The president of the rebirth of the movie queen lives next door

Chapter 1800 What the hell am I like?
Those eyes are like a frozen sea, pierced through so many years of tossing and turning time, overlapping and becoming deeper and deeper in his gray growth.

Those phantoms disappeared in the sound of increasingly urgent rain.

But turning around, he saw the boy sitting in the empty yard again.

There are many stars in the night sky, and the whole house is lit with stars and stars, but there is no one except him.

Commander Cheng is still abroad to relieve the pain of losing his son and daughter-in-law, but he has to stay next to his parents' tomb, taking care of the huge Cheng family every day, and can't sleep every night.

That's when he learned to smoke and drink.

White smoke spewed out from the boy's lips, curling around and blurring his expression, time flew by quickly, until dawn appeared in the sky, and there were still cigarette butts scattered in the yard, he got up and went back to the room.

Countless passing days overlap here, and the boy's stature is getting taller day by day, but he is still alone, and has spent countless days in this courtyard that are lively during the day and empty at night.

The huge Cheng Zhai was like a huge burden on his shoulders, which made him forget to smile. From then on, he learned to hide all his emotions quietly in front of others, and learned not to reveal his true self easily behind others.

He came and went in the courtyard, from the night when the stars first appeared, to the dawn when the first light appeared, those sleepless footsteps overlapped and intertwined, and finally merged into this standing in the heavy rain, dressed in black, who came to worship the elders , but no adults with flowers.

The yard is overgrown with weeds, and it has only been a month since the Cheng family moved out completely, but the house is lifeless as if it had been deserted for many years.

Cheng Zhiyuan withdrew his gaze, turned around, left those revolving scenes behind him, and walked into the Cheng family cemetery where many souls were buried.

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As if afraid of awakening some sleeping souls, the footsteps of people coming to this kind of place will always become lighter.

He stopped in front of one of the newest tombstones. There was a bunch of flowers leaning against the monument. The rainwater kept falling on the petals and sliding down. It looked very fresh, and it was probably just put on it today.

Standing in front of the stele, he seemed to be completely different from Cheng Zhiyuan in front of Shen Pina, every time he blinked, there was a sense of fatigue and burnout.

He stood silently in the rain for a long time, and finally opened his mouth after a long time, his voice was low and hoarse, without any emotion,
"Grandpa, I didn't bring any flowers."

The rain dripped down his eyelashes, like a teardrop with no expression on his face,
"It's not that I forgot, but that I don't want to bring it."

"I was still in a coma when you died. I'm sorry I couldn't see you off, and I'm sorry I haven't seen you all this time."

"It's still not that I forgot, but that I don't want to come."

The man hooked his lips, but his expression became even paler because of this smile,

"Many times I would think, why is it that I have such a life, why is it that I have to suffer all this, even if fate is a little bit better for me, I will not become the ghost I am now."

"You probably don't know what the hell I look like now."

The smile at the corner of his mouth deepened, his face was as pale as a ghost under the wet hair, like a ghost who lived in this cemetery himself,
"In all the stories I know, people who have experienced pain and twists and turns should be like any normal person after they get happiness, living ordinary and warm every day, but I am not like this."

　Brother Cheng's mental problems must be completely resolved...

　　Then, I... no... set the flag...

　　Does anyone scold me?Let me tell you about the trouble of visiting the comment area frequently, are many people scolding me?I’m so scared, I don’t dare to watch it, please forgive a poor little fafa who can’t help having fun when traveling alone for the first time o(╥﹏╥)o Oh, I love you, even if my flag falls, I will love you Love will not change, I hope my little fairy can be like this... Benfa will work hard one day, Benfa can actually scare you all to death...

　　Good night... good night... accept my good night? o(╥﹏╥)o
　　
　
(End of this chapter)