Put love in the fridge

Chapter 129 Because of Lack of Security

Ying Zijing shook her head, but was still crying.

Shi Yixian was silent for a moment: "Then Ying Zijing, do you hate me?"

Zijing paused for a few seconds this time.

She found this question extremely difficult to answer.

Does she hate Shi Yixian?
She couldn't tell herself how she felt about him.

Sometimes I think he is very annoying, but she is always hard on him.

"If you don't hate it, do you like it?" Shi Yixian asked again.

Ying Zijing couldn't answer this question either.

She has never met such a person, neither does she hate it, nor does she like it, but...he is not a stranger.

Shi Yixian sighed slightly.

He looked helplessly at the night ahead.

Ying Zijing gave him a sense of frustration, as if no matter what he did, he couldn't melt her cold shell.

He can't get into her heart.

He also looked at the front in a little confusion, and nodded: "I like you, don't I need to reiterate this?"

However, Ying Zijing still choked up and asked him: "Why?"

His feelings for her were so inexplicable that she couldn't figure it out at all.

"Why?" Shi Yixian thought it was funny, "Do you need to ask why you like someone? If you like someone, you like it. Because you like her, you think everything is good about her. Do you need an explanation?"

Ying Zijing continued to shake her head: "I don't understand."

Shi Yixian suddenly approached her.

He looked at Ying Zijing's face carefully: "When I see you, I feel that I want to watch you forever, stay by your side all the time, want to have you, always have you. This is the feeling, if you don't understand , I have no way to explain it. But I didn't lie, I have no purpose. If I have to say there is, then being with you is my purpose."

Ying Zijing was silent.

"Have you loved anyone before?" Shi Yixian asked again.

Ying Zijing shook her head.

"Then why did you agree to Liang Diming to be with him?" Shi Yixian asked again.

Ying Zijing sniffed: "Even if I agreed to get along with him, I haven't been hugged or kissed by him, I haven't even held hands. It's just a relationship. But what about you?"

She looked at Shi Yixian, with a little bit of resentment in her tearful eyes.

Shi Yixian felt that even her expression was so beautiful that it made one's heart palpitate.

They stared at each other like this for a moment.

Shi Yixian suddenly smiled, sat back in his driving seat, and restarted the car: "Then it's okay, I will be the first man you fall in love with."

Ying Zijing didn't answer him again.

She finds herself somewhat avoiding things about relationships.

There are some things she can't say...

She couldn't tell Shi Yixian where the real unstable factors in her heart were.

It is impossible for her to tell Shi Yixian what she has experienced...

Xiaosan brought her illegitimate daughter into the house. The happiness of the family, the kindness of the father and the love of the husband and wife were all fake.

As losers and her children, they were thrown out of the house.

Her mother died young, and the burden of life was like an unbearable stone, weighing on her body.

She had to be strong, had to transform herself into a shrewd and capable woman.I have to let myself be indifferent, stay away from human emotions, be independent and not attached to anyone.

All of this, she couldn't even tell her younger brother, she could only wear a mask and arm herself with a strong heart, as if she didn't care about everything, as if she was calm about everything.

She can't tell Shi Yixian: she feels insecure.

(End of this chapter)