Li Shao's favorite wife record

Chapter 481

After taking the medicine, He Jing hurried out of the hospital.

It seemed that the longer she stayed there, the more guilt she felt in her heart.

A mother walked past her with a child. The mother was very young, and the child looked only four or five years old.

When passing by He Jing, I heard the child look up and ask the mother: "Mommy, why are you walking so fast? Wait, baby."

The young mother said: "Baby, we have to walk a little faster, otherwise there will be a long queue later."

The conversation was so normal, but the little guy pouted angrily and stomped his feet: "Huh~~ I know it even if you don't tell me, Aunt Bobo told me that you came to the hospital for an examination today because you have a new baby in your stomach." It's a baby. Aunt Bobo said that when the baby is born in the future, you will like the baby more, and you won't like me that much anymore."

The four or five-year-old doll, the diced radish with the height of the onion, said these words in a serious manner, looking very funny and cute.

The young mother had no choice but to stop, waited for the little guy to catch up, and lovingly touched his little head, "Aunt Bobo must have forgotten to tell you something."

"what?"

"No matter when, you are my mother's favorite little angel. It will not change."

The little guy's mouth was bulging, "Then Aunt Bobo said, when I was still in your stomach, did you ever think about not wanting me..."

"Silly boy, it was because my mother was suddenly pregnant, and I was a little frightened. Later, my mother figured it out, and she never thought about not wanting you."

"Really?" The little baby blinked and looked at her mother seriously.

"Of course it's true." The young mother stretched out her hand towards her child, "Baby is the best little angel bestowed on mother by God, why would mother not want her baby?"

The little baby was probably persuaded by his mother, hesitated for a while, then stretched out his chubby little hand, and held her mother's hand.

Everyone watched this scene as an interesting episode of the day.

But He Jing lost her mind looking at it, and as she watched, she thought of the fresh life in her belly.

Children are the best gift God bestows on mothers. No mother has the heart to kill her child, no...

He Jing held the pill in her hand, and finally threw it into the trash can.

She has made too many mistakes in her life, and this time, she doesn't want to make mistakes again.

She is too insensitive now, maybe this child is a ray of light that God bestows on her.

She wants to keep the child.

After making this decision, He Jing quit her job as a bartender, rented a house in the countryside with a small amount of money, and lived a leisurely but dull life.

This time, it was two months.

On this day, He Jing, as usual, went out with a basket after lunch, went to the church in the east of the town, listened to the priest's lecture, took a bath with the bell of the auditorium, and purified her soul.

Here, no one knows her past. There are not many people in the small town, and they are all simple. When they see her, they will call her Miss He kindly.Here, it really became a place for her to start again.

From childhood to adulthood, it was the first time she calmed down to face herself, and it was the first time she realized what the meaning of life was.

At twelve o'clock, the church bell rang, wafting through the valleys of the whole town.

He Jing closed her eyes, put her palms together on her chest, closed her eyes and made a wish in her heart: "I hope my little angel can grow up healthy and happy."

After the end, she came out of the auditorium, but after walking two steps, she felt a sharp pain in her lower abdomen.

It was just for a while, and then disappeared quickly. She didn't pay attention to it until she returned to her residence and when she went to the bathroom, she found that there was more black secretions on her pants.

Like blood, more like unhealthy discharge.And the abdominal pain began to intensify intermittently.

He Jing panicked, but she quickly calmed down and comforted herself: "It will be fine, it will be fine..."

While wiping her body, she found a pair of clean pants and put them on, and then covered her lower abdomen with a hot towel, lying on the bed, her heart was more panicked than ever before.

The hot towel seemed to help a little, her stomach pain was not so severe, but she was still very weak, and she was sweating all over after lying down for an hour.

"No... nothing will happen, nothing will happen..." She rubbed her belly, as if she was comforting herself or the child in her belly.

There was a small clinic in the town, and when He Jing stumbled to arrive, her lower body was already soaked in blood.Fortunately, she was wearing black trousers and put on pads before she came, so she was not so embarrassed.

The doctor put her on the hospital bed and examined her.

As soon as He Jing took off her pants, a strong stench came over her.Even though the doctor wore a mask, it was inevitable to smell it.

"This..." Seeing her blood volume, the doctor was a little dumbfounded for a while, "You must go to a big hospital for examination in this situation."

