I'm waiting for you in my memory

Chapter 35 The starry sky that exists only for memory (2)
He avoided her hand, pressed it on his bent knee, and restrained his smile when he spoke, "Okay, I'm wrong this time, don't be angry, are you okay?"

Situ Jue's eyes turned hot, but his mouth was still brave, "What nonsense, I'm fine! You go out quickly, don't blame me if you are seen!"

"The face is bloodless and you still pretend? Stomach pain can be big or small, do you know? You, you don't know how to take care of yourself at all."

Situ Jue exploded when he heard that, "My mother is not here now, and I won't speak ill of you when I go back. Why are you pretending now? Besides, I'm not that pitiful, and I don't need anyone to take care of me."

"Speaking of it, this is the matter. From the beginning to the end, I helped her just as a passer-by. No matter who encounters her situation, I will do the same. Ah Jue, can you try not to Wear colored glasses to see a person, she is not as treacherous and evil as you think. If it were you, if you meet an ordinary person, you can help her with a little effort, would you refuse? Besides, if What do you think I did wrong, you can say it, why bother to be bored?"

"You don't need to say this in front of me. This is your business and has nothing to do with me. This is my tent, and it's a single-person tent, single-person. Do you understand what that means?" Situ Jue pushed him away without any explanation.

Yao Qiyun blurted out angrily, "Situ Jue, you care so much about me and her, are you jealous?"

Situ Jue was furious, "Fuck you, you don't even look in the mirror. You're talking nonsense, hurry up, I don't want to see you anymore."

Yao Qiyun resisted her outstretched hand, and continued: "If it's because of what I said, then you and those boys have been fighting fiercely, what did I say?"

"You still have the face to criticize me? Have you ever cared about my life? I am in pain, but you are in joy!" Situ Jue threw everything he could catch at him, because the two were too close, The tent was too narrow, and most of the things that hit him bounced back on her.

Yao Qiyun didn't know how he held her in his arms. The reason he gave himself was: only in this way can she be immobilized and never act wild again.

"I admit it's my fault, okay? Let's stop arguing. Ah Jue, let's talk about it later. Your complexion is bad and you are covered in sweat..."

"It's not you who are suffering."

"How do you know I don't feel bad seeing you like this?"

Situ Jue stopped talking, and the two hugged each other in the tent out of breath. The eerie silence lasted for a long time, as if no one wanted to reveal it or break it.

In the end, Yao Qiyun smiled wryly and said: "It's better that no one outside sees it, otherwise, based on the movement just now, one would think that something... bad is going on inside."

"Aren't you doing it now?" Situ Jue used to argue with him, but the words sounded a bit ambiguous, she blushed and explained superfluously, "I mean you imprisoned my personal freedom, it's so bad. "

Yao Qiyun let go of her, suddenly his face changed, and he turned away abruptly.

"What the hell?" Situ Jue looked at his red ears and asked wonderingly.After a while, I realized that I was messing around with him just now, and the thin blanket on my body was useless. When I lowered my head, I saw two bare legs under my T-shirt.

With an "ah", she covered herself with a blanket, "It's all you!"

Yao Qiyun held back a smile and said, "Yes, I'm all to blame for everything. But can you put away your quick temper occasionally, always indiscriminately, regardless of the first and the last."

"You know what to say about me. Anyway, I'm not good at anything, so she's fine with everything, right?" Situ Jue said angrily.

Yao Qiyun said seriously: "It's because of you that I say that, if it's someone else, what does it matter to me?"

Situ Jue stuck out his head from under the blanket, "You mean, she's someone else?"

"nonsense!"

Situ Jue let out a "hum", but miraculously his mood suddenly brightened.The wind made the tent move, Yao Qiyun touched her bare arm, "Is it cold?"

She nodded, wrapping the blanket tighter, the long-sleeved hoodie would have at least covered it if she still had it.

"How about I go find you a dress?" Yao Qiyun said before going out.

Situ Jue grabbed him, "Where are you going to find it? I don't wear other people's clothes." She looked him up and said, "No grace, why don't you take off your own clothes and put them on me, that's how it's done in TV dramas. "

Yao Qiyun was angry and funny, "It's not that I don't want to take it off for you, it's just this one on me, and the male protagonist in the TV series won't take it off, right?"

Situ Jue lay down, Yao Qiyun tucked the blanket for her, her curled posture told him that her stomach pain had not completely disappeared.

"Yao Qiyun, you can talk to me." Situ Jue said vaguely.

"Go to sleep."

