I'm waiting for you in my memory

Chapter 20 I may not like it, but I will eventually get used to it (1)
Since the unexpected and shocking "quilt door" incident, since the secret passage has been exposed, Situ Jue used that small window to get in and out even more frantically.She would sneak in when Yao Qiyun was still in the room, and disappear from the window in front of his face, or suddenly appear from the outside when he was sitting quietly at the desk studying hard, stepping on the table and walking lightly He jumped on the floor and brought in a few fallen leaves of Four Seasons Green, completely as if he had entered the land of no one.

During this process, they usually seldom communicate. Situ Jue has always adhered to the principle of "don't speculate and talk more than half a sentence", and Yao Qiyun seems to have completely lost interest in talking to her after repeated confrontations.Most of the time, he chooses to turn a blind eye to her behavior. Even if she comes here wearing stars and moons, he doesn't even want to lift his eyelids. At most, after she successfully enters the room, he brushes off the dust she brought in with a cold face. That expression, as if she was an uninvited cricket.

At first, Situ Jue was uneasy about whether Yao Qiyun would inform her parents, but after waiting for a while without hearing anything, he finally confirmed that he really had no intention of telling the truth.She also didn't know why the hypocritical villain who had always been willing to be her parents' eagle dog and took pleasure in "complaining for rewards" kept his mouth shut only on this matter.After thinking for a long time, she finally found the most reasonable reason, that is, Yao Qiyun was afraid that her parents would get to the bottom of it after they knew about it, and accidentally pull out the story of her hiding under his blanket that night.He also lied that time, and if Situ Jue bit back, he wouldn't be able to clean it up by jumping into the Yellow River. Even if Situ Jiuan believed in his character, it would damage the "perfect image" he worked so hard to create. So kind.

Occasionally, once or twice, Situ Jue would feel a little apologetic. Would it be too much for him to use other people's room as a portal so blatantly?But every time this spark of "conscience" would be dispelled by the disgust and indifference in his eyes.This room was originally hers, if it wasn't for him, it wouldn't have led to the current situation.Therefore, whenever she felt uneasy, she only had to think about his hatefulness, and not only would she be at ease immediately, but she would even wish to be even more mad at him to death.

However, getting Yao Qiyun mad is a difficult and huge project. He hides his emotions too well. Most of the time, he is like a person without emotions, rarely laughs heartily, and rarely loses control of his anger.He is always steady, silent, polite, well-behaved, with a kind of caution and self-control far beyond his age.

Situ Jue once secretly overheard his mother commenting on him in front of his father, "Qiyun is a kid who can't be faulted, but can't be seen through. I admit that he is sensible, but I always feel that after such a long time layer."

Situ Jiu'an replied to his wife, "Children who come out of that environment are like this. They will inevitably grow older. How about the children of the poor who have already taken charge of their families? Those who have never suffered are as heartless as your daughter. I Look, this kid is not bad, he is down-to-earth, and has a good character and temperament. As for the 'separate layer' you mentioned, it will be fine if you get along with him for a long time."

In school, Yao Qiyun was also a loner, he didn't have many friends, and he didn't make trouble or fight with others.He and Situ Jue rarely greet each other when they meet at school, so not many people know about their relationship, but Wu Jiang and Meimei are friends who have a good relationship with Situ Jue.The few words Situ Jue heard about Yao Qiyun from other people were either "introverted" or "a taciturn weirdo with braces on".Even a girl like Meimei has said in front of Situ Jue more than once that although Yao Qiyun is not aggressive at all, and is far from "vicious", for some reason, he always feels a little scared when he sees him.Probably this is also the reason why not many people deliberately provoke and bully him because he is new here and doesn't fit in well.After all, everyone knows the truth that "a dog that can't bark bites".

Situ Jue can understand where Meimei's "fear" comes from.Yao Qiyun has a sense of alienation and gloom in his bones, as if he has built a barrier between himself and the outside world, which was especially obvious when she first met him.But what she knew better than others was that he was actually not that unpredictable.

He doesn't like to talk, in addition to his personality, it's more because he doesn't want his accent to attract attention and ridicule; he doesn't smile, part of the reason is that the braces are too ugly; he doesn't like to communicate with people , not because his eyes are higher than the top or because he is naturally withdrawn, but because he has low self-esteem from the bottom of his heart and is afraid of being rejected, so he simply rejected others from the beginning.

More importantly, although his emotions are well hidden, it does not mean that he has no emotions.

He'd be sweating too, like the night her dad raided;
He will also be anxious and worry about gains and losses. Whenever he tries to make everything perfect at home, he will meet Xue Shaoping's gentle but reserved eyes;
He would also blush and become embarrassed, for example, when he walked out of the bathroom half naked after taking a shower, he was bumped into by Situ Jue who came uninvited, and she looked him up and down with his mouth curled up;
He would also get angry, although it was not common, but at least Situ Jue was "fortunate" to see him a few times.The more "flaming anger" was burning in his heart, the harder he had to suppress it, his face looked like a normal person, but his eyes were as cold as poisonous snakes.