He Jing grabbed her hand, "Doctor, my child... the child will be fine, right?"

The doctor shook his head: "It's probably difficult with such a large amount of bleeding."

He Jing shook her head in despair: "No, no, no..."

"I'll call a car to take you to the city hospital." The doctor didn't dare to delay, and went out to make a phone call.

There is only one van in the small town, which is specially used by a vegetable seller to purchase goods. The smell of various vegetables in the van is mixed together, which is particularly pungent and unpleasant.

The journey was bumpy, and when He Jing arrived at the hospital, she was already in a coma.

When she woke up again, it was already the afternoon of the second day.

She was lying on a hospital bed, and the air smelled like medicine.

There was no one by the bed, only her.

The nurse came in and saw that she was awake, raised her hand and waved in front of her, "Are you awake? How do you feel?"

He Jing was so weak that she couldn't utter a word, she looked at her, full of doubts, and couldn't utter a single word.

"I'll call the doctor and show you." The nurse said and went out.

After a while, the doctor came over.

He Jing's strength also recovered a bit, and she asked, "Doctor, my child...is he alright?"

The doctor glanced at her and said, "Unfortunately, your child was not saved."

A wave of desperation spread from all limbs, He Jing closed her eyes, and tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes.

The doctor said again: "You are suffering from uterine cancer. We checked you and it is in the advanced stage. So..."

He Jing suddenly opened her eyes, "What?"

Uterine... cancer?

"how is this possible?"

"You should have had unidentified discharge before, and after you became pregnant, didn't you have a regular pregnancy test?" The doctor was a little bit annoyed, "A woman's body should be cared for by herself. If it was earlier I found out that if I treat the symptoms earlier, it won’t be like this.”

He Jing closed her eyes, "Is there still salvation?"

The doctor was silent and shook his head.

Cancer is the most helpless disease for human beings today. It can be cured in the middle and early stages, but once it is in the advanced stage, it is waiting to die.

Besides, He Jing's situation is the worst one.

"I see." He Jing smiled, but the tears couldn't stop falling down.

The nurse on the side couldn't bear it, "Do you need me to contact your family for you? It's always inconvenient to be alone in the hospital. It's good to have someone to take care of you."

"No thanks."

Within half an hour, the nurse hurried into the doctor's office: "Doctor, doctor, the patient in bed 16 is gone."

"What? Go find it."

-

He Jing left the hospital by car. She went to the small town first and returned the hospital money to the couple who sold vegetables.

After that, in his hut, he made a meal and ate it.

There will still be a faint pain in the lower abdomen, but compared to the pain in my heart, that pain is really nothing.

After washing the dishes, she had a good night's sleep, and the next day, she took a car to the prison in the north of the city.

After half a year, seeing He Jinjiu again, He Jing's face was flat.

During the six months of transformation, He Jinjiu's temperament has also been smoothed a lot. Apart from the vicissitudes left by the years on his face, there is more of a sense of depression after failure, and he is no longer as energetic as before. All of a sudden a lot of old.

"Dad." He Jing said, interrupting the silence between the two, "How have you been recently?"

"It's good." He Jinjiu looked guilty, "It's just that you have suffered. I have done too many wrong things in the past. Now that I think about it, you are the most sorry person..."

He Jing smiled: "Don't say that, as long as you know how to repent, you will still create a new world after you come out in a few years. You will be more stable then."

"Yeah." He Jinjiu also smiled, "How are you doing recently? I haven't seen you for half a year, and you seem to have lost a lot of weight. Daughter, your personality is always like your father's. You must be strong and look down on anyone. In fact, in the final analysis, Dad owed you too much when he was a child."

"I'm fine." He Jing smiled lightly.

After that, the father and daughter fell into silence again.

"Dad." He Jing said again, "I came this time to say goodbye to you."

"Farewell?" He Jinjiu was taken aback, "Where are you going?"

"Going to a far away place, maybe, I won't come back again in the future." He Jing smiled indifferently, and He Jinjiu couldn't see the clue.

"Did something happen?" he asked.

"No. I met a man who treated me very well, but his hometown is not here, so I want to follow him out of Nuancheng and go to his hometown."

"Oh..." He Jinjiu nodded, "Which city is his hometown in?"

