Show love every day after the flash marriage with Mr. Ba

Chapter 979 Mo Bei, I Forgive You (7)

Slowly opening his eyes, Bai Chuchen looked at the little train that was still running in front of him.

It seemed that one could imagine what kind of mood he was quietly arranging here alone.

In the past, when she furnished the baby room, she did it with anticipation and joy.

At that time, although there was a problem with Jin Mobei, Bai Chuchen was completely exhausted when it came to the baby.

The happy mood at that time was different from Jin Mobei's arrangement of these things after he had lost his baby.

She knew very well that if she was the one to arrange these things, every time she arranged them, without recalling them once, it would be a kind of torture to herself, a torture from the bottom of her heart.

It cannot be denied that Jin Mobei's love for this child, if there is no love, he would not do these things.

It will be the same as what he said in front of himself before, simply saying that he has thrown away everything...

What he did for the baby, what he did today, all showed an attitude, he and Chu Xingguang had drawn a clear line, and he sincerely wanted to start over with her again!
It's just that he didn't know that some injuries had already been done, the truth was no longer important to her, her heart was already broken...

When you can still feel the bleeding from the wound, and you can still feel the pain clearly, it is not easy to start over...

I can't deny what he said, it's not that if you don't love, you don't love...

but……

The little love in my heart has been exhausted little by little.

Even if there is still a trace of love that she doesn't want to admit, but she doesn't want to admit it.

She no longer allowed herself to be drawn into a vortex from which there was no way out for the sake of a little love and nostalgia in her heart.

This little love is not enough to make her let go, when nothing happened before.

Some things just happen.

Some things don't mean that you can let go of them just by letting them go, and every bit of it is engraved in your heart.

Looking at him, she would think of all the things that happened before.

Looking at him, she can think of those pictures that she doesn't want to think about.

The heartache is hard to heal, and it has become a knot.

She didn't intend to untie this knot, she just wanted to let herself remember this lesson.

This lesson that made her too painful and bloody reminded herself again and again not to make the same mistake again.

Those pasts have been stabbed in her heart again and again, until the loss of her child, her heart is already riddled with holes.

It's not just a sentence of sorry, but a sentence of I forgive you, then everything that happened between them can be forgotten, as if it never happened...

They really can't go back.

……

This kind of marriage, this kind of torture, is not only torturing Jin Mobei, but also torturing himself.

Bai Chuchen knew in his heart that she was deliberately torturing Jin Mobei and making him suffer.

She admitted that when she saw these, she could feel that Jin Mobei cared the same for the lost baby.

……

When Jin Mobei heard this, he couldn't help but tighten his arms.

Can not go back……

What a cruel word...

He really didn't understand why they couldn't go back!
He has made sure that he really loves her, and he is also sure that she still has him in her heart.

Since they are in love, why can't they go back.

She just needs to take a step back, give him a chance, try to forgive him, and they will probably be very happy together.

"Why do you say you can't go back..."

　4nd more.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)