Miss please be responsible for me

Chapter 188 Will You Dislike Me?
Dirs' face darkened, "Where did she go?"

"I didn't say that. When I came here this afternoon, the lady said that she was going out to find someone. Maybe she is going out to find someone now! Do you know her? If so..."

Dirs ran out before the nurse finished speaking.

It happened that Roy rushed over wet and stopped when he saw Dirs approaching, "Boss, what's the matter?"

"Xu Siyu is missing." Dirsi's face was gloomy.

Roy was speechless, "..."

When you are really unlucky, you will be unlucky in everything you do.

After looking for Dirsi for a long time, my butt was so bad, I finally found Dirsi, thinking I could rest for a while, but Xu Siyu disappeared again.

He really wants to take a break! !
O God!He was really a hard worker, and he conceded.

Roy sighed and could only run out with Dirs.

……

Today's thunderstorm in T City was bigger and longer than ever before.

The thunder was deafening, streaks of silvery white light pierced the sky, and the thick dark clouds kept rolling back and forth, as if out of control, washing everything in T city with force.

Dirs and Roy went in two ways to find Xu Siyu.

The rain was so heavy that the car couldn't drive normally. The car wipers were turned to the maximum, but there was still no way to avoid the overwhelming rain. .

Diersi's heart is like stagnant water, he is really afraid that something will happen to Xu Siyu.

He has lost too much these years, and finally he has someone he cares about and a goal to work hard for, but now he doesn't want to lose Xu Siyu.This is the ultimate reason why he reacted so much today.It doesn't matter what other people say or think of him, Dirs Hilbert, even if the whole world says he is a male prostitute, so what?
But he was afraid of what Xu Siyu would think.

Dill's car searched around T City, but found no trace of her.

An ominous premonition filled his heart.

Dirs prayed while driving, begging God to give him another chance to be a normal person again, begging him to find Xu Siyu.

The rain is still heavy.

Dirs was confused, and the pale high beams shone brightly on the rain.He didn't know where he could find Xu Siyu.

When he was at a loss what to do, Dirs suddenly thought of a place.

That's where he first met the girl who saved him.

It rained as much that day as it did today. He passed by in a car, and she just sat there quietly.Don't cry, don't make trouble, maybe she was in a terrible mess at that time, the rain wet her beautiful hair and stained her delicate princess dress, but she is still a princess, even if the princess is in the extreme mess, she has hair all over her body. With elegant and noble temperament.The unique tranquil beauty made him at that time unable to look sideways.

Dirs wasn't sure if Xu Siyu was really there, but he had a hunch, maybe it was because of the scars on Xu Siyu's body, maybe it was the feeling he found in her many times.

Then Dirs really saw Xu Siyu on that road, she was sitting quietly on the road, but he didn't know that the hill across the road was the most famous wealthy area in T City, the century where Xu Siyu lived when he was a child Mingyuan.

At this moment, she was sitting quietly on the sidewalk of the road, her body huddled into a ball, and the white hospital gown gave Dirs an illusion, the illusion seemed to return to the moment when he saw that girl [-] years ago.

She was sitting so quietly that day with her back to her.

Dirs got out of the car.

Roy also happened to pass by here, stopped and followed.

After seeing it, Dirs forgot to close the car door, and immediately rushed to close the car door.

Chief, you have money, but he really has no money. His car can't stand the rain, so you should have some pity for borrowing his car.

"Xu...Siyu?" Dirs walked over slowly.

Xu Siyu turned his back to Dirsi and did not move.

When Dirs walked to Xu Siyu's side, she was still squatting quietly.

Terrified, Dirsi stretched out his hand and pushed Xu Siyu, and she turned straight towards him.

At this time, Xu Siyu had fallen into a coma.

"Xu Siyu!! Xu Siyu!!"

……

Xu Siyu had a long, long dream. In the dream, she was sleeping on a big warm bed, soft and warm.

There is also a faint fragrance, which is really comfortable.

If possible, Xu Siyu really hoped that she would sleep like this for the rest of her life.

But she still has something to do, she wants to find Dirs, the news in T City broke this man, he doesn't know where he is now, Xu Siyu must find him.

Yes, Dirs! !

Dirs hasn't been found yet.

Xu Siyu suddenly opened his eyes and saw the exquisite ceiling.

There was also Dirs who had fallen asleep beside him.

He was wearing a black shirt with rolled-up sleeves, his face was tired, his golden hair was scattered on his arms, and his pair of noble and cold purple eyes were tightly closed at this moment.The only sound in the quiet space was his light breathing.

He must have worked hard all these years.

Xu Siyu's hand gently stroked Dirs' face, but he grabbed him, his purple eyes opened suddenly, and he looked at him with vigilance and vigilance. When he saw Xu Siyu, he suddenly softened and He hugged Xu Siyu into his arms.

"Damn girl! Do you know that you scared me to death?"

Last night when the doctor said that Xu Siyu was fine, Diersi took Xu Siyu home.

He doesn't like the smell of the hospital.

It always made him think of death, blood, rotting entrails, flesh, and white bones.

Staying in this environment, Dirs had the illusion that Xu Siyu would leave him soon.

So he took Xu Siyu back overnight
"Are you... all right?" Xu Siyu gently stroked Dirs' back, resting his head on his shoulder, feeling his body temperature, his heartbeat and his smell.

The hand holding Xu Siyu froze, Diers couldn't help but hug Xu Siyu tightly, "..."

"Dirs?"

"What do you think?" Dirs let go of Xu Siyu, stroked that delicate little face, and looked into her eyes seriously.

"What do I think?"

Noble purple eyes looked at Xu Siyu, with hurt and fear in those eyes, "I was a male prostitute for more than a year when I was ten years old."

Xu Siyu remained calm, "Then?"

"I've been fucked by many men." Dirs clenched his fists tightly, trying to finish each word calmly.

The eight words made Dirs exhaust all his strength.

Shame, pain, anger, and collapse instantly filled his whole body, but Dirs tried hard to sit quietly in front of Xu Siyu.

He waited for Xu Siyu's answer, her referee.

Even if this woman would leave him, he...he didn't know what he would do, maybe he would kneel on the ground in shame and beg her to stay.

In short, too many thoughts and too much anxiety made Dirs think wildly.

"..." Xu Siyu reached out to touch Dirs' face, but he avoided it.

He tried his best to finish his past in a choked and hoarse voice, "I got STD when I was 12 years old."

The blood vessels on his fist protruded from his pale skin, and Dirs tried hard to recall the memory that made him feel sick and dirty.

"say no more."

"No! You should know, everyone knows about this." A tear fell from the corner of Dirs' eye, and the purple eyes were covered with a layer of mist, but the injury was still very clear.

"I……"

"Will you despise me?"

Xu Siyu looked into Dirs' eyes, "Of course."

(End of this chapter)