Cultivating a Doting Wife: Domineering Male God Forces Marriage Step by Step

Chapter 1268 Big ups and downs, worrying about gains and losses (6)

Si Yan suddenly laughed again, pointing to her heart, she said cruelly: "But once, it stopped beating once, for a very long time!"

Xiang Yan frowned, he had never seen Si Yan who seemed to disappear like this, and he didn't know how to comfort him.

Si Yan let go of Xiangyan's hand and came to the window, standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looking at the garden downstairs, she was wearing a white dress that seemed to blend in with the glass, pale and powerless, more like she was going to Hide yourself.

Xiang Yan walked over anxiously, and heard Si Yan recalling the past and said: "As I said, I had a long, real and cruel dream, but you were not in that dream. In time, there is no you!"

"Then when will you have me? Have you always been without me?" Xiang Yan asked her softly. He had a lot of doubts in his heart, but he could only follow Si Yan's rhythm to cooperate with her.

Si Yan shook her head, and said with deep emotion: "Of course there is you, if it weren't for you, how could I have come here!"

"Then what do I look like? Am I handsome now? Do I love you well?" Xiang Yan looked at Si Yan expectantly, and he felt that no matter where he was, his heart was the figure of his follower Si Yan.

Even if it's Si Yan's dream, since he exists in that world that he has never touched, then he should love Si Yan well.

But if he exists, why would Si Yan be so sad?
Si Yan glanced back at Xiang Yan, then laughed: "Yes, but you don't love me as much as you do now, otherwise you wouldn't hurt yourself and make me feel guilty."

"So I don't love you enough?" Xiang Yan said to himself, completely ignoring what Si Yan said behind him.

What Si Yan meant was that Xiang Yan should love himself well, even if she died, he should live well, instead of saying goodbye to the world, Qiao Lan and the others, or her in that way.

Si Yan shook her head, and said seriously: "You don't love me enough, because you regard me as your own life, but you don't cherish your own life at all!"

Xiang Yan suddenly became happy again. He regarded Si Yan as his own life, which meant that he did not disappoint Si Yan.

Fortunately, he loves Si Yan!

Si Yan looked at Xiang Yan's nervous and disappointed expression with a funny face, and continued: "We met... no, when I saw you, you were already 22 years old, and you were covered with the kind of hell that Shu Fan said. You are difficult to get close to, but you are calm and gentle when facing me. At that time, you were a business emperor, the person everyone in the business world wanted to see, and the focus of attention from financial magazines and the media..."

Xiang Yan frowned, and said displeasedly: "It's all about me, without you? If I love you, why are there no deeds related to you? Is it because I don't love you enough?"

"No! You love me, you really love me!" Si Yan sniffed, blinked to keep the tears from falling, and then said nonchalantly, "I told you, I have tasted the pain of a blade piercing my heart. It's like, Si Qin and the others imprisoned me, and locked me up on the dirty street where Ji Chuan used to live in order to cover up people's eyes and ears. And that's where we, you and I, met!"

She gave a wry smile, and said regretfully, "It's just that you, who appeared suddenly like a god, caught me who committed suicide and fell from the building and was hit by Si Qin's car, which was bloody and bloody."

"Unfortunately, from birth to death, there was no dialogue between us!"

"It's too late for you to say you love me, and it's too late for me to thank you for loving me from birth to death."

　I am also very depressed when writing these chapters, the update is a bit slow, and I have repeatedly deleted and considered, but I am still not satisfied...

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