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Chapter 739 Qinlan, wait for me, okay? (9)

"It's not that you decide everything selfishly by yourself. Have you ever asked me what I think? Just because you say that you don't want me to worry, can you push me away from your side as an excuse to love me? Have you ever I never thought about how desperate I was at that time."

A person can never understand another person's thoughts.

"Qinlan, I..."

However, Wan Chengming couldn't argue.

Xia Qinlan was still standing some distance away from him, watching him from a distance, her emotions accumulated to such an extent that she was almost suffocated.

"Wan Chengming, do you know what happened after I left you? At that time, Auntie was very sick, and Mengxi lost her child in a car accident and wanted to die. And Xiaoxuan's condition changed again. It was serious... I took care of the three of them by myself, and I told myself that I could survive. But later, Mengxi lost her life in an accident in the amusement park, and my aunt didn't survive for a week... I was in such a short period of time. Lost two relatives in that time."

"Qinlan, calm down!"

"Wan Chengming...you don't know how miserable I was to live during that time...I don't know that I got depression again, I don't know how many times I thought about suicide, because I really supported I can't go down..."

Xia Qinlan really felt wronged.

However, Wan Chengming looked at her collapsed appearance, his heart ached as if he would stop breathing in the next second.

"Qinlan, I know, I know... I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I wasn't by your side, I'm sorry that I hurt you so much because of my decision! I always knew it because I couldn't control it. I went to the hospital to look for you. Qinlan, I am really heartbroken, I can feel every bit of pain you are suffering. "

But at that time, he hadn't confirmed whether the poison in Xiaoxuan's body was increasing.

Everything he has done has not waited for a result. For Xiaoxuan, for her, he must continue to be cruel.

However, he made no excuses.

"Wan Chengming, after you let me go through so many things, how can I forgive you? You have already destroyed me, I just stood up just now, and every wound on my body is still very painful. It hurts, I can't forget it."

Suddenly, Xia Qinlan clutched her head in pain, leaned her back against the wall, and fell to the ground little by little.

Wan Chengming laughed at himself, without her, he would have looked like a walking dead.

"Qinlan, I know you will hate me..."

"Why can't I hate you? Wan Chengming, what hurts me the most is not that you push me away from me, but that you know that I love you so much, but you want me to deny and question you a little bit. Little by little it turned into hatred."

Her love is so careful.

Once hurt, you will never have the courage to love again.

Xia Qinlan curled up her body, buried her head in her knees, and heard a voice that she couldn't tell whether it was laughing or crying.

"Wan Chengming, you are so cruel... You made me hate you in order to protect me and Xiaoxuan, but now that I know the truth, you still make me hate you... Where did you put my heart? You No matter how I face you, you throw the problem to me... I am wrong, I am right, you are so selfish!"

"..."

At this moment, Wan Chengming had lost the strength to speak.

(End of this chapter)