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Chapter 1681 Weeping with joy
She would also think of the scene where the three generations of grandparents and grandchildren were together happily many years ago.

Queen Mother Huide didn't want to say that she was old, but she found that more and more time was spent in memories.

Those beautiful, terrible, heart-wrenching, heart-wrenching... vividly remembered, making her happy or sad, and finally, it was the guilt and self-blame deep in her heart.

Self-blame for the child who set himself on fire, self-blame for the youngest son he never saw, self-blame for what he did...

Empress Dowager Huide suddenly didn't understand what she really wanted, what did she get in the end after doing all this?
The man she loved passed away, her beloved daughter disappeared after marrying far away, and her only youngest son who was still by her side also left far away... In the end, she wanted to be strong all her life, but she seemed to have nothing left.

The only thing left is the deep, deep guilt and self-blame.

And this kind of psychology is like a source of infection, once it takes root in her heart, it spreads everywhere, and quickly invades the first place in her heart, and finally, even the whole body, is immersed in this self-blame and becomes powerless.

As a result, Empress Dowager Huide, who was originally infinitely elegant and powerful, became seriously ill. When she was in a coma, she was talking about the first emperor, or the child named Le'er, and her Nan'er...

When Empress Dowager Huide was sober, she would think, if her youngest son in Sangcheng knew that he was seriously ill, would he come back to Wangcheng to visit her?
She misses him very much, misses him very much.

However, she knew that he hated her, so she might not come.She was looking forward to Gong Nanli's return from the bottom of her heart, but she was afraid of him coming.

Because, now she is no longer able to resist the monarch, she is worried that after Gong Nanli returns, she will never be able to leave again, no longer...

Repeatedly entangled and repeatedly missed, the Queen Mother Huide was so muddled in the ups and downs of illness.

Now, when she suddenly opened her eyes and saw the little son she missed day and night right in front of her eyes, the excitement was indescribable.

She wept with joy, really wept with joy.

This child came back to visit her, after all, he must be worried about her condition!
So, did he really forgive her?

However, when she heard Gong Nanli's indifferent answer, Queen Mother Huide was still disappointed.

Suppressing the sadness in her heart, Queen Mother Huide still couldn't help laughing: "You can come to visit the queen mother, the queen mother is very happy."

Gong Nanli didn't speak, but just looked down at his hands without saying a word.

Afterwards, he pushed the wheelchair and turned around, and said to Feng Yin next to him, "I'm going back."

Feng Yin was a little surprised, and left just like that.Going forward to say something, Gong Nanli reached out and held a hand.

Feng Yin lowered his eyes, facing the pair of phoenix eyes raised by Shang Gong Nanli, they were full of sadness.

Feng Yin opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything after all, he just let him hold his hand, and then used the other hand to help him push the wheelchair.

Near the door, Gong Nanli didn't look back, but still said: "You have a good rest and recuperate."

In a word, the empress dowager Huide couldn't help but have red eyes and tears.But he still followed: "Nan'er...you should take care and be careful of Gong Dongdi."

Gong Nanli didn't respond when he heard this, he just went out the door.

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