The male god actually has a crush on me

Chapter 284 Your Perfection Is Just Hurt

"What does divorce mean, do you know? You will lose her forever, and in the end, you don't even have the qualifications to hug her."

Lu Liangcheng glanced at Gu Mianmian, who was standing not far away talking to Chi Mu, "Before, I might have been as stubborn and meaningless as you, hiding these possessive desires in my heart, afraid of making people Uncovering, being afraid of one's own dignity is better than liking someone's humbleness, but Shaoting, have you ever thought that admitting liking is not ashamed at all, this is something every man will do, Xiang Wan is very nice, During the few days when you were sleeping, she has been taking care of you by your bedside, if she didn't have you in her heart, she would not do these unnecessary things. "

"You hate the Mu family for so many years. In the end, have you achieved what you want? You can lie with your mouth, but not with your heart. Ask yourself, can you really let go of Mu Xiangwan and start over with other women?"

"you can not!"

"You will only regret it!"

"In life, the most fearful thing is to miss something. Once you miss it, you can never look back."

Lu Liangcheng's words pierced Shen Shaoting's heart, he lowered his head, his chest seemed to be cut open, and was bleeding.

He can't deny what he said!

Tortured her for so long, but in the end, what did he get?
Not only did he not get the pleasure of revenge from it, but his feelings for her deepened day by day!

"Liangcheng, you don't understand." Compared with just now, Shen Shaoting's expression at this moment looks a little embarrassed, and he no longer put on a show of bravado, "She is indeed very good, she likes me wholeheartedly, and gives everything she can give to me. But I threw her dependence on me, dignity, and trust to the ground. From the moment I decided to take revenge on her and hurt her, I couldn't turn back. hate me."

"I hurt her so deeply, so what right do I have to like her? I know this, but I am not reconciled. I am not reconciled to her being with other men. Therefore, I can only make mistakes again and again, and treat her The hurt is the deepest, so that even if she gets divorced in the future, she will still think of me and Shen Shaoting, whether it is love or hate, I still possess her, don't I?"

"I also want to stop, I also want to be like you and Xiao Nai Bao, who love each other so deeply that people are jealous, but Liangcheng, I don't have the courage, I don't have the courage to face all this, I admit, I'm just a wimp! "

If he could, he also wanted to be humble and bow his head, but he couldn't go back to the past after all.

He has no choice but to have Mu Xiangwan who loves her as deeply as before.

In fact, even if she really slept with Ji Liuguang, he doesn't care, he doesn't care about it at all, what he cares about is her heart.

Playing Truth or Dare that day, his sentence 'I don't like anyone' was just a temptation, but she remained indifferent, not even a question.

She had been yelling 'divorce' in his ear for three years, and every time he saw Ji Liuguang whispering to her, he would question himself and reflect on what he had brought her these years.

Nothing, just hurt, a lot of hurt.

"Shao Ting," Lu Liangcheng put his hand on his shoulder, comforting him, "How do you know if you haven't tried it? The reason why Xiang Wan wants to divorce is because you don't like her. When you love others, you never know how great it can be to love someone. In fact, it is very simple to want to divorce you. As early as the day you pushed Uncle Mu into prison, she can divorce you. But she didn't, she has been waiting for you to change your mind and give her an explanation and an explanation."

"Do you really think it's that easy to give up on someone? If loving someone is just a common thing, I don't like Gu Mianmian. I like it until now. There are so many women lurking around us, who can let us go Playing, playing, why, I only love one person."

"It's because I can't let go that I love so deeply and so deeply."

Shen Shaoting's fingers tightened slightly. He never thought that the person who would comfort him and enlighten him would be Lu Liangcheng. In the past, he would only focus on his work, but now, he saw happy eyes in his eyes. Light.

"Wanwan, she..." Shen Shaoting couldn't remember how long he hadn't called her by that name, and what she spoke this time was more than a reminder of the past. Mu Xiangwan in school was innocent and clingy, but now she , all he could see was stubbornness and stubbornness, it was him who pushed her step by step until she was like a hedgehog, wearing armor and lingering alive, his voice was hoarse, "Have you said anything to me?"

"It doesn't matter whether you have said anything. The important thing is that you have to recognize your own heart. I know that there is a misunderstanding between you and Liu Guang. We have been brothers for so many years. I understand how he is. He is good to Xiang Wan." , because they grew up together, he treats her like a younger sister, a pet, a pain, a silent concern, silent companionship and care, completely different from what you imagine, of course, I know, liking someone, There will be a strong possessive desire, I also have this feeling, but no matter what, you have to stay rational, you have to trust, the person you love!"

If he didn't trust Gu Mianmian and his relationship with her was not strong enough, then would Lu Zifan's appearance also lead to their divorce?No, he will only become more determined in his love for her.

Shen Shaoting lit a cigarette and took a deep puff. The smoke lingered on his thin face and looked a little sad. After a long time, he didn't speak out again until the cigarette was exhausted, "Liangcheng, let me ask you, if I insist on not getting a divorce , do you think I will bring her happiness? If Liu Guang is more suitable for her than me, I am willing to quit!"

"The person Xiang Wan loves is you, not Liu Guang. Your withdrawal and your fulfillment will undoubtedly hurt her. Happiness is something that two people must work hard for together, and it's not up to me to decide."

"Actually, you can try to let go of the previous hatred and slowly accept all of this. Perhaps this was originally a misunderstanding."

"Then do you think I should pursue her again? Beg her to forgive me?"

"Look at her position in your heart. If you can't let go of her, so what if you pursue her again? So what if you lower your head and beg her to forgive? For me, for you, for everyone, you can't die!"

Originally, Shen Shaoting was wondering whether to go to her or not, but now, these words from Lu Liangcheng made him make a decision.

He was right, in the face of love, dignity and face are worthless.

Even if the members of the Mu family hurt him, Mu Xiangwan was always innocent.

(End of this chapter)