Of course, he wasn't all that annoying all the time.When her father punished her to do housework, he would share some of it without saying a word; on gloomy mornings, he would always bring an extra umbrella, and after school, when many people stood watching the rain and sighing under the teaching building, he would quietly pass by her Give her the umbrella; after the night of self-study, he always waits for her to go home together, intentionally or unintentionally.When she was chatting and laughing with a group of friends, he fell far behind. When everyone dispersed and she walked the last short distance alone, his footsteps were just a few steps away.

Although many of these actions were instructed by her parents, Situ Jue was not completely indifferent.For this reason, at school and in front of her friends, although she kept a distance from Yao Qiyun, she never said anything wrong with him. When someone who knew about their relationship made fun of Yao Qiyun in front of her face, she would also Often take the initiative to ask to end the topic.

The reason why she and Yao Qiyun can't be friends is because their relationship always softens and improves a little bit, then encounters the next bigger friction, and then dislikes each other again.

He hated her while taking care of her.

Similarly, she hated him and pitied him at the same time.

That's how life is. Two people live under the same roof. They may not like each other, but sooner or later they will get used to each other.

It's as if Situ Jue doesn't know, since when, she gradually figured out Yao Qiyun's temper in the constant battle of wits and courage, and unconsciously became the person who understands him best.

Situ Jue and Yao Qiyun went from being at odds with each other like a cat meeting a dog at the beginning, to later on doing their own thing, generally peacefully getting along with each other, which made Situ Jiu'an, who had been worried that Yao Qiyun wouldn't fit into the family and would be bullied by Situ Jue, put it down a little. Heart.But women's hearts are more delicate. Once Xue Shaoping went downstairs, she happened to bump into Situ Jue who came out of Yao Qiyun's room, and she became very suspicious.

Needless to say, at that time Situ Jue just used Yao Qiyun's room as a passage again, but facing her mother's scolding, she had to lie, saying that she went in to discuss homework with Yao Qiyun.

Xue Shaoping didn't say anything at the time, and called her daughter into the room afterwards, closed the door, and asked her seemingly casually, "You and Qiyun seem to have a much better relationship recently?"

Situ Jue is not a fool. Ever since she entered the so-called puberty, her mother has been watching her very closely, for fear that her daughter will be easily provoked and get the signs of puppy love. Even a well-know boy like Wu Jiang has forced her to keep A certain distance, let alone others.When Situ Jue and Yao Qiyun had a tense fight before, Xue Shaoping pretended to be a peacemaker, but she didn't worry too much, but now that she found out that her daughter was sneaking out of his room at night, how could she not be nervous.

"Who has a good relationship with him? If it weren't for our chemistry teacher to be their homeroom teacher, I wouldn't need to ask him for key questions, just to see his face?" Situ Jue pursed his lips deliberately.

Xue Shaoping was skeptical, but still told her carefully, and still told her not to make trouble with Yao Qiyun, but she must not get too close.

From his mother's words this time, Situ Jue realized some hidden meanings.Unlike her father's attitude of wanting her to "be in the same family" with Yao Qiyun, her mother's attitude towards Yao Qiyun is quite cautious, at least she absolutely does not want Situ Jue to have an ambiguous relationship with Yao Qiyun day and night.Out of helplessness, she recognized the "adopted son" her husband insisted on bringing back, but she would never accept that the "adopted son" would further become a "son-in-law".

This attitude made Situ Jue let go of a stone in her heart. She was worried that Wu Jiang's crow's mouth would become a reality. With her father's love for Yao Qiyun, it is very possible that she and Yao Qiyun will be matched in the future.

Just thinking about it gave her nightmares at night.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with Xue Shaoping's sensitivity as a mother, but the direction is not right.At this time, Situ Jue was indeed urging the first peach blossom in her life under the spring breeze of hormones, but the object was definitely not Yao Qiyun.

It was a boy in Wu Jiang's class named Lian Quan.He was a year older than Situ Jue, and was already in the third year of high school at that time.Situ Jue has heard of Lianquan's reputation for a long time. Like Situ Jue, he is the focus of the school. Since the first year of high school, Situ Jue has often heard Meimei and the others talking about Lianquan.How to translate this into the adjectives of high school students, nothing more than being handsome, good in sports, good grades, liked by the teacher, yearned for by girls... Because I often go to Wu Jiang, it is not that Situ Jue and Lian Quan have never met each other, but they have not met each other. Not particularly impressed.According to the rumors, he is an extremely proud person, few people can catch his eyes.

It stands to reason that it is usually difficult for an extremely proud person to have any intersection with another extremely arrogant person.This is the case with Situ Jue and Lian Quan.

The problem was at a school sports meeting. Situ Jue and Meimei cheered for the players in their class on the playground. The high jump and long jump were the strengths of their class, but the laurels were taken away by another person. spring.At that time, Situ Jue was standing right where he landed, watching him lightly landed amidst cheers, but she, who should have been annoyed by the players in her class, noticed when he inadvertently shook the sweat off his face and grinned. That is really a good-looking boy, like a white crystal under the sun, every angle is translucent, reflecting the scorching light.She likes to look at such boys.

At the award ceremony, Situ Jue, a member of the school etiquette team, held up a tray and followed the principal to personally award the trophy to Lian Quan.When passing by him, Situ Jue couldn't help smiling at him, but at that time he didn't respond.

(End of this chapter)