Cute baby's sky-high pretty mom

Chapter 143 Tongtong, I like you!
"I said, I will never be brave again!"

Although, the original meaning of her words was not like this.

But anyway, it's still Luo Yifan's birthday, so let's save some things for later.

"Maybe I really drank too much, I'm a little dizzy, I'll sleep for a while..."

Afraid of what Luo Yifan would say, Le Tong simply leaned his head on the back of the chair and closed his eyes to pretend to be drunk.

Luo Yifan took a deep look at her, sighed secretly, and drove the car away from his parking lot.

Along the way, Le Tong didn't sleep, Luo Yifan's actions today and the helpless expression just now kept flooding into his mind.

Luo Yifan should be a very patient person, from her to the time when she was almost 24 years old, for nearly six years, he never did or said any behavior or words that crossed the line.

A long time ago, she thought that he had given up.

But it turned out that he didn't give up, but was just waiting for a suitable opportunity.

She didn't know how he would show his feelings for her without Zhang Yi's incident, but judging from his performance today, he probably couldn't hide it for long.

"Tongtong, I like you!"

Just when Le Tong closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep but his heart was racing, Luo Yifan's voice suddenly came from next to his ear.

The deep and magnetic voice, against the whine of the car engine, seemed a bit ethereal and somewhat unreal.

Le Tong hesitated, should he open his eyes, or continue to pretend to be drunk and sleepy.

But I heard Luo Yifan say again, "I know you're not drunk, but you can continue to close your eyes and listen quietly, so as to save us both from embarrassment. I like your words, I should have said them earlier, but I haven't said them all the time, no? Because my feelings are not deep enough, but just the opposite..."

Luo Yifan paused for a moment, as if he was organizing his words.

Le Tong closed her eyes obediently, because, as Luo Yifan said, if she was asked to open her eyes at this moment, she really didn't know how to look at him, nor what words to respond to him.

"When I met you, you, I am 22, you have the innocence and innocence that a girl should have, but you have the delicate sensibility and stability that Yuan'er doesn't have. Maybe it's because you and Yuan'er that I know most are completely different. Different people, the qualities that attracted Yuan'er in you also attracted me deeply. I believe that you already knew what I thought of you at that time. Just when I wanted to confess to you, you suddenly Disappeared, even Yuan'er didn't know where you went, and later learned from Professor Liu that your mother was ill, so you took time off from school to take care of her."

Le Tong has always been reluctant to think about these past events, although it was only five or six years ago, but in Le Tong's view, it seems like a lifetime away.

Once, when she thought of those days when the dawn seemed to never be seen, she would fall into inexplicable anxiety, bewilderment and great fear, struggling with inextricable self-loathing and spurned thoughts.

Even now, she is still unable to struggle free from that giant net, and recently, the painful feeling of suffocating her has become stronger and more frequent than before.

She knew that she would have to live with this pain in her life, but she deserved it!

"Your mother's illness must have caused you to suffer a lot. After you came back, your whole person has changed."

Luo Yifan's words lingered in her ears, but Le Tong's heart seemed to be emptied instantly by the past that she didn't want to recall.

She knew that she should not blame herself, and under the circumstances, she had no choice.

But she couldn't help but blame herself.

Especially recently, too many touches made her extremely suppressed self-blame, the seedling of self-blame grew into a towering tree in an instant as if it was watered with fertilizer and saw the sun, and it weighed on her heart so much that she was about to I'm out of breath.

"Yifan..."

Le Tong suddenly opened his eyes, and looked at Luo Yifan who seemed to be concentrating on driving, but in fact, was also in pain.

"Um?!"

Luo Yifan slightly turned his face to look at Le Tong, under the dim light, Le Tong could still discern the sadness in his eyes. "What I said made you uncomfortable, didn't it?"

Le Tong wanted to shake her head, but in the end, she still nodded, because now she is not strong enough to bear that painful memory.

"I'm sorry..." Luo Yifan turned his eyes away, and focused on the road ahead again.

Facing Luo Yifan who is like a little daughter-in-law who is begging for perfection, Le Tong feels guilty besides guilt.

She let out a long breath, staring at Luo Yifan's handsome profile.

"It's me... I should say I'm sorry..."

This man is actually quite handsome, but unfortunately, I don't know how to appreciate it.

Or rather, dare not...

Le Tong stubbornly choked on her thoughts of going deeper, when she was rational, she never wanted to let herself get bogged down in the mud of memories.

Luo Yifan didn't look at her, "Tongtong, I don't know what you are afraid of, but I will wait!

Knowing Le Tong for so many years, even if she conceals it well, he can still vaguely detect her anxiety and escape.

What Le Tong is most afraid of is Luo Yifan's persistence.

"Yifan..."

"You don't need to persuade me, if you can turn back, I'll turn back a long time ago. However, you don't have to bear any burdens, I'm still young and I can afford to wait!" Luo Yifan interrupted Le Tong.

Such Luo Yifan gave Le Tong a headache.

In fact, it's not that there are no people chasing her these years, but under her indifference, basically no one can maintain an interest in her for a long time, only Luo Yifan, who has been around her all the time.

At first, she lied to herself that he only loved Yuan'er, that's why Ai Wu and Wu treated her well.

But now that he's made it clear, she can no longer deceive herself.

"Yifan, you are outstanding and deserve a better woman, so stop wasting time on me."

The only thing Le Tong can respond to him is these ruthless rejections.

But these ruthlessness are just the expression of her affection for him.

She is very clear that she is irresponsible to him if she is blindly exhausted knowing that she cannot respond to his feelings.

"Tongtong, you don't need to persuade me! I'll wait, it's my business."

Luo Yifan's stubbornness far exceeded what Le Tong imagined.

Seeing that he couldn't be persuaded, Le Tong had no choice but to keep silent.

After that, the two were silent all the way until the car stopped downstairs at Le Tong's house.

"I'll take you up, it's getting late." Luo Yifan said while looking at Le Tong while unfastening his seat belt.

"No need, the old neighbors live here, and there are no strangers. You are also tired, go back and rest early."

In the past, Le Tong paid great attention to spending as little time with Luo Yifan as possible, but now that he has made it clear, she naturally does not want to give him the chance to be alone.

In the past, Luo Yifan would have been obedient and Ren Letong went upstairs by himself, but today, he didn't listen to Le Tong, and chased after her after she got out of the car.

(End of this chapter)