After rebirth, I became the black moonlight of the tyrant

Chapter 461 Why...is Li Cang

"Gu Qingyu." She suddenly looked at him seriously, without the usual cynicism on her face.

"The dead are like husbands, and they will not give up day and night. Today we are not what we used to be."

She raised her head, with a stiff smile on her face, "Whether it was before or now, you are like a family member to me, but there is no love."

She knew that he was very kind to Bai Xixi, even better than her parents were to her.

But now, she is Yin Jiuqing, no longer the pure and clean Bai Xi.

She has experienced many ups and downs, suffered many crimes and tears, and the original purity is no longer there.

Now, her mind is full of revenge. In order to achieve her goal, she even does not hesitate to sacrifice innocent lives.

She saw with her own eyes that the lively faces were replaced by desolate and lonely mounds.

She was just repeating what Luo Jue and Nan Rong had done.

This kind of her even loathed herself.

However, it had to be like this, because he couldn't pass the hurdle in his heart, because he couldn't let go of those bone-destroying hatreds.

Therefore, she knew better than anyone else that what Gu Qingyu liked was the white and flawless Bai Xixi who used to be, not the bloody, cruel and vicious Yin Jiuqing who was beyond recognition.

Her words made Gu Qingyu's eyes gradually sink.

It was like a river and sea breaking its embankment, completely submerging him from head to toe, from inside to outside.

He felt cold, like falling into an ice cellar.

Now she is like a thousand year old ice, he doesn't know what to use to melt it and give her warmth.

"Why... Li Cang?" In one sentence, he almost exhausted all his strength, and the sentence he spit out was broken and hoarse.

Hearing this, a smile suddenly overflowed from the corner of her lips, like a hundred flowers blooming, blooming all the enchanting elegance in this world.

Under the eyes, there is tenderness and nostalgia that Gu Qingyu has never seen before.

"Because, he made me feel at home," she said.

In that accident, she lost everything. Even if she was reborn, even if she was the "son" of the Yin family, even if she was the great Wu Xian, she was still poor and lonely.

Unable to find support in her heart, she became more bloodthirsty day by day, and the cruelty surging in her heart even scared her.

Until he met Li Cang, that indifferent monk who was full of reasoning in his mouth, but he would always warm her up when she was the coldest.

Because of him, she felt that revenge should not be the only way to go in her life.

She wants to protect him for the rest of his life, because he is too stupid, and she is afraid that he will be bullied when she is not around.

She wants to be with him, for the rest of her life, and grow old together, because she likes him.

Gu Qingyu looked at her quietly, seeing the pain and panic on her face.

He didn't speak, just hugged her gently.

He wanted to tell her that one day he would hold the whole world in front of her, so that she would no longer be trembling and walking on thin ice from now on.

However, he opened and closed his lips, but he couldn't make a single syllable.

Because I was afraid that she would say cruel things.

He knew better than anyone else that Li Cang's identity had long been attached to the unattainable imperial power along with his achievements.

It is impossible for him to take off the cassock in his eternal life. The rules and regulations set for Buddhists have already completely blocked their only way out.

(End of this chapter)