Reborn Medicine Daughter

Chapter 889 Consolation (2)
Cheng Shaoting sighed for a long time. This plum garden has carried too many good memories for him, but now, when those memories come to his face, all he can feel is the sadness that things are different and people are different. Regret and chagrin.

"Don't you still have me?" Su Xinli adjusted her sitting posture, sat face to face with Cheng Shaoting, bumped into him with her own wine, she twitched the corners of her mouth, her beautiful winking eyes were clear and transparent, full of tears Encourage and be close.

"Mother is gone, I will drink with you instead of her."

As Su Xinli spoke, she took another sip. The flagon was heavy, and the wine in it was not light. When Su Xinli, who was full of fatigue, raised her hands, she shook slightly, and the mouth of the flagon was a little too big. When she drank, except for part of the wine that flowed into her mouth, part of it fell on her body, wet her clothes, and her neat hair. She took several sips before she stopped, He directly wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, and the action was quite bold.

Cheng Shaoting stared at Su Xinli, she and Lixue really looked alike, when they were young, they had the same temperament, gentle and kind, but I don't know when it started, Li'er changed, she was still the same Kind and intelligent, but her temperament is becoming more and more staunch and strong. When facing the enemy, she is a knife that cannot bend, and she will never give in. At the beginning, Xueer changed because she failed to get the love in her heart. What about Li'er?Cheng Shaoting felt that all of this was due to the accident four years ago that caused Lixue and Li Ren to leave this world. She must have suffered a lot of grievances in the prime minister's mansion, so she was able to act like she is now. so strong.

"Li'er, my uncle is really sorry for you."

Cheng Shaoting caressed Su Xinli's face, his eyes turned red.Su Boran is mercenary, and his attitude towards Li'er is that he is a father when he uses it. If there is nothing to do, he doesn't care about her at all. Because of her status, she is like an orphan girl who is excluded everywhere in the prime minister's house.

"If it wasn't for uncle, your mother wouldn't have died, and neither would your brother. If you were in the prime minister's mansion, you wouldn't be helpless and bullied. If uncle didn't marry Murong Yu back then, what would happen? It's all gone, it's my fault, it's all my fault, I killed Xue'er, Li Ren, and you."

The regret and annoyance in Cheng Shaoting's heart fermented, filling his entire chest. He kept drinking, just to numb his nerves, but his drinking capacity was too good, and it might be because of his own sins. Deeply, he felt a severe pain in his chest, as if it was about to explode, and his head also hurt badly. He frowned tightly, feeling that everything was his responsibility.

Cheng Shaoting stared at Su Xinli, his red eyes were moist, he pursed his lips tightly, the corners of his lips were sharply curved, because of his extreme restraint, the veins on his forehead burst out, he felt that he was a sinful person , if possible, I wish I could die to apologize.

Cheng Shaoting threw the wine jug that he had drunk on the ground casually, and put his hands on his forehead, which was extremely painful, "Why? Li'er, why do you think this is? Am I not good enough? Am I not good enough for her? Why would she do this to me? Treat my closest family members like this? Why would she do this!"

When he said the last sentence, Cheng Shaoting's voice was almost choked up. When he knew that he really wanted to do this, there were thousands of reasons in his heart. After what happened tonight, he was desperate. But there are still thousands of reasons in his heart, too many, and none of them, he can find out the answer, and it is because of this that he feels even more uncomfortable.

What kind of person is he in love with?Why would he fall in love with such a woman?Was he blind at first?
When Cheng Shaoting was thinking this way, he suddenly remembered that Cheng Lixue insisted on marrying Su Boran, and he firmly opposed it. What he said at that time, are you blind?Marry a man like that!Until today, he realized that Lixue's eyes were not blind, she was just confused by something at that time, after all, she had never been interested in Su Boran, he was blind, not only blind in eyes, but also in heart. It was the same, he realized that whether it was him, Li Xue, or the second younger brother, they were all wrong when choosing marriage, and he was even more wrong.

Su Xinli put down the jug in her hand, stood up from the ground, moved a few steps towards Cheng Shaoting, and then squatted in front of him when she was only a few feet away, her hands slowly moved Stretched out to Cheng Shaoting's head, stroking it up and down.

Su Xinli felt sore in her heart, her nose was sore, she pursed her lips tightly, and she also had the urge to cry. She could fully understand Cheng Shaoting's mood, she knew that she had put everything into consideration. The responsibility is all on her, just like when she knew that Dingguo's mansion was ransacked, four words were too painful to describe her at that time, she felt that her existence was superfluous, it should be said that she was a burden The broom star, especially the relatives of Dingguo's mansion, is a disaster star. She really wanted to kill Yan Siming, but she failed, but she hated it deeply. The pain was still unforgettable, she thought, the uncle should be the same, for him, Murong Yu would be a scar in his heart that could never be smoothed away, and even a name was enough to touch his nerves.

"Uncle, there are some things and people in this world that cannot be judged by ordinary people's thinking. You are not wrong. Whether it is mother brother, Aunt Yun, or everything that Dingguo's mansion has experienced recently, it has nothing to do with you. What kind of person Murong Yu is, I don't know, grandma doesn't know, and you don't know, do you? You don't want to, so don't take all the responsibility for things on yourself, we don't have the ability to predict, otherwise If the mother does not marry, she will not marry Su Boran. Su Boran has done so many things that hurt his grandparents to Dingguo's mansion, and I have always been helping the tyrant before. Let him pass the past, don't Worrying about it, the most important thing is that grandpa and grandma are healthy and healthy now, my brothers are safe and sound, and Dingguo's mansion is safe and sound. This is the best result. You look like this, whether it is grandpa and grandma or me A few other brothers will be worried when they see it."

"How are you and your mother like me? The hundreds of years of Dingguo Mansion's foundation was almost destroyed in my hands!" Cheng Shaoting still hung his head, he had no face to look at Su Xinli at all, dare not, no that courage.

Su Xinli supported Cheng Shaoting's chin with both hands, making Cheng Shaoting's gaze meet her, "Uncle, listen, I don't blame you, I didn't before, I haven't now, and I won't in the future, no matter what happens in the future What's the matter, you are in my heart and in my memory, the uncle who loves me, loves me, and protects me. I know and am sure that my mother and brother will not blame you. If you want to say sorry to us, then I can Tell you, it doesn't matter, I forgive you."

(End of this chapter)