Gong Shao proposed again today

Chapter 1140 Is it?You are doing well, the only bad thing is me (18)

"Then support you for the rest of your life." Beitang said, "Anyway, it's not like I can't afford you."

Gong Shirao felt that her eye sockets were a little warm.

I really thank God for giving her the best brother in the world.It's as if all the bad things just aren't so bad.The mood seems to be much better.

Every time there is something unhappy, chat with him, and the mood will be inexplicably relaxed.

Gong Shirao said: "It's too late, I'm really going to sleep, thank you for the calming tea."

"An." Beitang said.

Gong Shirao finally opened the door and entered, then slowly closed the room.

She saw that Beitang was still leaning against the wall and looking at her, as if she was making sure that she would leave after entering the room and turning off the light to sleep.

Her heart beat suddenly.

Zhan Nanjue seemed to be looking at her with similar eyes just now.

seems to care about...

How can there be such a strange feeling?

Gong Shirao thought of something, and slowly walked back to the window.

Open the curtains.

Nothing at all.

She was feeling a little down.

I also know that he can't be there, right?

He already told her to go.

It was she herself who told him to keep a distance from her.

I probably won't be looking for her again.

This world should really not have him anymore.

He will be very happy with Ou Yimo, right?
You should breathe a sigh of relief.Finally, I am no longer entangled by half-hearted people.But his heart seemed to be torn apart by someone.

very sad.

Really sad very sad.

Gong Shirao put down the curtains and went back to lie down on the bed.A drop of tears clouded her vision, and when she came back to her senses, the pillow was wet.

She couldn't fall asleep, and she dug out her diary from a long time ago from the drawer.

There is only one protagonist in this diary, her little brother.

She had a crush on her little brother for many years.

I don't remember how many times I said goodbye to him, never to see him again.But every time I can't help it...

Still want to see him.

Like this time.

In fact, I also look forward to meeting him...

But it's scary.Such a meeting.

She took out her pen and wrote in her diary.

"Little brother, thank you for coming to my life, thank you for giving me a beautiful dream. I still like you, and I am the only one in the world who knows."

"You deserve your happiness."

Although, I can't bless yet.

I can't write any more.

Gong Shirao's fingers trembled slightly, and the pen slipped from between her fingers.

Turned over the previous mood.

One of the pages reads a few lines of lyrics:

Maybe I like to miss you more than seeing you.

I probably like imagining you more than having you.

I might like to imagine you without needing to hold you.

I may like to imagine you, but I can't bear to be together.

……

lie.lie.lie.

I lied to myself, to the self when I was writing the diary, and to the self who was reading the diary at this moment.

Obviously want to...

I really want to get a little closer, a little closer.

It's just because I can't get close, so I pretend that I don't want it, that's all.

Looking at the diary, Gong Shirao felt her mood was in a mess, she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and looked in the direction of the window.

The night is already so dark.

tomorrow is a new day.

But what about them?
Is it just so sloppy and discrete?

It is over without beginning.

The whole youth is fantasizing about the beginning, youth is about to end, and everything has never started.

Well, it's better than it started, but it's over.

It's better than ever, never met, never liked, never had a crush on, youth is over.

(End of this chapter)