Put love in the fridge

Chapter 894
Ying Zixin turned his head and looked at Tang Manlu, the sadness in his eyes became more and more intense.

"I'm not her real brother. I was born to my parents." He said, "I knew it very early, I knew it when I was a child."

Tang Manlu was dumb again.

She knew that Ying Zixin's parents were divorced, but she never thought that Ying Zixin was not a child of this family at all.

Seeing that Tang Manlu didn't speak, Ying Zixin continued to say alone: ​​"After I found out about this, I couldn't believe it very much. Because my mother and sister treated me very well and indulged me except my father. Of course, my father treated my sister very well. Not good either. So I... I really can't believe it."

Tang Manlu was silent for a while, and then said: "I understand you."

She knew that Ying Zixin needed to talk tonight, so she didn't want to say too much, but prepared to be a quiet listener.

Ying Zixin let out a long breath: "I seem to have two extreme thoughts in my heart. One of them wants me to be a good son and a good student, no matter whether I am a child of this family or not, I accept such love and Caring, I can’t let them down. And the other is suspicion and suspicion, I always feel... I’m not from this family, they can’t tolerate me like relatives, so I always do a lot of work at the same time. Things that are contradictory to good boys, just like I told you just now, there are many girlfriends...I even cut classes and fight..."

Tang Manlu raised her eyes and looked at Ying Zixin: "Then, have you ever loved anyone?"

After she asked this sentence, she saw Ying Zixin's eyes flicker for a moment, and then he immediately looked away, which meant dodging.

"I have never loved any girlfriend who is in love." That's all he said.

Tang Manlu knew that the person he loved had never been obtained.

A bold guess took shape in her mind.

"Does your sister... know what you're thinking?" she asked.

Ying Zixin shook her head in ecstasy: "She doesn't know...she only knows how to give. She is proud of me. Even if I do a lot of outrageous things, she will always tolerate me and care about me."

After saying these words, he suddenly buried his head down and covered his forehead.

Tang Manlu looked at him with some pity: "She doesn't know anything, right?"

Ying Zixin shook his head, he suddenly showed extreme pain.

The voice was also a little choked up.

"What can I say? I behaved so badly in front of her, I don't know what to do, even if we are not related by blood. I don't know how to tell her... I'm afraid she will find out, and I don't know anything about her Disappointed by not knowing...I don't know what I am? Maybe it's just because of my fascination with my family, maybe it's just because I think of her as a spiritual support. I...I just don't want to lose her...but she is always If she wants to marry, she will always leave me...I can't tell her...I really...From the time I knew I was not a child of the Hua family, I really felt insecure. Hua Chengyuan abandoned our mother and child The three of them, because of me, my mother died, and I lost another relative, and when she leaves... I really have nothing..."

Tang Manlu finally understood why Ying Zixin was unwilling to confide in her as a psychiatrist.

Because he is actually very clear about his own psychological state, and he understands his own heart better than anyone else.

(End of this chapter)