She moved her body and patted the vacant space beside her, "Can you lie down?"

Yao Qiyun was stunned for a moment, he was hesitant at first, but he couldn't bear to refuse.He carefully lay on his side next to her. The space-saving function of this one-person tent is really unambiguous at all, and the two young people who are not fat have to get very close, so close that Situ Jue's hair scratches. It made his face itch.He could smell her shampoo and the thumping of her heart through her back.This kind of sleeping method is actually not comfortable at all. If you ask "whether it is cold or not", it will be a silly question, because he is like an ant on a hot pot when he is close at hand.

However, Situ Jue came to add fuel to the fire, she groped to find his hand, and grabbed it into the blanket.The moment Yao Qiyun touched her skin, there was a bang in Yao Qiyun's head. He restrained himself, fearing that his hands would be disobedient, so he almost bit his lips.

He originally wanted to say: "Ah Jue, wouldn't it be good for us to do this?" But the other self was selfishly conniving at his own greed, why did he say something so hypocritical that completely deviated from the voice in his heart.No matter where she would take his hand, from the day when he started to wake up ignorantly, he held her photo in his hand, isn't this what he was thinking about?
His hand landed on her waist, feeling the soft curve, and she led him further down.Just when he felt that he couldn't take it anymore, Situ Jue pressed his hand and stopped somewhere.The tide of Yao Qiyun's passion finally hit a rock of reason, where her stomach was hurting.He almost died of shame for his filth.Situ Jue just hoped that he would comfort her pain, but he was blindly dreaming.

"What are you thinking?" Situ Jue, who was surprised by his inexplicable silence, turned his head slightly and asked.

Her breath hit the edge of his cheek.Yao Qiyun closed his eyes, he couldn't say: "I'm thinking of you."

"I was thinking about the first time I met you." He had to lie.

Situ Jue seemed quite interested in this topic, "I know, you came to my house in the afternoon, and my dad led you, and you were so ugly then."

"No, not that time."

"I shouldn't remember wrongly." Situ Jue said suspiciously.

Yao Qiyun smiled and said: "Don't you remember? I was still in my hometown at that time, you probably just entered the second year of junior high school, I remember you were wearing a pink skirt with many braids."

"It's all my mother's idea." Situ Jue vaguely knew that he was talking about the time when her father took her to the countryside to "experience life".The strange thing is that she wanted to break her head, but she couldn't remember meeting Yao Qiyun that day.

As if he could hear the voice in her heart, Yao Qiyun continued: "It's not surprising that you don't have an impression of me, because there were too many people who came to see you in the village at that time, and you were curious about too many things. I still remember you smiling and saying Handing out chocolates brought from town."

"Then did I give you chocolate too?" Situ Jue got excited and wanted to sit up, but was pushed back by Yao Qiyun, so he had to lie obediently and listen to him.

"Well, I'm still a drunk."

"Is that when you started to like me?" she asked brazenly.

Yao Qiyun is used to her narcissism, and let out a few muffled laughs from his chest, "If you hadn't been chased so embarrassingly by my neighbor's chicken, and got pecked on your butt in the end, maybe I would have liked it at that time." on you."

"Why did you like to hide in the dark and watch me make a fool of myself from the very beginning!" Apparently Situ Jue still remembered this, and complained in a low voice.

Yao Qiyun didn't tell her that instead of saying that he fell in love with Situ Jue that day, it's better to say that what he loved was a pink and charming dream in his gloomy life, a life that was elusive and unattainable, a life that he knew was impossible to let it go. Unscrupulous desire to grow wildly.She aroused his secret greed as moss to a flower in the sun, as a cloud to the moon.

That day, after she and Uncle Situ left, he secretly put that piece of chocolate into his mouth, and then Yao Qiyun, who had never shed tears even when his mother left and his father was seriously ill, cried for no reason.He should not have tasted such cruelty as lighting a torch in a world that had never seen the light, and then extinguishing it, so that he hated the horror of the dark all the more.He knows too well that she is like that piece of liqueur chocolate, no matter how sweet it is, no matter how carefully it is held on the tip of the tongue, when it melts, there will be no more next time, no more.

Until...until even fate heard his humble begging and gave him the turning point he dreamed of. He didn't want to go back to the past, don't go back to the world filled with misfortune, just let him continue to live in this dream, he anything.

Situ Jue fell asleep drowsily, the difficulty of turning over and the sweltering heat made her realize that she was not sleeping in her own small bed.She stood up and saw Yao Qiyun who seemed to be sleeping with his eyes closed.This discovery made her feel extremely strange.

