Demon Lord, your wife ran away with the baby

Chapter 943 Coward 2
But now she looks like the kind of person she despises the most, sitting here crying helplessly and blankly.

"I'm a coward, I didn't know until now..." Qing Yu wiped away tears and smiled uglier than crying: "When my brother untied the seal on June that day, he told Xia Chonghua that June was Me and his child, you know, Xia Chonghua turned around and left, I wanted to explain to him, I even slapped my brother, I was angry at how he could treat me like this..."

"But Xia Chonghua had to go. He left for me. My brother must have told him that he would hurt me if he stayed by my side...so he pretended to believe my brother's crappy lie and left just like that. I can't explain it to him yet, if I go, it will only make him more painful..."

"I now realize that being with him will not make him happier, but will only make him more painful. He not only bears the injustice and pressure that fate brings to him, he also bears the burden of being with me. The pressure he brought...so I didn't dare to ask him how Nian Nian died. He once told me that when he saw Nian Nian, he had a feeling of sympathy, so I thought maybe he hoped Nian Nian can live a little better, so that he can also pretend to believe that the world is not so bad..."

"But Nian Nian is still dead. I don't need to guess. She must have died in Xia Que's hands. Xia Que will not tolerate any existence that disobeys him, including Xia Sinian, including Xia Chonghua..."

"He's cold-hearted enough, but what about us? Why aren't we? People in high positions can't help themselves..."

Qing Yu's words were confused and intermittent, and Jing Sichen didn't listen much. He knew that Qing Yu didn't tell him, but she said it for herself.

"Do you know? When Nian Nian came to beg me, Xia Chonghua didn't want to help her, but I asked Xia Chonghua to help her. I was too conceited. I thought everything was in my hands. I thought I I can face all kinds of accidents, I thought I wasn't afraid of Xia Que's tyranny, I thought I could protect the person I want to protect even stronger than him..."

Qing Yu covered her eyes, "But I was wrong, I was very wrong."

"I didn't protect June well. I injured him very badly. I almost killed him. If I didn't save him, I might never know that he is my own son, and I The bond with Xia Chonghua also started long before that,...isn't it amazing?"

"No, it's not miraculous at all... It's my brother Bu's trap. He lured Xia Chonghua into the trap in order to save me who was in a state of madness."

"Everything actually started because of me."

"Actually, I am the one who should let him go, and it has always been me."

The premature grasp of power made her think that she was really omnipotent, she was not afraid of life and death, she was not afraid of betrayal, she fought a bloody way through the thorns, and survived from adversity, she always believed that she could do it, she would definitely do it.

But it was only now that she realized that she really wasn't that omnipotent... She couldn't even protect the person she wanted to protect, and when facing life and death, she was also powerless.

Qing Yu buried her face, her shoulders trembled slightly.

Jing Sichen's eyes were blank.

None of them saw a man standing outside the hall.

　[Two chapters will be updated first, and the remaining two chapters will be updated at night, and then there will be an update at 12 o'clock in the evening. 】

　　
　
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