"He is British, and his family is in a remote mountain village in England."

Before she came, she had already thought about the reasons, so at this moment, she answered He Jinjiu's questions fluently.

"I'll send you a letter when I'm settled down. When you come out in the future, we may come back to see you."

"Okay, okay." He Jinjiu burst into tears, but his daughter was going to find her own happiness, and he had no reason to stop it, except for blessing, or blessing.

After saying a few more words, the father and daughter ended their conversation.

Seeing He Jinjiu stand up and be taken away by prison guards, He Jing suddenly stood up and shouted: "Dad!"

He Jinjiu turned around, "Jingjing, live a good life."

He Jing's farewell was stuck in her throat, and she couldn't get it out.

Although He Jinjiu had hateful things in her life, but if you think about it carefully, isn't she, He Jing, a pitiful and hateful person?

If he knew that her life was not long, would he lose even the last bit of hope?

Let him always think that it is the best result for them to live well in a certain corner of the world.

He Jing felt sore and unbearable, but with a bright smile on her face, she nodded vigorously, "Yes."

-

He Jing stored all the money around her on a card and handed it over to the prison guards for safekeeping.One day in the future, He Jinjiu will come in handy when he walks out from here.

Let it be her last bit of filial piety as a woman.

After doing this, there is one last thing left for her.

She took out the most beautiful dress in her closet and changed into it, then took a taxi back to Nuancheng.

At that time, almost a year had passed since she left Fang's house.

One year, 360 five days, whether it is long or not, it is just a flick of a finger.To put it short is not short, every day and night is the most difficult day for her, and now time is becoming more and more precious to her.

The Fang family's house is still the same as before, with green vines flourishing on the walls, and purple flowers exuding a faint floral fragrance in the air.

The sun is warm, there is a chair in the yard, and a delicate baby stroller next to it.

He Jing stood by the gate, looking in through the tiny gap.

There was a baby crying, and inside the door, a slender young woman came out with a feeding bottle, picked up the baby in the stroller, and coaxed gently: "Modou, be good, don't cry, don't cry, mom is here .”

While coaxing, stuff the pacifier into the doll's mouth.

The baby had something to eat, so naturally she couldn't care less about crying. Bel was sucking vigorously, and then became quiet after a while.

He Jing recognized that it was Gu Ruo.

I haven't seen her for a year, she is still the same, but her hair has grown, and the immaturity on her face has become less, as if she has become a lot more mature after becoming a mother.

They have kids?

He Jing felt a dull pain in her heart, but felt relieved.

Mrs. Fang came over from behind Gu Ruo, put a gray shawl on her shoulders, and said in a gentle and loving voice, "Ruo Ruo, there is wind outside, you are just confinement, don't catch cold."

"Thank you, Mom." Gu Ruo returned a warm smile.

A black car drove over, He Jing was afraid of being seen, so she hurriedly hid in the shade of a tree, the car drove away from her and entered the yard.

"Qing'er is back." Mrs. Fang said softly.

Looking at the man who got off the car, He Jing's eyes became moist.

"Mom, Ruoruo." Fang Qing was wearing black trousers, a white shirt, and was holding a delicate doll in his hand, shaking it in front of the baby, "Modou, this is the new toy Dad bought for you. I will sleep with you from now on, are you happy?"

Gu Ruo gave him an angry look, "How old is she?"

Fang Qing took her into his arms, lowered his head and kissed her between the eyebrows, "The child will grow up."

The family stood in the yard, enjoying themselves happily.

He Jing stood at the door for a while before turning around and leaving.

Fang Qing, I have failed you in this life, I am not worthy of you.I only wish that you and your family will be happy and happy in this life.

"Come in, it's windy outside." Mrs. Fang said.

"En." Fang Qing picked up the stroller, but found that Gu Ruo was standing still, and when he looked sideways, he found that she was staring at the gate of the yard.

He also followed her gaze to look over there, but saw nothing, and couldn't help asking: "What are you looking at?"

"I seem to have seen He Jing." Gu Ruo said.

Fang Qing glanced back again, grabbed her shoulders, "Go back."

"Yeah." Gu Ruo nodded and followed into the room.

The sun shines from the clouds, and the world has gone through vicissitudes, but it is still warm in the end.

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