She had never seen him asleep before.

Situ Jue opened the skylight on the top of the tent, and let his eyes wander between his faces with the help of the bright lights outside all night.His face was thin and his eyebrows were very delicate. If he didn't frown all the time, he would definitely look better.The corners of his eyes are still slightly downward, making him look lonely and gloomy, with a straight nose and a pointed chin.Situ Jue couldn't find the right words to describe his appearance.Many years later, she accompanied Linxi abroad to watch a suffocating literary film called "The Best Time". In the dream, in fact, Zhang Zhen in the movie made her feel familiar, isn't it because he is somewhat similar to Yao Qiyun?
However, at this time, Situ Jue was looking at the real Yao Qiyun in her own "best time".Looking at it, she suddenly covered her chest, as if something was about to move inside, as soon as she let go, a gleaming red heart would immediately jump out and hit him, with three nasty words written on it. big characters.

This is reflected from his face, the most naked and true self.

Situ Jue wanted to cheer loudly in this sudden enlightenment, but she held back, lowered her head and approached stealthily, since he was asleep, she would take advantage of it.

Yao Qiyun kept the posture with his face slightly facing the opposite side. Situ Jue wanted to kiss his lips secretly, but the angle was wrong. Trying to do so would only wake him up, which was really not worthwhile.She had no choice but to take the next best thing and lightly pecked his cheek, which was already very satisfying, but the gossiping Tiangong is really beautiful, Yao Qiyun frowned in the dream, turned over, but did not wake up.

Now, his entire face was in front of her, allowing her to do whatever she wanted.Situ Jue leaned over with a snickering smile, brushed his lips lightly, and didn't stop at the end, insisting on licking his lips as if playing a prank.

She thought: If Yao Qiyun knew that he was being treated lightly like this, he would definitely die of anger.Yes, just piss him off!
After she succeeded, she held her already blushing face, made a victory posture, and went to sleep contentedly.I don't know if it was because she moved too much to fall asleep again, but this time, Yao Qiyun moved and woke up completely.

"Situ Jue, what are you doing when you're not sleeping?"

"No." Situ Jue answered simply, "I'll get up and beat the mosquitoes."

"Really?" Yao Qiyun didn't speak any more.

Situ Jue turned his back to him, raised the corners of his mouth, listening to their breathing.In the end, she couldn't bear it anymore, she got cheap and behaved, she asked abruptly: "Yao Qiyun, is your first kiss still there?"

She thought it would be better to be sure.If she is still there, she has really earned it.

Yao Qiyun was silent behind her. With his temper, it was normal not to answer, which usually meant an affirmative answer.

Situ Jue was complacent, but this joy was quickly destroyed by him.

"That... of course it's not here."

"What did you say?" Situ Jue gritted his teeth secretly with hatred in shock, thinking how could this be possible, when what happened, he didn't even know about it.She turned over and glared at him, trying to make her voice sound full of interest instead of anger, "Oh, who did it? Tell me."

She was so annoyed that she ignored the strange look on his face.

Yao Qiyun dragged out his voice with a half-smile, "Didn't you do it, Situ Jue?"

For the first time, the eloquent Situ Jue couldn't even speak coherently in front of Yao Qiyun. He could not do anything without stealing money, and finally lost face once, and was thrown into outer space.

Still wanting to quibble, she stammered, "Wh...no, I didn't do anything!"

"Oh, so it's called not doing anything." Yao Qiyun suddenly realized, and resolutely repeated her previous actions, "Then I didn't do anything either."

Situ Jue complained vaguely while struggling for a short breath, "I was not like this just now, you are more hooligans than me, I, I am going to sue you!"

Yao Qiyun's smiling voice lingered on her lips, "Okay, then will you go to see me in prison?"

She twisted her body in his tight entanglement, and saw the starry sky that night, the dawn moon was hazy, and the sky was full of stars.

In fact, it rained heavily the next morning. According to Situ Jue's meteorological common sense, she knew that the stars should not be so dazzling that night.Many years later, in order to repeatedly verify and overthrow this memory, she also checked the weather report of that night countless times. All the information confirmed that the night was cloudy with sporadic showers.However, the starry sky she saw was so real, each one was looking down with a smile, and she could even clearly tell where they were at that time.

She can forget everything, even Yao Qiyun, only this scene will be remembered until she dies, it is the starry sky that makes her unable to sleep all night, how many sleepless nights, this starry sky gave her the most peaceful soothe.

This is the starry sky that exists only for Situ Jue's memory.

(End of this chapter)