The most beautiful time to marry you

Chapter 1235 I Regret Giving Gu Junchen That Divorce Agreement

Bai Qingan knew that her family was worried about her, so she tried her best to look strong.

However, there is a kind of sadness that cannot be faked by being strong. She is in this state, and she works hard to make herself look neither sad nor strong.

But it can't be done, really can't be done, when she thinks of Gu Junchen now, it feels like her heart is broken, there is a crack in her heart that can't be filled, it hurts every day, drinking water hurts, breathing hurts, everything hurts, Especially when she thought about Gu Junchen's affairs, she felt so much pain that she almost didn't want to live.

If she didn't want to wait for Gu Junchen to come back, she really wanted to die like this.

What she is most afraid of is not waiting, but that she is afraid that the result of waiting will be disappointment.

She was very afraid that if something happened to Gu Junchen, what would she do, she really didn't dare to think about it, and she didn't want this result, but day by day, the slim hope made her entangled.

If Gu Junchen really died, she would follow him to die. Gu Junchen couldn't live, and she didn't want to.

It turns out that missing someone is really heart-piercing pain, the pain is so painful that you can't feel his breath when you breathe, and you want to die.

Loving someone is as deep as your own breath.

She never thought that she would love Gu Junchen so much that she couldn't live a normal life.

Even breathing, is thinking of his breathing.

Where is Gu Junchen now, can he hear her words, can he hear her missing, can he hear her thinking about him.

Can you hear me please come back?

Please don't leave me alone in this world, the days without you are really hard.

Bai Qingan was sleeping on the bed, leaning against Gu Junchen's pillow. At first, there was Gu Junchen's breath on this pillow, but gradually, gradually, his smell disappeared.

As the air dissipated, just like him, he no longer appeared in front of her.

Bai Qing'an wanted to catch him, wanted to keep him, but watching him made him go further and further away... Even this pillow didn't smell like him anymore.

Tears soon wet the entire pillow, she felt a wetness, she had shed so many tears before she knew it.

When Bai Qing'an was feeling uncomfortable, she reached out and touched her stomach.

A little life is brewing in her stomach now.

It is Gu Junchen and the continuation of her life.

Bai Qingan touched her stomach, and said in a low voice: "Baby, do you miss your father? I miss him too, but I can't hold it anymore, I really can't hold it anymore, I really want to leave with your father, tell me, what should I do, what should I do to make you come back, do you really want to miss your father, mother also want to, really want to, but I can’t find him, I I can't find your father...does he not want us..."

Bai Qing'an kept blaming herself, why did she still listen to Gu Junchen's words and insist on this wedding? If she had called off the engagement the day before the wedding, would such a thing have happened?

She insisted not to marry Gu Junchen, Gu Junchen would not drive to the church, and there would be no accidents.

It would be great if everything could be started again, but, things have already happened, there is no way to go back.

All she can do now is wait for Gu Junchen to come back. If he still likes her, she will not divorce him.

Bai Qingan regretted it, regretted giving Gu Junchen the divorce agreement, she really didn't want to divorce him.

(End of this chapter)