Chapter 441 Deceiving oneself (ask for a monthly ticket!!)

She didn't know how this man did it. If he dared to say this, was he trying to escape forcibly or did he really have a clear conscience?

For a while, Su Xiaomeng had lost her mind.

"What? Still think I'm joking?"

The corners of his mouth were raised slightly, still holding a slight gentle smile, he scooped up a spoonful of porridge, blew two mouthfuls and handed it to her mouth.

Open your mouth and swallow.

The room was very quiet, feeding alone, eating alone, coming and going, the porridge bowl soon bottomed out.

Handed her the napkin and wiped her mouth.

Just after wiping this side, his head has already leaned over and kissed him on the other side...

Xiaomeng didn't hide, she still looked at him with her eyes open.

His approaching brows and eyes are still as deep and good-looking as usual.

It's really good at covering up, it's really good at pretending.

After the kiss, Yin Shixiu hugged her into his arms again, and held her for a while before letting go of her.
"Sleep peacefully, I haven't finished my work yet."

"It's past two o'clock in the middle of the night, and you have to go back to the company?"

Su Xiaomeng asked, Yin Shixiu could hear the sarcasm in the words...

Sighing lightly, she felt that Xiao Nizi was indeed very angry with herself at the moment.

Maybe even her illness is directly blamed on him?
Yin Shixiu would come back at night, mainly because he wanted to see his wife. There was no difficult conflict between the two of them. They waited until he finished his work before going home. The woman's grievances might continue to accumulate.

When……

Rabbits can bite when they are in a hurry!
I originally thought that I would return to the company after I came back at night. Their home is not far from the company.

It's more than two o'clock in the night, so there's no need to go back.

"No, stay with you at home."

Su Xiaomeng didn't speak any more, turned over slightly, and turned her back to him.

Angry...

Yin Shixiu felt it clearly.

He took the tray out, left a small desk lamp behind, went out to put the tray away, and went into the study.

It is impossible for Su Xiaomeng to fall asleep. She knows that in a short time, she is unlikely to fall asleep easily.

Insomnia……

She hadn't come into contact with this word much in her life, but when she looked back, she found that the only few times it seemed to be related to Yin Shixiu.

Time is like pen and ink, pouring wantonly on her life picture scroll, stroke by stroke, unconsciously, her own picture scroll and Yin Shixiu's picture scroll are connected together.

His scrolls are complex and colorful, making people dazzled and cannot help admiring...

Everyone will sigh "True art!"

Her paintings are simple, black and white...

Two picture scrolls are put together, one is a priceless work of art, and the other is just a stick figure drawn by a child.

She suddenly remembered what her mother had said to her...

"If you really plan to be with him, mom won't interfere. But you choose the path yourself. If you suffer hardships in the future, you have to bear it yourself."

The road is chosen by oneself. If you suffer hardships in the future, you have to carry it yourself.

Is her current situation a kind of hardship?
19 years old, with him, 20 years old, have children for him...

At the age of 22, I want to have a third child for him, but the weather is not good...

Right now, she will be 23 soon, and she wants to achieve a result in her studies and career, so that she can stand upright by this man's side...

Along the way, she has always been a hippie smiling face, strong and optimistic.

When it comes to suffering, Xiaomeng really doesn't think it's too hard, even when she loses Xiaobao, she doesn't feel it, it's just that her heart aches and regrets more.

Because no matter what happened, Yin Shixiu was by her side. His devotion and everything he did to her made her feel that no matter how many setbacks, no matter how difficult the ups and downs are, it is a necessary process in life, and there is nothing worth her mourning blame……

But at this moment, she really felt bitter, even Lian Xin felt bitter, Su Xiaomeng felt that her heart was more bitter than Lian Xin.

Yin Shixiu is not just her husband...

The 13-year-old age difference between husband and wife is the result...

He is much more mature than her. The 19-year-old girl almost regards this mature man who stands in the business circle as her faith.

