in the afternoon."

"..."

I heard his voice passing through the crowd: "The subway is coming, I should be able to arrive at your school in a quarter of an hour."

The phone hung up, leaving me rolling out of bed like an electric eel.

This is the first day of our love.A speechless hero and an out-of-condition heroine...

After I quickly washed and changed my clothes, I ran to the school gate, and the doctor had already arrived.

The moment I saw him, I suddenly felt a little dazed. The man standing on the steps was quietly flipping through his cell phone with his head bowed, his eyes clear and his expression stable, as if this was just an ordinary weekend morning for the two of us.

He didn't know what he saw, smiled, raised his head, and walked towards me slowly, just like every morning in the hospital.

This person really can get out of the aura of the white robe without the white robe, so I subconsciously nodded and said hello: "Morning, Doctor Gu."

"..."

It's cold...

"When will the exchange meeting be?"

"Three o'clock in the afternoon."

He handed over the phone.

"Brother-in-law, give me my sister's phone number." 』

"what? 』

"Let my sister treat me to dinner. 』

"No time. 』

"Then I'll treat her to dinner." 』

"Not available either. 』

"I have called my brother-in-law for so long for nothing! ! ! 』

"I'll ask her. 』

I raised my head in embarrassment: "I didn't bring my wallet." I came out in a hurry just now, so I took my mobile phone and ran away.

The doctor sighed softly: "I brought it."

On the subway, I was eating a sandwich brought by the doctor: "Xiao Du knew you first, why did you call you brother-in-law?" Should I be called sister-in-law logically?

The doctor faced me and propped his forehead motionless: "Lin Zhixiao, concentrate on eating."

I bit my head sullenly, and suddenly a more surprising question flashed in my mind: "How did Xiao Du know...?" It must have happened last night!

The doctor finally couldn't help laughing out loud.

(End of this chapter)