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Chapter 863 [23] Another meaning

"You don't have to go to the lab anymore, do you?"

When walking to the living room, Xiao Ze suddenly asked this question.

Shui Su was still entangled in thinking about where Xiao Ze got his flirtatious skills, and he was fascinated by it.

Hearing Xiao Ze's words, she suddenly came back to her senses and said, "No need, just go and see the results tomorrow morning."

"Then you go to bed earlier." Xiao Ze let go of her hand as he said.

Shui Su looked down at his empty palm, and subconsciously clenched his fist, feeling that holding hands with him was really good.

Seeing that Xiao Ze turned around and was about to go upstairs, she called to stop him: "Wait."

Xiao Ze had already walked to the front of the stairs, stroking the handrail of the stairs, and turned to look at her.

Shui Su hesitated for a moment, and finally summoned up the courage to speak: "Well, we only talked about half of what happened before, didn't we? Now that we've already said everything, we must explain everything clearly, otherwise I will always Unreliable."

"Aze." She called out his name, raised her head and looked at him seriously, "Can you tell me? Why have you been so alienated from me for the past three years?"

Xiao Ze pursed his lips, he stopped when he was about to go upstairs, turned his heels, and walked towards her.

He was much taller than her, and when he stood in front of her and looked down at her, he always had a condescending feeling, which naturally produced a sense of oppression.

Shui Su clenched her fists and raised her head high. At this time, she did not allow herself to back down.

"You asked before."

Xiao Ze raised his hand, and with his fingertips picked up the broken hair around her ear, and put it behind her ear: "I was telling the truth at that time, the reason why I distanced myself from you was to draw a clear line with you."

Yes, draw a clear line, he is really ruthless and ruthless enough, he will change his face when he says it, and treat her all these years like treating a stranger, such obvious rejection and alienation, she is not stupid, how could she not understand Woolen cloth.

She lowered her head slightly, thinking of the neglect she had received in the past three years, she couldn't help being a little hurt, but she quickly adjusted her emotions: "I know... I know you did it on purpose, to neglect me and alienate me."

Her voice was so tense, Xiao Ze reached out to help her shoulder, but at this moment she raised her head and looked at him stubbornly: "I'm asking for the reason, you have to draw a line with me, There must be a reason."

"I want you to be clear."

Her tone was extraordinarily firm, determined to get that answer.

Xiao Ze pursed his lips, looked at her with deeper and deeper eyes, and didn't respond for a while.

He didn't know how to answer, and said... because I saw you confess to Xue Yang with my own eyes.

Said, because I can't stand you putting Xue Yang first, isn't I the one in your heart?
No matter how you say it, it feels extremely hypocritical.

And before he asked about her relationship with Xue Yang, she had already explained it.

And he has already decided to believe her, so he must not say that.

Seeing Xiao Ze's silence, Shui Su became anxious and tried to persuade him.

"Aze, no matter what the reason is, I hope you can tell me clearly." She stretched out her hand and took his hand actively.

Xiao Ze could clearly feel the sweat on her palm.

It must be because she was nervous, and she mustered up a lot of courage to make up her mind to ask him these things.

"I really want to have a good time with you, so I don't want to cause any misunderstanding between us because of the previous incident." She held his hand tightly again, "If it is a misunderstanding, I will meet with you You explain clearly, if there is any problem, we can face it together."

Her bright black eyes looked straight into his eyes: "But please don't hide it from me."

It was so stubborn, asking him for an explanation, asking him for an answer.

She said otherwise she couldn't feel at ease.

She said she wanted to have a good time with him.

If it is really just a misunderstanding.

Xiao Ze thought inwardly, then it was thanks to him for treating her these three years, and it would be difficult for him to make up for that kind of harm.

"Aze." Shui Su was really in a hurry, and when he called his name, his voice was very tense.

"Because I don't think I can give you what you want."

Because you know that the person in your heart is Xue Yang, and the person you like is Xue Yang. Only by marrying him can you feel happy.

But I'm not him, and I don't want to become him, so... I can't give you what you want.

"You'd be better off without me."

Without my entanglement, you can be with Xue Yang with peace of mind and pursue your own happiness.

"You are actually very soft-hearted. If I don't leave, you won't be able to make a decision."

I have too much attachment to you, too much reluctance, if I don't use this tough way, I can't guarantee that I can let you go.

"Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, so... I choose to alienate you."

If I can't see you, can't hear your voice, I won't miss you crazily, and I won't expect extravagantly to get it.

I'm alienating you, I'm staying away from you, but at the same time, I'm freezing my own heart.

These, you don't understand, and I will never, I don't want you to understand.

Even if I can't wish you to find your own happiness, at least... I don't want you to be influenced by me and miss the opportunity you could have seized.

Everything is as simple as that.

The thousands of words he buried deep in his heart, if he really said it, it was just a few words.

He himself understands what he wants to express, but because of his intentional ambiguity, these words have another meaning in Shui Su's ears.

"Is it because of your illness?" Shui Su's eyes were flushed, his hands were tightly clutching his sleeves, and his voice was hoarse, "Because you were ill that time and almost...almost died. , so you are afraid that if you are with me, you will not be able to give me happiness, and you are afraid that you will drag me down, aren't you?"

Xiao Ze pursed his lips and didn't respond. He couldn't deny that when he made up his mind, he really had this consideration in mind.

If his body was no different from a normal person, even if the person in her heart was Xue Yang, he would use all means to snatch her back.

Even if you use force, you have to tie her to your side.

But my body...is so fragile that if I am not careful, I will never see the sun of tomorrow again.

What will she do then?
If she was really taken over by him, she would lose her right to pursue happiness forever.

If he can always be by her side, he is confident that he will make her happy.

But... He couldn't even guarantee that he could be by her side all the time.

Then what right does he have to get her and possess her?

Since you can't give it... If you can't get it, you can only let it go.

He has no other way out to choose.

Xiao Ze's eyes became more and more serious.

He has been silent all the time, but this kind of silence, in Shui Su's view, is already tantamount to acquiescing.

(End of this chapter)