It was precisely because of this that his deceit, to her, was a collapse of faith.

Physical discomfort, and even the side effects of cold medicine didn't affect her much.

Not sleepy, the body is extremely tired, but the spirit is clear.

From night to dawn, Yin Shixiu came in three times during this period. Every time Su Xiaomeng heard the sound of the door being pushed, she closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep.

He came over, tucked the quilt for her, reached out and touched her forehead, her body temperature didn't rise, and she could feel his obvious relief.

Once, twice... all the same.

The third time came much longer than before.

But here it is, the same actions as before, but before leaving, he said something,

"When you recover from illness, let's go back to Beijing together..."

"..."

"The last time I went back, I took some time to see my grandfather. The one that my grandfather kept talking about was you. Bring Shuangshuang and Huanghuang back to Beijing, okay?"

"..."

After speaking, he went out.

Su Xiaomeng opened her eyes and went back to Beijing...

The sun was slowly rising, and it looked very warm through the window glass of the bedroom. As soon as Xiaomeng got out of bed and approached the window, the chill on the glass hit her.

Look, the warm and warm sunshine is just an illusion, let alone people.

----

I went into the bathroom, put hot water on it, and took a shower. It was already seven o'clock.

Yin Shixiu came into the room by chance, saw her wiping her hair, and was taken aback for a moment.
"Awake? How did you get up?"

"Wrapped in the quilt all night, sweating all over, I want to take a bath, otherwise it will be too uncomfortable."

Su Xiaomeng said.

It sounded like a complaint, but the tone of his speech finally changed, and Yin Shixiu suddenly laughed...

Su Xiaomeng didn't think she said anything funny, and looked at Yin Shixiu with puzzled eyes.

Yin Shixiu stepped forward suddenly, and pulled her into his arms suddenly,
"I'd be more than happy to help you shower."

"Aren't you busy?"

Su Xiaomeng hurriedly pushed him away, her hair was still dripping!
Yin Shixiu took the towel in her hand and wiped her hair.

There was a difference of nearly [-] centimeters between the two. With this height difference, it was just right for Yin Shixiu to wipe her hair, and no one needed to adjust their posture or height.

"Yes, I'm busy with you."

"Irregular."

Su Xiaomeng muttered something, and Yin Shixiu smiled again, brushing her hair and kissing her...

"I feel like if you keep kissing like this, my hair will be washed for nothing."

"dislike me?"

"Well, I despise you."

Su Xiaomeng said lightly.

Su Xiaomeng couldn't tell how much of what was said was true and what was not.

But these three words sounded like a joke to Yin Shixiu.

Su Xiaomeng's nose suddenly moved, and he could no longer smell the woman's perfume.

I took a shower and changed my clothes.

Yin Shixiu, just this once, just this once...

If you don't expose it, don't pursue it, just pretend that nothing happened.

I didn't go to the company the night before, and I didn't see you entering the hotel with another woman in my arms, nor did I wait for you outside the hotel gate all night.

I didn't know that it snowed a lot in London that night and my hat wasn't soaked in snow...

I'm not saying that you must have betrayed me. Seeing is believing. I can't convict you just because you spent the whole night with a woman in a hotel.

I won't find out what you did with other women in the hotel.

You lied to me, lied to me, I admit it.

I will treat you as the purest relationship, nothing happened in the hotel.

So be it……

But Yin Shixiu, it's just this one time, my retreat is only one step.

Because I love you more than you can imagine.

Because I love our children and value them above all else.

But such a reason, such an excuse, such self-deception, I only use it once.

"I think the clothes you wore yesterday are so ugly..."

"..."

"I want to throw it away."

Yin Shixiu couldn't keep up with Su Xiaomeng's train of thought for a while, and couldn't think of the deep meaning behind this behavior.

Just treat her as venting her anger.

"Well, throw it away, it really doesn't look good."

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