Miss please be responsible for me

Chapter 379 It's Not That I Didn't Beg You
He had longed so badly to have a home.

Tortured and treated by grief at a young age, he desires this more than anyone else, and wants the warmth of home more than anyone else. He does not seek vigorous love, he only wants a peaceful and long-lasting love.Xu Siyu knew this.

But their happiness was like walking on thin ice, and they were completely destroyed by others after a slight improvement.

Until today, Xu Siyu felt that what happened yesterday was a dream, a terrible nightmare.

"Dilsi, I don't care if you believe me or not, I want to tell you that I have never betrayed you from the beginning to the end. And..." Xu Siyu tried to calm himself down and finished all the words, "and I have our baby and it's [-] months old."

Balk and Roy looked shocked, "..."

At that moment, it was rare for the two of them to have a unified idea, and they regretted why they killed Aziz first without a hand, and why they prevented Dirs from killing him.

Balck was somewhat resentful of why Roy, who had always been impulsive, was not a little more impulsive.Where he should not be impulsive at ordinary times, this kid owes him a lot, and he can mess things up every time, but now when he needs to be impulsive, why doesn't he owe a little?
And Roy complained in his heart why Balk was so stupid to stop him?Otherwise he would have fucked Aziz long ago.This guy Balk is a terrific guy every time. If it wasn't for him that day, he would have killed Aziz a long time ago.

After listening to the empty eyes of Dirs who had been wandering away, he slowly came back to his senses, and the purple eyes had a little light, "What did you say?"

Dirs' voice was extremely hoarse, which made people feel inexplicably sad.

Looking at Dirsi's purple eyes, Xu Siyu replied softly, "I'm pregnant."

"A few months."

"Two months."

"..." Dirs closed his eyes, reached out and pulled Xu Siyu's hand away, sighed heavily and sat on the sofa in great pain.

Looking at his expression, Xu Siyu wanted to say something, but she swallowed the words again, looking at her hand being pulled away by Dirs, Xu Siyu bit her lip and tried to restrain the urge to cry, "You don't want to cry?" Willing to believe that I was forced?"

"..."

"Dilsi, I'm here today to ask you, are you willing to believe me? If you don't believe me, I, Xu Siyu, won't pester you."

"Miss Xu! Why don't you... go back first! Let the leader be quiet, this matter also makes him very upset." Balk persuaded Xu Siyu kindly.

No matter who it is, I am afraid that it is impossible to accept it lightly at this time, even if you love it again.

"Dirs..." Xu Siyu glanced at Balk, then looked at Dirs' outstretched hand, reached out and pulled his hand again, begging for some comfort from him.

She really asked very little, and the humbleness she longed for was heartbreaking. At this moment, even if Dirs could hold her hand back without a word of comfort, it would be enough.

but……

Dirsi coldly pulled Xu Siyu's hand away, turned around and went up the stairs, refusing to give any comfort, his back was so indifferent and so stiff.

At that moment, Xu Siyu's face was frighteningly pale, and her eyes were red as if she was about to shed tears at any time, but she still tried her best to hold back her sadness, and her tone was terribly calm.

"I understand."

After speaking, Xu Siyu immediately turned around and strode away.

At the moment when she turned around, the tears finally couldn't be controlled anymore and rolled down the gorgeous carpet.

She knew Dirs was sad, his wife was defiled, and he was sad.

Isn't she sad? ?

She didn't do anything wrong at all. She was kidnapped and put into a car that day. After waking up, everything changed. Isn't she in pain?

She is a woman, what can she do?she will? ?

Why can't he trust himself?
Why can't he say a word of comfort?
Even half a sentence?

Walking at the gate, Xu Siyu's fists were clenched tightly, and his nails sank deeply into the flesh. Then he took a deep breath, and Xu Siyu wiped the tears that kept rolling down with the back of his hand, trying to calm himself down from the sadness.

She Xu Siyu is strong, she will not be sad because of this kind of thing, she will definitely! !

Dirs, it's because you don't believe her today, it's not that she didn't come to explain!But she didn't beg!

As a woman, that was enough for her.

After Xu Siyu left, Dirs stood on the stairs and kept going up the stairs, standing there blankly, neither going up nor down.

"Dilsi, you are sad, but have you considered Xu Siyu? She needs comfort more than you, and she is the one who is hurt, not you!" Yu Xi sneered at Dirsi's appearance, then turned around and strode leave.

After the two left, the room returned to tranquility, no one spoke, and no one made a sound, it was so quiet as if time had stopped here.

In the car, Yuxi looked at Xu Siyu on the side several times, and wanted to speak, but didn't know what to say.

No one knows how to comfort this kind of thing.

"Siyu..."

Xu Siyu interrupted Yu Xi at the moment she was about to speak, her voice was indifferent, and she tried to pull out a smile that was not much better than crying, "Thank you for being with me all the time, if you want to comfort me, I miss you It’s no longer necessary. I’ll accept when things happen, and I’ll stick to it no matter how difficult it is. Nothing can hit me and make me admit defeat.”

Isn't it just being held hostage and then being defiled by others?

What's the matter?

There are many women in this world who not only have sex with a man, but also women who are prostitutes, so they can be proud of it, but she didn't do anything at all, so why should she be so helpless?
Didn't Aziz just want her to separate from Dirs?

Didn't he just want to make her feel sad and vent on her the grief and anger of being rejected by Dirs all these years?

A sneer appeared on the corner of Xu Siyu's mouth, "..."

She just won't be succeeded by Aziz.

What's more, 16 years ago, it was terrible to be kicked out of the house by my grandfather when both my father and mother died?
At that time, she was still so young, she didn't even know where she was going out of this house?what to doI don't even know what is going on with her.

She only knows that she will never be a princess, and she is just a commoner after leaving the castle.

That day was probably the scariest day Xu Siyu had ever experienced. In the morning, she was still a princess. Daddy and Mommy called and said they would come back on time to attend her wedding. Brother even prepared a very beautiful gift for her.In the afternoon, she received news of the death of Daddy and Mommy, and in the evening she was kicked out.

What happened after that, Xu Siyu felt nothing terrible.

Looking at the scenery passing by outside the window, Xu Siyu's eyes wandered a little, "..."

in fact……

It was useless for people all over the world to comfort her, but the person who could really comfort her didn't want to speak.

(End of this chapter)