Chapter 1497 Infatuated Like Him
Speaking of Yun Shaoyi, after the war in the city is over, he has a lot of things to do, such as settling down those wounded soldiers, and those soldiers who sacrificed for Dayan. There is no free time to go home, not to mention that after finishing these things, he has more important things to do.

Yun Shaoyi erected a monument for Ruyan, on which was written the tomb of Yun Shaoyi's wife, Ruyan. She had never enjoyed this title before she was alive. After her death, he didn't want her to be the one who was wronged. Just thinking of this At that point, Yun Shaoyi burst into tears.

Originally, he only had a small porcelain bottle hanging on his body. It was a peace talisman given to him by his seventh sister. Several brothers in the family had it, even Yun Shaozheng who had never been back. Yun Lanyue specially asked someone to give it to him. It was a long time ago.

But now, there are two small porcelain bottles hanging on Yun Shaoyi's body, one is the amulet Yun Lanyue gave him, and the other is Ruyan.

Ruyan died, he had to accept this fact, but he was not willing to let Ruyan leave her like this, so he put some of Ruyan's ashes in this small porcelain vase and kept it with him all the time, as if Ruyan had never Same as leaving.

Everyone was driven away by him, and he was the only one with Ruyan at this time, and he arranged Ruyan in a very beautiful place, where he originally wanted her to bring her to play after she gave birth to a child and took care of her body The place is not far from the barracks, he comes to the barracks to train every day, at least when he has nothing to do, now that Ruyan is here, he can come to see her every day.

Yun Shaoyi is very tired, he hasn't slept for many days, but facing the tomb like smoke, he seems to have forgotten his tiredness, he has so many things he wants to tell her, he has so many sorrys, he wants to tell her.

But it was too late, no matter how much he said, Ruyan would not be able to hear it anymore, Yun Shaoyi was in great pain, he didn't know why all the suffering would befall Ruyan, why there were so many dissatisfaction in her life Fair, why does God treat his beloved woman like this!

Yunyan died in front of him, and he will never forget the moment when Ruyan jumped from the tower in his life. Now that he closes his eyes, he can still see that scene, but it is not a nightmare for him, but a sweet dream. Because then he can see Ru Yan.

Ruyan has been with him for so long, and he has never taken her anywhere to play. She has to take care of her younger brother, and she doesn't want to be too ostentatious and let people poke his spine and scold him, so she always bears a lot silently, and never Don't complain to her.

Ruyan always thinks that she is from a brothel, so she is not worthy of him. He has never thought of this before. He even thinks that he is not worthy of Ruyan. Ruyan is clean and clear, even if she came out of the neon courtyard so what?In his eyes, there is no more clean woman like Yan, and he only wants this woman, no matter who she is, no matter where she comes from, no matter everything.

He once thought that Zhang Ning would marry Ruyan after he divorced, but Ruyan cut off his idea before he could say it out. Ruyan, who is kind-hearted, will definitely not allow such a thing to happen, so he let it go, never having such a thought.

Zhang Ning is not bad, she can even be said to be a good woman, but also a poor woman, Zhang Ning grew up under the guidance of a concubine Xian, what kind of conspiracy and tricks would she not use?If she really wanted to attack Ruyan, Ruyan would probably be gone long ago, but if she didn't, she would pretend that there was no such person as Ruyan, maybe because she knew that it wasn't Ruyan who robbed her back then, but her Snatching Ruyan, at least proves that this woman still has a conscience, she is different from Concubine Xian.

But things like feelings are unreasonable. He knows that he is doomed to disappoint the two women in his life, but the only thing he loves in his heart is Ruyan. Ruyan has persuaded him to treat Zhang Ning well more than once. He knows what she means. , as a man, he really shouldn't let the woman he is marrying stay alone in the vacant room.

Once Zhang Ning took off her clothes in front of him, he really thought about taking this opportunity to ask her, but he couldn't do it, as long as he thought of doing that kind of thing to Zhang Ning, his mind would be like He doesn't want to look like smoke, really doesn't want to.

So he also thought about letting Zhang Ning go. If he would delay her all his life, he might as well let her go to find her own happiness. Maybe she can still find her own happiness. Maybe she was wrong. The man she was meant to be.

But Zhang Ning refused. Zhang Ning told him in countless ways that she would not leave him, nor would she leave the Yun family. The identity of Mrs. Shaoyi!
Yun Shaoyi looked at Ruyan's tombstone: "I know, you must say again, Zhang Ning is a good woman, treat her well and forget about you, right?" Yun Shaoyi smiled bitterly: "Ruyan, do you know that I How much I want to do this, how much I want to let go of everything, forget everything about you, and start over with Zhang Ning, but my heart tells me, I can't do it, I can't do it in my life, Ruyan, I I'm so afraid that you'll be lonely, I'm so afraid that you'll be scared, I'm so afraid that you'll be lonely and boring by yourself, I really want to come with you, but I won't, don't worry."

He is not a person who is going to die or live. If Ru Yan is dead, he will not go with him. He will live well, just as Ru Yan expects.

"Ruyan, I know you are most worried about me and our children, and of course Yinan, you can go at ease, I will take good care of myself, our children, and even more Yinan, don't let him suffer any grievances, I will depend on them for life in the future, and I will educate Yinan well so that he can become an upright man, Ruyan, I will try my best to do everything you wish, except for one thing, I can not do it."

Yun Shaoyi lowered his head, raised his hand and wiped it. Some things cannot be forced, especially in terms of feelings.

"Ruyan, you know what I'm talking about, right? You want me to accept Zhang Ning, but I really can't. How do you want me to let go of another Zhang Ning in your heart? Ruyan, I It can’t be done, so let Zhang Ning choose.”

Yun Shaoyi told Ruyan a lot. He said everything he had no chance to say before, and what he didn't have time to tell her. It was not until it was getting dark that he caressed Ruyan's tombstone reluctantly: "Ruyan, Next time I come, I will bring my child with Enan, okay?"

(End of this chapter)

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