The cold wife of rebirth is hard to favor

Chapter 57 It's Really Difficult To Forget You
He just sat on the ground, put the blue book on the bed, closed his eyes, and stroked the yellowed pages with trembling hands.

I still like you

like the sun rises and sets

no matter day or night
There is no lack of strength in the beautiful font of the woman, revealing the girl's thoughts one by one.

i didn't tell anyone

I don't want to give up on you

But I'll accompany you here

this time it's real

The night before Murong Yunmin went abroad, she lay down on the desk and wrote this passage, but she wrote it while crying, the words were crooked, and the black ink was smeared with tears.

i hate waiting

I hate everything that has to wait
Like waiting for the green light, waiting for the bus, waiting for the rain to stop

but i have to wait for you

She wrote this sentence sitting alone by the pool in the United States. She didn't understand why her brother sent her to the United States.

After you left, I started to try a new life
i want to meet you
location you choose

Forest, desert, starry sky, grassland at the end of the world, seaside, foggy alley in the morning
but not in a dream
The heavy shackles carry her every dream, knowing that there is no hope, but clinging to the only remaining persistence, thinking that in the end, she can guard him into the most beautiful scenery.

try to wear different clothes from previous styles
Try drinking different flavored beverages
I also try to dream without you

But I found that you have already infiltrated every bit of my life
She also thought about trying to live without Pei Yueze. She paralyzed herself with work, but it didn't work.Like him, it seems, has become her habit.

Open your eyes and see the scenery you have

I close my eyes and you still appear in my mind

Ugh

It's really hard to forget you
……

At this moment, even his strongest patience could not be suppressed, his face covered with indifference finally cracked completely, and he put his face into his palm.

There is a silent thin coolness in the air.

The last time she saw him, she held her hand and begged him not to go to Syria. However, he pulled her hand down because of his ridiculous hatred.He still remembers her mournful expression until now, and he can clearly count the days when she left him. Every day, every hour, he lived in extreme torment.

"I watched you leave and waited for you to come back." The words written by the woman kept appearing in his mind.

He began to numb himself with alcohol, but every time he woke up, he was more sober. He could only drink non-stop until he had stomach bleeding and went to the hospital.

Sometimes, people who live in dreams will not be shot dead by reality.

……

The night is very dark, only a round of quiet moonlight.

A black Hummer was driving at high speed on the deserted street, the cold moonlight set off the sculptural deep indifference of the profile of the man who was driving.

He pursed his lips tightly, his face tensed.

It's his fault, he didn't protect her well, he really deserves to die.He didn't know until now that everything was inferior to the woman's position in his heart. He smiled wryly, and now he knew that it was too late.

The consciousness of alcohol slowly invaded him, and the speed of the car did not slow down.

Ahead, on the dim street, a blue truck approached with strong lights.

Pei Yueze slowly narrowed his eyes, and the smile of the woman sitting on the wall flashed across his mind, as if the snow had just bloomed.

The man held the hand on the steering wheel, and slowly... let go...

morning.

The number of vehicles driving on the street began to increase, and a black Hummer blocked a lane, followed by the sound of dense car horns.

A young traffic policeman walked towards a black Hummer parked on the side of the road, left a ticket, and knocked on the window, "You can't park here, drive away."

There was no movement in the black Hummer. The traffic policeman saw that he was either rich or expensive, so he said it again politely, "You can't park here."

...still no answer.

The traffic police detoured in front of the car and found that the headlights at the front of the car were slightly broken, and there were still a few scratches on the body.

On the steering wheel, there was a figure crouching.

The man was lying on the steering wheel, with blood oozing from the sleeves of his white shirt.

Pei Yueze moved his body and reached out to hold his stomach. He was very awake, from last night until now.

In addition to the pain of tearing the stomach, there are also scars left by the impact and friction on the arm.

Last night, the truck swerved just in time to brush past the black Hummer.He stepped on the brakes, leaning forward with inertia.

He had one hand across his chest, and the huge impact rubbed several scars on the back of his hand.

The truck driver was still in shock, and cursed, "You must be sick, don't block my way if you want to die."

With no expression on his brows, he parked the car on the side of the road, leaning on the steering wheel wearily.

Through the car window, the figure of the man was lonely and cold. He pressed his stomach firmly, and the faint moonlight cast a layer of cold frost on his body.

"With you, I lost myself. Without you, how I wish I could be lost again."

After a while, he began to vomit, the midsummer wind blew on him, and a chill escaped from his back, and his forehead was covered with fine and dense sweat.

The moonlight was thin, and a bright red flashed across his lips.

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(End of this chapter)