Elaborate male god paranoid love

Chapter 342 Selfless and Selfish Biological Mother
"Then why did you give birth to me in the first place? You can choose to kill me, don't you?"

"Yes! I wanted to kill the child countless times, because for me, she shouldn't exist. She reminded me countless times that on that dark and dirty night, how that stinking man ignored me begging for mercy, and he was always the same He refused to let me go. I even sat on the operating table and wanted to kill the child, but when the anesthetic was about to be administered, I gave up."

"why?"

Yan Feifei couldn't figure it out, why didn't she kill her?Although the child who shouldn't be born is her.

"The child is innocent."

Yan Feifei was stunned by Shui Xiyin's words.

She actually thinks the child is innocent, doesn't she feel it's shameful?The existence of the child is the biggest stain in her life?

It takes a lot of saints to say this sentence and achieve this result.

"I hate her coming, it's the fear and fear to think back to that night, and even now I wake up because of that night in the dream. But seeing that you are growing up healthy now, everything is worth it. It was the sin of your biological father, But if I chose to die back then, I wouldn’t be where you are today. Every child has the opportunity to choose to come to this world, even I shouldn’t kill it easily.”

"Since you think so, why did you give me to your mother?"

This seems to be inconsistent with her philosophy.

"Because I'm selfish."

Shui Xiyin smiled bitterly, feeling guilty and remorseful.

"When the child was born, I really felt happy and happy to have a child. It happened that Wan'er had a child with me, but she died. Seeing her crying helplessly, I hesitated to let my daughter replace her. The dead daughter lives. Although I told myself countless times that I was helping Wan'er, I knew deep down that I was afraid to face this child. Especially not long after the child was born, John found me again. I am more determined that the original choice was the best choice for me and my children."

"So, you still came to see me at first, but after your mother died, you didn't even want to see me?"

"I thought that after Wen Wan's death, you were my daughter's business and disappeared with her, but I didn't expect that you would still guess it after more than 20 years."

"You are afraid that I will exist and destroy your happiness!"

"I do not deny."

Yan Feifei took a deep breath and nodded slowly. "Even so, I still want to thank you for giving birth to me, even though you abandoned me."

Did Yan Feifei blame Shui Xiyin?She does not!

Shui Xiyin was also a victim. It was her biological father who harmed her. Being able to give birth to her selflessly is already a courage that countless people do not have.

What's more, with John's status, how could she tolerate the existence of her tramp's daughter.I also understand that Shui Xiyin wants to erase the traces of her existence. After all, her existence is to remind Shui Xiyin countless times of her experience of being raped by homeless men.

And not growing up in the Bryce family gave her the opportunity to meet Orlando.

If she grew up in the Bryce family, although she seemed glamorous, she would be pointed and raised.

Orlando will not fall in love with Shui Xiyin's daughter either.

He hates Shui Xiyin so much, how could he fall in love with Shui Xiyin's daughter.

"Feifei, you should know that you have to leave Orlando. You and him are destined to have no results. I am the sinner who destroyed his parents' marriage. How could he accept the daughter of the woman he hates the most as his wife?"

(End of this chapter)