Chapter 297 I can too
Xiao Yan's heart was clenched suddenly, his chest was painful, and his throat was even more dry and hoarse.

Have you ever thought about how she feels?
He knew that she was wronged and that she would care, but...

"I know what happened tonight made you very sad." Xiao Yan tried to explain, "But Xixi, you believe me, Ji Kexin and I really have nothing..."

"I also said the same thing as you." Gu Xi interrupted him, "How many times have I explained to you that I have nothing to do with Cheng Fei...do you believe it?"

"You said Cheng Fei had plans for me and didn't want me to get close to him. You think you're right..."

"Then I know that Ji Kexin wants to climb into your bed, she wants to marry you, she is intimate with you, I will bear it, I will give in, I am stupid, am I being cheap?"

"You are my husband, but I can only watch you stand beside other women, and even take the initiative to send you into her arms...I..." Gu Xi choked up and couldn't speak , squatting down and buried his head helplessly between his knees...

"Xiao Yan, I really can't take it anymore...I just want to keep myself quiet. If this goes on, I don't know...I really don't know how long I can last."

Xiao Yan closed his eyes, resisting the soreness in his eyes, walked up to her, knelt down, and asked her to look up at him.

Facing her tear-wet little face, he felt as if he was being stabbed by a knife and a needle: "I'm sorry."

He reached out to wipe the tears on her face, and said hoarsely: "It's my fault, everything is my fault... If I hadn't forgotten you..."

Gu Xi shook his head, unable to say a word for a while, but Xiao Yan knew what she meant.

She doesn't blame him.

She would rather swallow all the suffering and bear all the pain by herself, and maintain a smiling face in front of him... She won't blame him.

But he hated himself to the extreme, the pain in her heart... why didn't he notice it at all.

"You said just now that you want to go to Linhua to let yourself be quiet, is that what you mean?" He took her hand and she stood up, hugged her in his arms, and asked in a soft voice.

Gu Xi nodded: "Cheng Fei and I really have nothing..."

"Okay." Xiao Yan patted her on the back, "Hey, stop talking, you don't need to explain to me..."

"I'll take you to the airport tomorrow, and I won't have anyone to watch you. You just need to concentrate on your work." His voice was very soft, coaxing her in a low voice, "Don't worry about me, whether it's me The people, or the heart, are only for you."

Gu Xi nodded heavily, hugged him tightly with his backhand, and buried himself in his arms.

Xiao Yan felt her body trembling, gently supported her shoulders, pulled a distance away from her, lowered his head and kissed her eyes, kissing away the tears from the corners of her eyes: "Don't cry, once you cry, I will really cry." I don't know what to do."

Gu Xi bit his lip, tried hard to hold back the tears, but his eyes were still very red.

Xiao Yan wiped away the tears on her face, picked her up and walked downstairs, Gu Xi obediently hooked her around his neck and nestled in his arms.

Back in the bedroom on the sixth floor, Xiao Yan asked her to wash her face first, and he went to the fifth floor to bring her shoes and luggage up.

As soon as Gu Xi came out of the bathroom, he saw him enter the door with his luggage.

"After washing, go to bed quickly."

"I haven't changed my clothes yet." Her voice was still very hoarse, because she still had a strong nasal voice after crying.

Xiao Yan handed her the luggage.

Gu Xi took out his underwear and pajamas, went to the bathroom and changed his clothes.

When she came out again, Xiao Yan had already changed into his pajamas.

He went into the bathroom and tidied up briefly, walked to the dressing table, took moisturizing water and night cream, went to Gu Xi's side, helped her pat water and apply face cream, and his movements were exceptionally professional.

Gu Xi stared at him in a daze, as if he hadn't recovered yet, when Xiao Yan helped her apply the hand cream, took her hand and led her to the bed, she woke up like a dream.

"Why..." She never thought that he would do this kind of thing for her.

"To be a good actor, you have to take good care of your skin, right?"

Gu Xi was slightly startled, then chuckled, knowing that he was showing his favor to her, and trying to show his approval of her profession.

She didn't say much, she threw off the quilt and lay down on the bed, Xiao Yan also got into the quilt, naturally wrapping her in his arms.

The chandelier in the room was extinguished, leaving only a small orange wall lamp. The warm color tone made the whole room look extra warm.

Xiao Yan said in a low voice: "No matter what happens in the future, don't bear it by yourself. Whether you are angry or sad, you can share these emotions with me. Maybe I can't help you, but at least tell yourself Feel at ease."

"If I made a mistake, I will also correct it. I know that because I have forgotten a lot of things, I may sometimes not understand your feelings, but I will work hard." He looked down at her, his eyes were particularly bright Soft and soft.

"This month... no, in the future, I will work hard with you. So don't carry it yourself, try to let me share it for you, okay?" Xiao Yan caressed her hair, saying each sentence affectionately , also seriously.

Husband and wife are a community, he doesn't want Gu Xi to wrong him, it will only make him feel more distressed.

Gu Xi was silent for a long time without saying a word, Xiao Yan only felt her hand on his waist tighten slightly.

"Xixi?" He thought she was asleep, so he called out in a soft voice, and Gu Xi then spoke softly.

"Before I had the operation, Jason said that I might lose my memory. I was afraid, I was afraid that I would forget you, but you said, it's okay, even if I don't remember you, you will make me fall in love with you again."

Her voice was soft, vague, and faintly vague: "But later, I recovered, but you forgot me. Your grandfather came to the hospital to threaten me, saying that I am just a stranger to you now. I At that time, I was really scared and desperate, but you were not by my side, so I could only carry it by myself."

Xiao Yan knew that she wanted to tell him what she had experienced in the past, so he didn't speak, but just stroked her back to let her know that he was always listening.

"I won a chance to meet you with your grandfather, but when we met, you and Ji Kexin appeared together, and you said she was your fiancée..."

Xiao Yan's eyes dimmed, he lowered his head and kissed her forehead lightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "Sorry."

Gu Xi shook his head: "It was true at the time... It was a shock. Ji Kexin is your fiancée, so who am I to be yours? It's so wronged, it feels like you abandoned me."

"Our home has been destroyed, and even to see you, I can only sneak. In the eyes of those in the circle, I am no different from a woman who shamelessly begs you to back up."

"I don't like to say hypocritical things, but the pressure is really great and it's very sad. Every day I have tense nerves, and I am very afraid that I will not be able to persist."

"When your grandfather put forward the conditions, I said swearingly that I believe that we can survive for a month, and we can still be together well after a month, so I will always work hard."

"You don't remember me, so I don't dare to show weakness in front of you. I have to endure all the grievances and pains by myself... Try to smile in front of you, and always want to show my best side show you."

She looked up at him with a very serious expression: "Since you have said everything, you can make me fall in love with you again, then I believe that I can do it too."

(End of this chapter)

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