Gong Shao proposed again today

Chapter 1386 I want us to be together! (14)

Zhan Nanjue sat up and wanted to smoke, but just found the lighter and put it back.

He looked at the sleeping Gong Shirao in a daze.

This, the girl he desperately wanted to protect, only at this time, when she was asleep, when she didn't know, he dared to show his true emotions.

How beautiful a person can be, how pure her world is, to grow into such a beautiful and pure appearance.

Her world has always been clean.

Her life is also like a blank slate.

And he was too unworthy.

Really not worthy of such a beautiful her favor.

However, in the dead of night, he realized that he was actually even more afraid.

Afraid of her going into someone else's arms.

Afraid to hear the news that she is going to be engaged to someone else.

Afraid to bless her.

Afraid to really lose, her tenderness.

In fact, he has always been afraid that she really disappeared in his world forever.That's why I want to keep her in the simplest way.A way to keep her from being unhappy without completely losing touch.

Just treat it as a friend, and greet you in the warmest, gentlest, and most ordinary way.

However, at this moment, his beating heart slowly calmed down because of her.

In fact, he never wanted to leave her.

I look at her every day and every moment, wanting to know her whereabouts, all her thoughts, her secrets, all her emotions.

She said that if one day she cured his right hand, she would be confessing to him.

She didn't know that if there was a day when she didn't need to confess at all, he would be the first to run to her, hug her into his arms, and tell her how much he liked her.

Liked it more than he thought.Liked it more than she thought.I like her more than anyone else, and I like her more than myself...

Because of this, I don't want to be her shackles, I don't want to be her burden, I don't want to be a useless person who needs her protection.

He just wants to protect her and be her reliance, so that she can hug when she is tired, stay when she doesn't want to fly, vent when she wants to cry, and share when she wants to laugh.

He just wants to watch the sunrise and sunset, the rising and falling of the tide, hand in hand with her.

He was rather a doctor like her, not her patient.

when……

How can we live up to such a beautiful time?Tell her, his true heart?
He didn't want to be her friend, nor his elder brother, he just wanted to be the most important man in her life, her only one.

"Gong Shirao, why are you so nice?"

If only you were a little bit worse.If you are worse, I have the courage to get closer to you, not afraid that I will desecrate your purity and nobility.

But you are so beautiful and so good.Just like the bright moonlight outside the window, so pure white.

I don't know how perfect I have to be, how hard I have to work to be as good as you.

There are so many excellent men by your side who have been confessing to you for ten years, but I am cowardly and can only push you away again and again, and I don't even dare to feel jealous.

do you know?In fact, I was already so jealous that I was going crazy.

But what right do I have to be jealous of that man who can stand by your side?

Zhan Nanjue closed his eyes, recalling the past 20 years when he was somewhat confused.Before meeting her, he had only one goal in life, to keep his promise and marry Ou Yimo.

From the heartbeat when he first saw her, the first good memories only stayed in that short moment, and then, in order to make a promise, to fulfill the promise, and to complete the agreement, he walked step by step towards the lie he woven.

In fact, he didn't fall in love with Ou Yimo, he just gave her the best he thought he could give her as a routine, after all, she was his future wife.

It wasn't until he met Gong Shirao that he realized how wrong his life was.

(End of this chapter)