hilarious soldier king

Chapter 596 Good news!
"During the time you were in a coma, I have sent people to search all over the cliff, but Zhong Ming was not found. She——is missing!"

Ji Xu's apologetic words sounded like a sharp knife piercing his heart, the corners of Xu Yan's eyes twitched, and his already pale face became even more miserable.

Although he had guessed a long time ago, although he had already guessed the answer from Ji Xu's previous attitude, when he heard Ji Xu admit it, he was still heartbroken.

"No, no, you lied to me, she'll be fine, she'll be fine..." Xu Yan shook his head excitedly, neither wanting nor willing to believe it.

Xu's mother looked at Xu Yan worriedly, and persuaded from the side: "Son, don't be like this..."

Xu Yan turned a deaf ear to Xu's mother's words, and just stared at Ji Xu, full of hope, and said: "You lied to me, you lied to me, right?"

Facing difficulties and bad news, many people know that things have already happened, and they cannot change according to their own wishes, but they are still unwilling to accept them. They hope that all these are false, and they hope to get support from others. Xu Yan is like this now. .

He was not like this before, when he encountered problems in the past, he would only think of ways to solve them, but now it is different, because he is injured and weak, and because the accident happened to his beloved woman, under the double blow, he is as big as Like most people, I thought of escapism and hoped that this never happened.

However, facts are facts and cannot be changed with personal will.

Ji Xu was silent, he understood Xu Yan's state of mind, and knew that he just wanted to be comforted, but he didn't lie to him.

Because he is a soldier, and because he clearly knows that paper cannot contain fire. After telling a lie, he needs to tell more lies to complete the first lie. Let him despair, it is better not to give him hope now!

Not getting a response for a long time, Xu Yan's heart was full of hope, but gradually it became cold again, and he closed his eyes in pain.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault, I caused them..." Xu Yan murmured in pain, blaming himself, and a tear overflowed from his eyes.

A man doesn't flick his tears lightly, he only hopes that he doesn't reach the place where he is sad.

Killing his own brother with his own hands, endured the humiliation and continued to lurk, thought he could take revenge on the enemy, but was tricked again, his tendons were picked, and even his beloved woman was knocked off the cliff in front of him. The double blow made him lose all hope, and life would be worse than death.

"Son, don't be like this..." Mother Xu persuaded.

Ji Xu also followed suit, "Xu Yan, don't be like this, no one thinks about this, it's only because the enemy is too cunning, it's not your fault, don't blame yourself too much."

Xu Yan slowly opened his eyes, tilted his head to look at Ji Xu, and laughed at himself: "No wonder I, don't blame yourself too much, what do you know, all of this is caused by me, it's all caused by me..."

His voice was low and weak at first, but then it became louder and louder. By the time of the last sentence, it was already a hysterical roar.

Xu Xu's mother, Ji Xu, and the three of them were stunned.

Outside the ward, Jiang Danian, Zhang Sheng, and others who came to know that Xu Yan had woken up heard the news. When they heard Xu Yan's voice, they all showed joy and said, "It's Xu Yan's voice. He woke up." Quickly rushed to the ward.

Just outside the ward, before I could go in, I heard Xu Yan say loudly: "I caused all this, it was my ego that killed them."

"The mule took the initiative to expose me to cover me, but I shot him to death with my own hands..."

"You are also forced to..."

Xu Yan didn't wait for him to finish, he interrupted him and said, "Why is there no other choice? If I had fought to the death, I might have been able to escape, but I was too conceited. I thought that if I shot the bottom of the heart, if it was an emergency rescue, I would be able to escape." So I rescued him, but he disappeared; I thought I could uproot the scorpion by enduring humiliation and lurking, but I fell into the enemy's scheme again, causing everyone to fall into an ambush, and Zhong Ming was shot and fell off the cliff..."

Speaking of Zhong Ming's fall off the cliff, Xu Yan thought back to what happened back then, his eyes were scarlet, and he blamed himself in pain, "I thought I was smart, but I fell into schemes from the very beginning, and they knew I was an undercover agent from the very beginning. The reason why you don't expose me is because you want to use me, use me to kill brothers with your own hands, and use me to lure you into fooling me. Suppressed by strength, watching the woman I love being knocked off the cliff in front of me, even myself, others don't want me to die too easily, so they broke my tendons and hamstrings, and left me with a broken life..."

Xu Yan's self-blaming words rang in everyone's ears, and there was a dead silence inside and outside the ward.

No matter whether it was Xu Xu's mother Ji Xu in the ward, or Jiang Danian, Zhang Sheng and others outside the ward, they all fell silent.

Before, they only thought that Xu Yan was injured and were worried about his injury, but only now did they realize that there were so many things going on in between.

Xu's mother looked at Xu Yan with pity, and wanted to go forward to smooth the tears on his face and blame herself, but she stretched out her palm, but finally froze in mid-air, only the tears spread silently.

Xu Nuo sighed secretly, closed his eyes in pain, the past was flowing in his mind, he had also lost his brother, and he deeply understood the feeling, not to mention that Xu Yan was plotted to kill his brother with his own hands, and then watched his beloved The woman was knocked off the cliff, and he himself was crippled, and only his life was saved because the enemy was merciful. This kind of pain was more than a thousand times more painful than him.

Ji Xu clenched his fists hard, rubbed his five knuckles, and let out a series of low cries. While he was worried about Xu Yan, he also had deep self-blame.

He knew that Xu Yan's state was not right, but he didn't change him earlier. Even after Luo Yifei's accident, he felt something was wrong, but he didn't force Xu Yan to withdraw from the mission. abolish...

The three people in the room had different emotions, and Jiang Danian and Zhang Sheng outside were also shocked, deeply worried about Xu Yan's state at this time.

Excited, Jiang Danian punched the wall hard. Amidst the muffled sound, he worriedly said, "Xu Yan has always been strong, but now he was plotted to kill the mule with his own hands; and in the duel, he failed to keep the mule." Zhong Ming; from resourcefulness to strength, he was defeated. He lost his good brother and girlfriend successively, and he himself was crippled. How could he bear it..."

In fact, Xu Yan really couldn't bear it.

After saying these words, he never opened his mouth again. Most of the time, he just stared at the ceiling with empty eyes. Better to die.

This state lasted for three days, which made everyone very worried. Relatives, friends and comrades took turns to fight, but none of them had any effect.

On the third day, there was a turning point. Ji Xu received a call from the beautiful reporter Zhang Lan, saying that she knew the whereabouts of Luo Yifei and asked if they wanted to know.

ps: This book is finishing, there are still 20 million words and less than [-] chapters. It needs to undergo a final transformation to make Xu Yan look like a real soldier, so it is a bit slow. Please be patient, thank you.

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