Put love in the fridge

Chapter 212 Will You Be Grudge
"I'm sorry." Zijing said suddenly.

Shi Yixian also held Zijing's hand, he raised his head and looked at her with clear eyes: "Why?"

Zijing worried: "I shouldn't mention eating soil..."

Shi Yixian couldn't help laughing.

"It's okay." He patted the back of Zijing's hand and said softly, "Aren't you here?"

As he said this, he suddenly took Zijing's hand and looked at it carefully.

After a while, he raised his eyebrows and asked Zijing, "Did I pinch you like this?"

There were shallow bruises on Zijing's hands, which were obviously pinched by human hands.

"Yeah." Zijing didn't hide anything, he pinched it, and she didn't care much anyway.

Shi Yixian then cupped this hand to his lips, and kissed gently but closely: "I'm sorry... I don't know..."

Zijing didn't resist, but let him kiss.

After an unknown amount of time, she withdrew her hand in embarrassment. She dodged her eyes, and she dared not look at Shi Yixian: "That, let's offset it."

If it wasn't for taking her to "eat dirt", they wouldn't have gone to the construction site, and they wouldn't have seen that horrific scene.

"No." Shi Yixian propped himself up a little with his elbows, and stared at Zijing earnestly, "I still owe you a lot, if it wasn't for you... I probably... don't know where I would go..."

Zijing raised her head, she met Shi Yixian's eyes.

His gaze seemed to burn her eyes, causing her heart to skip a beat for no reason.

But she didn't look away, she just asked him: "Has this happened before?"

"Rarely." Shi Yixian replied calmly, "After recovering, this is probably only the second time. After all...jumping from a building...is not so easy to come across..."

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Why does this sound embarrassing.

Shi Yixian sat up, put his hands on his knees, frowned, as if he was recalling the past: "The last time, it was not in public, but a movie was shown in the home theater. I didn't expect that there would be such a Such a plot... But my discomfort didn't last long, after all, it was just an image, and it took about a few minutes to recover."

Having said that, he suddenly reached out and grabbed Zijing's hand.

"Ying Zijing." He suddenly had a little inexplicable fear, "Would you...it's very embarrassing that I have such a..."

Do you mind that he has such a past, and do you mind the haze that this past brings to him...

Zijing shook her head almost subconsciously.

After several seconds of silence between the two, she said slowly, "You can't choose this."

She looked into his eyes: "Our birth, what kind of things we will encounter, we can't choose. When I was young, every time I encountered misfortune, I would ask myself, is it because of my fault? Is it because I didn't do well enough that I made things like this..."

Speaking of this, Zijing's eyes were slowly covered with mist.

She remembered the long past.

When a third party entered her family brazenly, when her father drove her mother out of the house, she always asked, did she do something wrong?
Or, is it because of her existence that all this is caused?
It was not until a long time later that she came out of this haze of self-blame.

At that time, she finally understood that she was not at fault at all, and how her parents would become was something that she could not choose and control as a child.

(End of this chapter)