Chapter 255 292. I want both your body and mind【4】

She seemed to be having a good time every day. He had never noticed that her heart was so fragile and she had so many thoughts hidden.

He didn't even expect that her affection for him was far beyond his estimation.

Murong Nishang turned around, her calm eyes met Gu Xijue's complex black eyes, and she smiled lightly like the wind. "Don't look at me like this. I promised my parents will live a good life. I will never commit suicide. Doing anything is risky. If I propose to you, I will have a double mentality of good and bad Prepare. If I dare to propose marriage and get a certificate, I have enough ability to bear all the consequences. I am alone, and I probably have nothing to lose."

She has no relatives, no friends, nothing to worry about, and no one or anything around her can become her weakness.

"What stupid things, I didn't say anything, you just think wildly." Gu Xi Jue stopped her negative thoughts, preventing her from sinking into this depressed emotion.

She should be sunny and beautiful like a flower, not so gray.

"I'm just speaking from the bottom of my heart to let you know what I think. I don't want to lose you and my marriage. Before last night, you did bring me a happy life. I'm addicted and want to I’ve always lived like this. What I want, I will naturally try my best to grab it. But if one day, I feel that everything is hopeless, I will give up without hesitation. Do you hear me clearly?”

Murong Nishang evoked a soft smile, which was a clear reminder to Gu Xijue.

I'm not a masochist, I'm not a virgin, I'm not great, I want what I want, I want what I want, if I know I can't get it, I won't have any nostalgia.

You can think clearly before deciding whether to choose to be indifferent to each other, or to treat me as always.

Marriage and relationship are a matter between two people, and the right to choose is fair to both parties, and everyone can have their own choices.

Of course, what she said was not to give up now, but to let Gu Xijue define their marriage more clearly.

"I don't want to say it, but I just don't want you to think about it. I don't know, you still think about it so much. I dare not say that I have very deep feelings for you, but after I got married, I went with the attitude of 'change' Treated. As you guessed, that old person was very important to me, but the past is irreversible. I am also trying to explore, maybe the new way of life can let me say goodbye to the past, and have some new and good changes . This is also what I have in my heart."

Gu Xi Jue stared at her with sincere eyes.

He didn't want to say some nice and unrealistic words indiscriminately just to coax her. That would be cheating and irresponsible to her.

His idea is that the most sincere words are the most sincere, so that she can believe that even if it is not love for the time being, it does not mean that he is child's play to this marriage.

His current relationship status may not meet Murong Nishang's expectations, but it doesn't mean he won't try hard.

Agreeing to the proposal is to break that painful memory.

He wasn't sure at the time whether he could succeed, but he was willing to take that step.

The road is blazed by people, whether it is a cliff that will kill people or a bright road ahead, you can only know if you walk together.

As expected, Gu Xijue is the same kind of person as Murong Nishang, everyone's way of thinking is similar.

Even if what he said would make Murong Nishang a little bit heartbroken, it made her feel a little more relieved about him.

(End of this chapter)

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