Uncle is lucky to marry me

Chapter 1107 My Dream of Love Alone (9)

"Are you willing?" Han Jing asked suddenly.

Ning Xu looked at Han Jing: "So what if you are not reconciled?"

"I have stayed on Shuiqi Island secretly countless times, and watched them love each other in front of others. I haven't thought about rushing up, or finding an opportunity to stop Feng Peining and tell her that the person next to you is mine. My lover is someone I have loved for many, many years." Ning Xu suddenly smiled: "But can I? Can I do this? Can I destroy the peace he finally got? If this is what he wants Yes, then I will fulfill him."

"But if I make it perfect, he can't make myself perfect. I know that sooner or later I will be depressed to the point of madness, and I will die sooner or later. I will die in the most cruel way in the world. I will die in ashes and leave nothing behind. Only then can I forget him and I can Let go of this relationship."

"So you used such an extreme method? You made everyone into marionettes, and then you led a puppet to fulfill your dreams every day. Are you really happy?" Han Jing looked at Ning Xu : "I don't like to be nosy, but my brother was accidentally poisoned by the puppet grass you planted. We happened to meet Xiaoqi again, and finally found this place. I don't think you are pitiful, so I want to be with you." You talk, I just think, you might need someone to listen to you, because you already made all the decisions, didn't you?"

Just now Xiao Qi whispered in her ear, Ning Xu he was already ready to die, he was just regretting, in this life, in the end, his story is still his own story, no one can listen to it He said something.

So Han Jing proposed to chat with him.

If this is his last wish, she is willing to do good deeds every day.

But after listening to Ning Xu's words, she felt sad again. She felt that if this matter ended like this, it would actually be a very cruel thing.

"There is one thing, it's a secret, I never told anyone, if it weren't for the fact that you were about to die, I certainly wouldn't want to tell you, but even at this last moment, you I don't have time anymore, but I still want to tell you, I want you to understand that in a person's life, there is really not only one thing, not only one way to live." Han Jing sighed, Then I briefly told him the story of Su Yaozheng: "So I admire my mother very much. Even though she chose the wrong way to solve her feelings at the beginning, time has proved that a wrong start does not necessarily mean a mistake. You have to believe in many things in fate, perhaps it is the best arrangement. Although the relationship between you and Shui Jingmo for so many years has occupied the whole of your life, but you still haven't figured out one truth, that is, he Did he ever love you? Did he really abandon you because of responsibility, or did he never love you, but simply did not reject you? You have lived in your own world for so long, and you don’t even have an answer , are you really willing?"

Han Jing looked at Ning Xu: "So I asked you if you are willing, not to ask if you are willing to end up like this in the end, but to ask you, there is no answer. After so many years of love so unclear, even with myself Are you willing to ruin it together and spend your whole life?"

(End of this chapter)