Put love in the fridge

Chapter 268 Thinking You Should Love Me

Ying Zijing used to think that the vigorous love, the life-and-death love, only existed in works of art.

It is an emotional utopia conceived by artists.

She thinks that love is a self-deceiving cloak, an excuse for a man and a woman to numb themselves in order to start a family, and the "emperor's new clothes" worn in order to reproduce.

Until she met Shi Yixian...

Although there were many men who had pursued her and paid a lot for her.

But Ying Zijing thinks that she has never enjoyed what can be called "extreme pampering".

The ultimate love of a man for a woman.

If you want his life, he can give it immediately; if you want the moon in the sky, he will spend all he has to pick it for you.

He regards pleasing you and pampering you as his greatest goal in life, and his highest honor and spiritual enjoyment.

Apart from him, I will never find someone who loves me like this in my life...

When a person thinks this way, maybe it is the moment when she falls into this relationship.

Once this kind of favor is obtained, who will let it slip through the fingers.

I am afraid that they will be more and more grasping with worries about gains and losses.

Thinking of this, Ying Zijing couldn't help holding Shi Yixian's hand.

At that time, he was lying beside her.

Zijing thought he was asleep, but he was not.

"What are you thinking?" he asked her.

"Miss you." Zijing answered him quietly.

The night was so deep, she also felt tired, but he was still circling in her mind.

"What do you miss me?" Shi Yixian asked again.

"I think you should love me." Zijing replied again.

Shi Yixian turned sideways, leaving a little distance between him and her.

Now, he has learned how to guard his last restraint by her side: "This is not an should, but an affirmation. What about you?"

"I think, I must also love you." Zijing immediately replaced the two words.

Shi Yixian also held Zijing's face.

"Can I kiss you?" he asked.

Zijing didn't answer, but slowly moved closer.

They gradually hugged each other.

For Shi Yixian at this moment, the night is always long and difficult, but fortunately, he keeps reminding himself in his heart that he won't wait any longer.

Every night and morning is a torture and test for him.

But after experiencing these, he will feel that she is more valuable...

It would be absolutely impossible for him to use this kind of energy to love another woman in this life.

He had given all his passion to her.

There is no extra bit to give to others.

Sometimes, he even thinks pessimistically that if one day the two of them will separate, maybe he will still go on the secular path, marry a wife and have children, and live a life that a normal person would lead.

It's just that that woman will no longer be her.

Then his life might be like that.

If the ice sheet loses its only flame, it will fall into an eternal void and coldness.

Sometimes the more aggressive and cruel you are, the more pessimistic you will be.

Walking on the edge of human nature that ordinary people can't understand all the year round, in fact, he holds the belief that his body will be broken all the time.

He had already lost too much, as if he had made a deal with the devil, and exchanged everything he lost for countless glory and wealth.

Therefore, regarding the fact that he could have her in his life, he always had a premonition that it would not last long.

(End of this chapter)