Rebirth of the first proud concubine

Chapter 514 Shen Zhihan's Little Secret

"Then..." Ye Buyan was puzzled, since it wasn't emotional hurt, what was it?
"I was supposed to recuperate at her home and wait for the guards to come, but in the end she betrayed me for a piece of chicken leg, pretending to be captured by a killer, and leading me to lead someone to rescue her, but in the end..."

Speaking of this, Shen Zhihan paused, and the bloody scene seemed to appear again in his cold eyes, "The attracted killer slaughtered the village, and my bodyguards tried their best to protect my life, and her reason was that she didn't know what would happen. In this way, she just wants to know if I will come to her."

Because of the ignorant temptation, he killed a whole village and the guards who followed him loyally. How can he forgive him?

Hearing Shen Zhihan's deep and cold words, Ye Buyan froze and trembled a little, because what she did this time was not much different from what the little girl did, they were all using her own safety to test him.

That's why he was so angry, right?
"I'm sorry." Ye Buyan apologized sullenly, the thing happened, even if she didn't mean it like this, but she was really wrong, maybe it hurt his heart too?
Shen Zhihan gently ran down her hair, and took a deep breath. He never told anyone about this, even Dongfang Xi didn't know, but he wanted to tell her that he hoped that she would I can understand why he is so angry, and what she did was unforgivable to him.

Ye Buyan couldn't help asking, "Where's that little girl?"

Shen Zhihan's hand stopped, and then he said slowly and flatly, "I killed her with my own hands, and from then on, I don't trust people easily, especially women, who will take advantage of my weakness to disguise myself and hurt others. "

And he won't believe the liking that women say, especially the liking that is often talked about, it is too frivolous and too false.

Hearing these words, Ye Buyan raised his hand silently, and gently ran along Shen Zhihan's back. It's so miserable. The first love that hasn't sprouted yet died because of a piece of chicken leg. This psychological shadow is enough for a lifetime, and it hasn't been broken. Already lucky.

Distressed!

She really felt sorry for him, and at the same time, she understood why he was so angry this time, and suddenly felt that he didn't kill her. She was already very lucky, much luckier than this little girl.

"I'm sorry." Ye Buyan apologized again in a muffled voice, more serious and sincere than before.

Shen Zhihan was also afraid that she would be bored, so he let her go, and looked down at her little red face, "So you used your safety to test me and touch my taboo, I am very angry."

What happened this time was not much different from what happened to the little girl back then. He could have killed her, but he didn't have that kind of thought. He was just filled with overwhelming anger and discomfort that couldn't be vented.

But no matter how angry and uncomfortable he was, he never thought of killing her, and he was also afraid that he would lose his mind and hurt her, but no, she chased her out. He was afraid that she would be in danger, so he followed her secretly, watching her in the city wall. Calling his name in tears, he almost forgave her.

"During those three days on Cliff Mountain, I made up my mind. I will not allow you to disturb my control, and I will not allow my responsibilities to have weaknesses. I decided not to forgive you, but also decided to let you and me restore the original relationship. , that’s why you were made to give up that day, because you had too much influence on me.”

"But when you said you were going to give up, when you turned around and left, when you came to break the engagement, when you saw you with other men..." Shen Zhihan grabbed her little hand and placed it where his heart was, "It's like a boulder has been crushed here. I can't breathe, and I'm still in pain."

(End of this chapter)