The male god actually has a crush on me

Chapter 593 Extra Story: Goodbye, My Loved You 【14】

After Shen Shaoting's father passed away, he never cried again.

However, seeing this divorce agreement, he couldn't control it at all, and the rationality he supported completely collapsed in an instant.

"I don't want a divorce!" Shen Shaoting tore up the agreement like crazy, "Mu Xiangwan, you are my man in life and my ghost in death. If you want to divorce and get rid of me, don't even think about it!"

Everyone knows that Shen Shaoting loves Xiang Wan deeply, and to him, she is everything to her.

The cry of the baby was still ringing in my ears.

Shen Shaoting listened to little good night's cry, as if he heard Mu Xiangwan's voice, which was a voice of despair.

"Late night..."

Shen Shaoting squatted down weakly.

"why?"

"why?"

"Why do you treat her like this, why! I did something wrong, you can punish me, why hurt her! Why!"

Shen Shaoting put his hands in his hair, screaming hysterically in pain.

At first, he was unwilling to accept Mu Xiangwan's death.

Lying on the bed with Xiao Wanan, he didn't go anywhere, just lying quietly.

Live like a disabled person again, with no emotions, no smiles, and no thoughts.

Shen Shaoting suffered such a blow just after waking up, so Lu Liangcheng and the others were worried.

They come to take care of him every day, take care of him, and take care of Mu Wan'an.

Because of the change of weather and Xiao Anan's already weak body, she had a high fever.

Shen Shaoting didn't eat or drink for a few days, and almost put himself into hell again.

He didn't care about Xiao Wan'an's illness, he was so decadent that it was almost unbelievable, he was drinking and smoking, in the end, Lu Liangcheng still couldn't see it anymore.

There were wine bottles piled up beside the bed, Lu Liangcheng opened the door and smelled the pungent smell, Xiao Wanan was still crying on the bed.

Because the door was locked, he didn't let anyone in, and the servant didn't dare to make decisions on his own, so he called Lu Liangcheng.

Seeing him like this, Lu Liangcheng subconsciously frowned, with anger simmering in his chest, he stepped forward and snatched his bottle, "How long are you going to be decadent?"

"Yes, Xiang Wan is gone, but she didn't abandon you, good night, maybe, she has always been there, existing in a way you don't know, you are like this, don't care about anything, even good night is sick I don't care about it, are you still her father? I thought that telling you the truth would make you cherish your body and life more. Do you know how hard it was for Xiang Wan during the year you fell asleep? You Do you know why she is haggard and why she is what she is today? You keep saying that you love her, but what you are doing now is about her? You don’t even want good night, that’s what you want The child you kept with your life is just because you told her that you want a daughter named Goodnight, and she tried her best to keep what you like, why, after you woke up, you didn't even look at it? Go and see her!"

"Drinking, smoking, what can you solve? Can you switch back to Xiang Wan? If something happens to Good Night, how sad Xiang Wan will be!"

Shen Shaoting snatched back the wine glass from Lu Liangcheng, raised his head and took another sip, he sneered, "Without Mu Xiangwan, what meaning would Shen Shaoting's life have?"

It has been a week since I learned that Mu Xiangwan passed away.

Every day, he lived as if he was dead, even more painful than dying.

If he dies, he can be freed, but he is still alive, but he will never see his beloved woman again.

Since when, in his life, every breath, every heartbeat, every sad emotion is because of her.

He drank to anesthetize himself, didn't want to make himself so painful, and wanted to force himself to accept the reality of death, but when he closed his eyes, he would think of every bit of what he had with her, every time the blood ignited in his body, It seems that there is a Mu Xiangwan living in every organ, thinking of her, it will hurt!

"I know that Xiang Wan's death has hit you hard. Why are we not the same? I feel sorry for not taking good care of Xiang Wan for you. However, no one can predict who will arrive first tomorrow or the accident." , Just like at the beginning, we all thought that the second brother was dead, but in fact, he is still alive, isn't he? Even if the reality pushes us into darkness, we must live with hope. Maybe, in this world, there is still a Mu Xiang Wan, a person who will live instead of Xiang Wan."

"Wanwan is still young, losing her mother is already extremely cruel to her. If something happens to you again, who will take care of Wanwan in the future?"

"I have Xiao Tingchen, and I am very aware of his loneliness. If Xiang Wan is still there, Wan Wan must be the most important person in her life. I hope that you will love Wan Wan more than Xiang Wan, so that you can be worthy of her." life."

"Good night."

Shen Shaoting looked back, Xiaowan was still crying on the bed, tired and went to sleep, seeing her tears still hanging on her pink face, his eyes were moist again.

"Good night."

……

It was a week later when Shen Shaoting really cheered up. When he woke up after the operation, his body had almost recovered.

Lu Liangcheng was worried, so he still sent someone to guard him.

However, he never drank or smoked again. He wakes up early every day, changes clothes for Xiaobai, and prepares milk powder.

The original weak chest seemed to recast him a city wall, making him stronger again.

When Shen Shaoting was driving out, he passed by a flower shop and bought a bunch of baby's breath.

This was something he hesitated for a long time, and finally, he was willing to face it.

That was to go to Mu Xiangwan's cemetery.

Although, from beginning to end, he was unwilling to believe the fact that she had passed away.

However, Shen Shaoting knows Mu Xiangwan too well, she really regards good night as her life, loves good night so much, loves him so much, how could she be willing to leave him when he is at his lowest and most vulnerable.

It's not like her style.

It was impossible for her, she could bear it, left good night behind, and left alone.

"Xiangwan!"

Putting Gypsophila in front of the grave, Shen Shaoting stared at Mu Xiangwan's black and white photo for a long time.

Mu Xiangwan has bright eyes and white teeth, and looks very good-looking, as if she never gets tired of watching it.

Shen Shaoting raised his hand trembling slightly to touch the photo, as if a wind blows, the photo suddenly fell off.

He bent down to pick it up, holding it tightly in his palm.

"Wanwan, we won't divorce!"

"I'd rather, for the rest of my life, guard you than fall in love with other women with the memory of you."

"You are so stupid, you were so stupid before, it is still the same now, why do you make such a decision, keep me and good night, is it because I have hurt you before, now, it is you who punish me, but, like this The punishment is really too great, stop making trouble and come back, okay?"

　Those who are willing to accompany Shen Shaoting to the end will definitely be pleasantly surprised~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)