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Chapter 1062 Why is she still alive?

After the wound on her head was bandaged, she stood up blankly and walked towards the bedroom.

"Madam, why don't you stay in another room, and tidy up that bedroom first..."

Before the servant finished speaking, Qin Yan had already left. She walked into the messy bedroom silently, and the servant followed her. She turned around and said to them: "Go and do your work, I want to sleep for a while."

It was already past eleven o'clock in the evening, and it was indeed time to go to bed.

"or……"

"no need."

Before the servant finished speaking, she interrupted, then closed the bedroom door, and sat on the bed in a mess.

She silently looked at the debris on the ground and the collapsed furniture, but what Nan Sichen said just now was in her mind, every sentence, every sentence, every word turned into a sharp knife, piercing her heart.

He built a dream for her, and then destroyed that dream with his own hands.

She sat on the bed in a daze, neither crying nor laughing, thinking about Nan Sichen's words.

He said she was the cheapest woman in the world.

He said she was as mean as her mother.

He said he wouldn't let her check on her mother.

He also said he was going to ruin her just like her mother...

Qin Yan suddenly laughed, with tears all over his face, it turned out that his heart didn't hurt, but it didn't hurt.

Back then when she watched Jinnian and Qin Han lying on the same bed, she felt angry and sad at that time, but she never felt heartache, but now, at this moment, her heart really hurts, the pain can't be worse.

She reached out and grabbed the clothes on her chest, and her breathing became short of breath.

She didn't know what's the use of living in this world for a person like her?Can't clear up her mother's grievances, can't stay with the one she loves forever, without father's love, even her uncle who she thinks is the least able to lie to her and treats her best, ends up just lying to her from the beginning to the end, he also But just a cowardly man.

The more Qin Yan thought about it, the more desperate he felt, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt that he had nothing and was useless.

She didn't know why she still lived in this world, so many people hated her, Qin Han hated her, Tao Miao also hated her, Jinxi probably hated her too, and now even Nan Sichen hated her.

Why is she still alive?Why?
The more she thought about it, the sadder she became.

Jumping off the bed, her bare feet stepped on the debris all over the floor, and the soles of her feet were completely cut by the debris, but she didn't seem to feel any pain.

He bent over to pick up a shard of glass from the ground, and looked at it silently for a while.

Then I found a pure white dress from the closet to put on my body, and found my own cosmetics from the mess on the floor, and put on a rich makeup in front of the broken mirror, then held the piece of glass Shards, went into the bathroom.

She opened the flower wine and watched the water spraying slowly. She adjusted the temperature of the water to cold water, then picked up the piece of glass and cut it fiercely at her wrist...

She felt happy and excited as she watched the blood flow from her wrist.

She seemed to be able to see her mother standing in front of her, calling her name, "Yanyan, Mom misses you so much."

She cried and said: "Mom, I miss you too, I'm sorry, I can't do anything for you, take me away, Mom!"

"Okay, mom will take you away now, take you to a place where there is only happiness, and let you live happily forever, okay?"

"it is good!"

(End of this chapter)