Quick-wearing female partner Su is all over the universe

Chapter 1016 There is a kind of love called habit
[Love has always been fermented from greenness, or to the fullness of flowers, or faded to the dullness of dead leaves.

When you fall in love with someone and you can't forget after breaking up, it doesn't necessarily mean that you still have love, it may be a kind of obsession and a habit that you can't forget.

Just like me, chasing a person foolishly, unwilling to let go, just waiting for him.

————Gu Yuyan]

At the age of 16, it is the age when the love is first opened and the spring heart is sprouting.

At that time, I was very angry with the book business, and my heart was higher than the sky.

It was at that age that I met him.

One that I loved for two years, obsessed with for three years, and finally became an unforgettable habit.

How long is two years, let me tell you, it is very short.

When you are with your lover, every minute and every second feels like a struggle, a race against time.

Because sweetness and happiness always make people want to do everything to keep it, and don't want it to slip away from their fingertips.

But I forgot after all that happiness is like quicksand between fingers, the more you grasp it, the faster it will be lost.

But if you don't hold it tight, it will go away when the wind blows.

I never thought that the love between me and him could not stand the test.

I admit that I am too neurotic to become so extreme.

Seeing other beautiful girls beside him, he couldn't help being jealous, and couldn't help stepping forward to question him loudly.

This kind of behavior made me lose him after all.

Regret?
No, I don't regret it.

Even though I know I did something wrong, I don't regret it, because I'm just using my way to maintain my love.

It's just that I used the wrong method, so I chose to change.

Feifei always thought that my breakup with him was caused by someone else's intervention. No matter how I explained it, she felt that I was too kind.

Let us once almost cause a rift in this friendship because of the girl who was suspected of intervening.

At that time, I understood more clearly that even if there is no third person to do anything, there will be subtle changes in the relationship between two people.

No matter how beautiful the love, family and friendship, it needs many factors to accumulate, and in the end it will be so strong that no one can match it.

Or, fragile enough to collapse with one blow.

The moment I understood, I was very glad that I didn't fall into a magic barrier or fall into confusion.

In order to divert my attention, Feifei and I created a soundtrack.

Before I could even react, I went to Gufeng Channel to do field control.

Just because that person likes to sing very much, and also likes to sing ancient songs.

I once said to him, listening to your song, my whole world can be illuminated.

He said, then just sing it for me alone.

After all, it was just a casual joke.

I stay on Gufeng Channel every day, listening to the songs he once sang being sung by different people.

Obviously the same sounds good, the same people like it, but it just makes me feel that something is missing.

Until one day, a familiar voice sounded, which shocked my ears and disturbed my restless heart.

For the next two years, I showed up on time every day when he was going to sing.

Gradually, I found that the heartbeat at the beginning was gone, but when I thought of that person, my heart was still hot.

At that time, I didn't quite understand what it was, but I just knew that my love for him has always been there.

Until now, perhaps it has become an obsession that cannot be erased.

When the channel jokingly coaxed Tao Zhiyao and him, I couldn't help but turned on the voice and said: "Tao Zhiyao is not good enough for him."

I know I'm impulsive, but I really can't help it.

From then on, I found that as long as I showed up, he would leave after singing.

Or just say something is wrong without singing at all, and leave.

I was silent, feeling very sad.

He must have recognized my voice to avoid himself.

I don't want to embarrass him, I don't appear often, even if I do, I will choose when he is not there.

But the action was faster than reason, I played a trumpet again, and put on a vest of Liuli Ruomeng to wait for me with a pleasant voice.

What happened next, I really didn't expect it to be so dramatic.

My cousin found the one he loves, but it made me meet him again.

After five years, his brows and eyes are still so gentle
But it's brighter and more attractive to me.

In the past few years, it's not that no one has chased me, and there is no shortage of better and better people than him.

Even some of them are similar to him, but they didn't move me at all.

Because I clearly understand one thing, none of them are him.

And all I want is him.

I don't know when I got used to this kind of attention.

I am used to this kind of attachment, I am used to waiting for him, I am used to looking forward to the day when he can return to my side.

Habits are really scary things.

Now that I can be close to him again, it feels like I have waited for a long time and got what I wanted.

But there was not much excitement, there was only indifferent peace and a refreshing warmth.

This is no longer a category of love, but a relatively deep affection in a habit.

As usual, I hung up the sound, and today I have his preface.

After we played together on Gufeng Channel that day, although the relationship between me and him has not been revealed yet, the two of us seem to have a certain understanding.

As soon as I entered, I heard the sound of looking for.

"Misty rain is here, I really look forward to the stars and the moon."

Then Yu Shufei's voice also followed: "Yes, some people can be regarded as hopeless."

I listened puzzled, not quite understanding, did they take the wrong medicine, or did they not take the medicine?
This sentence is what Xun Mi likes to say the most. After getting to know her well, everyone is more or less affected.

"Okay, don't make a fuss, Yanyu is your birthday today, so we have a special program for you."

After Xun Mi finished speaking, Yu Shufei continued: "Yes, yes, yes, don't thank us too much."

Immediately, a voice that she was familiar with in her bones came from the headset, it was still so clear and elegant.

"I am always distraught, and I will never compromise on love. I am always greedy for the past, and I will leave no room for love."

"I always long for love, but I always cry until dawn. I am always afraid of using too much love, but I love you so sincerely."

"Yuyan, maybe love has become a habit now, but I still want to tell you, I love you, and I want to walk with you in my future life."

The broken mirror reunited the chanting, with a heavy hoarseness, mixed with tenderness and bitterness, which instantly made my tears fall.

It turns out that I am not the only one who is used to you being in my world?
Bi Yanbo, we have been entangled since we were 16 years old and we are now 23 years old, a full seven years.

I finally waited for the words that can engrave my whole life, tears have already blurred my vision.

"Yanbo, I'm so glad I didn't give up."

Thankfully, we still have each other in our hearts.

Even if this is just a habit of entanglement with each other, it can't erase each other's identification.

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[Someone once asked me, why are there so many relationships that can be broken and reunited?

Even if a broken mirror is repaired, the traces will remain forever and cannot be erased at all.

I replied: Because we have been together, we understand each other and recognize each other.

When you lose it, you will seek each other's figure little by little in your life.

If you don't meet someone who is more suitable, you will gradually become an obsession with that person.

When I think of her/he, I feel normal, and when I meet him/her, my eyes will be on her/him naturally.

But because of a habit. 】

(End of this chapter)