Reborn Medicine Daughter

Chapter 474 Miao Xue is pregnant, the child will stay (2)
Both Yun and Cheng Peng love their daughters, Su Xinli fell ill a few months before Cheng Lixue died, Cheng Lixue invited many doctors, but they were helpless, so Cheng Lixue came to the White Horse Temple, where he ate fast and prayed for half a day After that, Su Xinli still didn't get better after that, so she was deceived by Fang Jingyi and the others, so she stayed here for more than half of the month before her death. Set foot in this place, and there are people who clean it up, so the house is tidy and clean.

The lotus flower totem carved out of sandalwood divides the huge room into two rooms. The furnishings of the two rooms are extremely simple. One bedroom, in the case of the bedroom, only has a bed, a table, a few stools, and The bookcase and an empty piano stand, in other words, it is a Zen room, enshrining a Jade Guanyin, a small desk below it, with tributes placed on it, candlesticks on both sides, two thick futons on the ground, and a wooden fish next to it, There are also Buddhist beads and scriptures. Incense was burning in the room. It was an extremely fresh and elegant aroma. Su Xinli washed her hands, and then locked herself in the meditation room alone. She looked at the simple and simple things around her, and sat down. She lay on the futon, closed her eyes, and the surroundings were very quiet, not noisy at all. There was the sound of bells ringing next to her ears, as if it could cleanse people's hearts. She picked up the mallet and prayer beads on the table, Knock on the wooden fish one by one, and then chant sutras.

In her previous life, when she indulged in Yan Siming's false tenderness, she was the empress and her son was the prince. This kind of honor and favor always made her very uneasy. There were too many killings in the harem. The hands of several uncles and elder brothers, even hers, were covered with blood. Maybe it was because the life in the harem was too empty and lonely. In addition, under the influence of Cheng Lixue, her Kunli Courtyard also had a small Buddha. Tang, she often used this method to soothe her violent heart and help herself through the long night.

Su Xinli knocked on the wooden fish, twirling the Buddhist beads in her hand, listening to the sound of the bell outside, her disturbed mood gradually calmed down little by little.

Mother, you and brother Quanxia know each other, you must protect me, grandpa and the others, as well as Lan Yishu, don't let anything happen again.All the evil things happened because of her, so if you want to punish, you should punish her.

Su Xinli went in at noon and didn't come out until Youshi. She didn't eat anything in the morning and didn't eat at noon. Cheng Zifeng was worried about her health, so he asked Liuyun to knock on the door. Su Xinli heard There was movement outside, she turned around, looked at the red clouds in the sky outside, and the gorgeous orange on the ground, and realized that it was getting late, she put the things in her hands back to their original positions, then got up and went out, Cheng Zifeng and the others were relieved to see her come out safe and sound.

"Li'er, it's time for dinner, I'm starving to death."

Su Xinli looked at the exaggerated Cheng Zifeng who was rubbing his belly, smiled gently, and nodded.

In fact, she knew that everyone was uneasy. The women in Dingguo's mansion could be treated wholeheartedly and tenderly, but they also suffered from fears that ordinary people would not understand. They should be afraid of war.

Su Xinli and Cheng Shaowei and Cheng Zifeng had just had their fast meal when a young novice came to Su Xinli, explaining that Master Hui wanted to see her, so Su Xinli followed him to Master Minghui's meditation room.

"Master is inside, Mr. Su please."

Su Xinli nodded, pushed open the door, and walked in slowly.Abbot Minghui sat cross-legged on the small couch, the moonlight shone in through the open window, and brought the cool breeze of early autumn. The candles in the room swayed in the wind, but they never went out. On his face, his brows and eyes became more benevolent, and those eyes revealed an indescribable wisdom.

After Su Xinli entered the room, she looked at Minghui, saluted, and then sat down on the seat opposite him. For a while, Su Xinli didn't speak, and Minghui didn't speak either. Quietly you can hear the sound of the wind blowing the leaves.

"I haven't had time to thank Abbot Minghui for what happened last time."

What Su Xinli said was of course the flood. Minghui came forward and said that she was too young to bear such extravagance, so she was lucky enough to "escape disaster". Time will become very difficult and troublesome. If ordinary people come forward, they will not be convincing. An accomplished monk like Minghui is the best choice.

Minghui's expression did not change, and he was still extremely peaceful. He nodded to her, "It's really admirable that Mr. Su saved tens of thousands of people from the suffering of the disaster with a little effort."

Su Xinli just smiled faintly, Minghui could see that she was reborn, so naturally she could guess that the reason why she was able to do what those court ministers could not this time was because of her foresight, and she had made a lot of preparations in advance.

"Master Su's heart is not quiet."

Su Xinli pursed her lips and didn't answer, which seemed to be acquiescence to her words.

"Now, are you calmer?"

When she was in Cheng Lixue's small Buddhist hall just now, she was indeed much calmer, but as soon as she thought about Lan Yishu, she became restless again.

"Yesterday, I had a nightmare. I dreamed that something happened to Lan Yishu. All along, I thought he would be fine. After waking up from the dream, I couldn't fall asleep again."

It was precisely because she didn't have any mental preparations that she was so worried when something that might hurt him happened and he was not under her nose.She knows that there are still many things she hasn't done now, and there are many things waiting for her to deal with, including some things that she herself really wants to do, but now, she doesn't have half the thought.

"It has been more than half a year since I was reborn. When I think about the past life, I often feel that it is just an illusory nightmare, but because it is too real, I am always afraid. The things I don't want to happen in the dream Will repeat."

The reason why Su Xinli couldn't wait to come to the White Horse Temple was because she felt that Minghui was the only one she could confide to unscrupulously.

Minghui sighed, "The world is like a chess game, only by not being attached can we be stable."

Su Xinli pursed her lips, and shook her head in disapproval, "If everything is still running according to the track of my previous life, then what's the point of my rebirth? Is it just to watch my family members be killed with my own eyes? And then bear it again The pain of regret and remorse that would be better than death? Since the gods let me be reborn, it made me change my life against the sky."

When Su Xinli said these words, her expression was extremely firm.

"Is it successful now?"

Minghui stared at Su Xinli, and asked faintly, Su Xinli looked sideways at the full moon outside the window, "Maybe."

(End of this chapter)