I'm waiting for you in my memory

Chapter 37 Young and frivolous, the old days (2)
"You have to choose after enlightenment! There are too many poor people." Situ Jue was quite critical at first, and planned to ask Wu Jiang to find out what happened.However, when she saw Tan Shaocheng who was crying out of joy or emotion, she took back what she said later.Although Situ Jue would never like that person, Qi Yun was right, life is not easy, and neither is she.No one can choose their origin, if it is not for the guidance of fate, maybe Qiyun will be struggling on the edge of poverty like her, crying bitterly for thousands of dollars.Such associations softened her fierce temper.

Insects hate it, just avoid it, it is already low in the dust, there is no point in stepping on it again.

After such a warm-up, the college career officially kicked off a colorful curtain.Pharmacy is a key subject in the medical university they are in. After Situ Jue enrolled, he often saw some familiar faces in the teaching building of the college.Not to mention that Xiao Gen and her are serious classmates, even Tan Shaocheng, who she doesn't want to see, is in other classes of the same major.Tan Shaocheng's grades in school are very good, only inferior to Situ Jue among the girls, but Situ Jue does not dare to be proud at all, because she knows very well that Tan Shaocheng's learning conditions are not comparable to her own. In such a difficult environment, the college entrance examination results Only a few points lower than myself, it is really not to be underestimated.

As for Wu Jiang's "Sister Avalokitesvara" who saves the suffering and rescues, she has a lot of background. She is the female student of Professor Zou Jin, the number one figure in the Department of Pharmacy.Zou Jin can be regarded as the mainstay of the strong faculty of the Faculty of Pharmacy. He is also a doctor who studied in the United States, the current vice president of the Faculty of Pharmacy, a doctoral supervisor, and a well-known expert in microbiology and biochemical pharmaceuticals in China... There are countless names. The medicine led by him The scientific research strength of the Experimental Development Center is at the leading international level.Situ Jue had only met this professor at the opening ceremony of the School of Pharmacy. He was personable, and his behavior and conversation were full of the wisdom and charm of a middle-aged man.It is rumored that his doctoral students are particularly difficult to pass the exam, but once he is admitted, it means that a bright future is spreading under his feet.He hasn't taken a master's student for many years, Qu Xiaowan can win his favor, naturally her top-notch level is not to mention, and she is so lucky that it makes people envious.

Situ Jue also has to admit, don't look at her good brother Wu Jiang who is dispensable to everything, if he is not enlightened, once Fan Xin is moved, his vision is above the level of normal people.

Wu Jiang's pursuit of Qu Xiaowan can be described as a long way to go. In his own words, it is like worshiping a famous mountain, and the infinite scenery lies on the dangerous peak.He was determined to climb to the top, but he didn't know where the clouds were deep on the top of the mountain. Someone else might just give up and go home, but Wu Jiang wouldn't. There is a special view, so I take advantage of the shade, enjoy the wind, wait until I have enjoyed it, and then climb up slowly, leaving many panting competitors behind, and getting closer to the beauty.

This is a beautiful thing, but the biggest problem is that mountaineering also requires funds, especially for a long-term hiker like him.At the summer camp, Wu Jiang became a blockbuster, not only made Qu Xiaowan smile, but also won the reputation of being "very caring". To his Situ Jue.

You must know that although Wu Jiang's father has been prosperous in official career in the past few years, as the only son of the family, he has never had to worry about food and clothing, but the Wu family is very strict in raising children, and they will not blindly spoil him with money, so he has a lot of money. He is richer than ordinary people, but the money he gets every month is so much, and every penny he spends is one penny less. How can he afford him to "spend a lot of money" from time to time.But Qu Xiaowan is a careless person. Although she doesn't like expensive things, those elegant musicals and chic gadgets, which one is not cheap?After several trips, Wujiang's economy was in a tight spot, and it was impossible to ask his parents, so Situ Jue had no choice but to be his ultimate creditor.

As long as Situ Jue thinks of Wu Jiang's arrogance when he entrusts "someone" with a school year's tuition fees, he becomes very angry.Of course, she knew that Wu Jiang was for Qu Xiaowan, but the biggest beneficiary was Tan Shaocheng, and she became an indirect victim.What's more interesting is that since that incident, Tan Shaocheng has been very grateful to Wu Jiang. Every time he returns to school from his hometown after a holiday, he will specially bring some special products to Wu Jiang, sometimes a few packs of dried wild mushrooms, sometimes a few pairs of handmade insoles, and maybe even It's a bottle of chili sauce.She was very poor and couldn't bring out any good things, and what was given to Wu Jiang was probably the best thing she had.Wu Jiang was always embarrassed when he received these things, and told her again and again that there was no need to do this, but Tan Shaocheng always smiled, and it would still be the same next time.In any case, it was a good intention, and Wu Jiang couldn't refuse firmly to avoid her self-esteem being frustrated, so he often handed things over to his creditor, Situ Jue.Every time Situ Jue wished to smash these things on Wu Jiang's head.

She scolded Wu Jiang more than once for being "sexy and stupid", but after she finished scolding, she couldn't be ambiguous about what she should support.Not only did he lend him all the money he could use in his small treasury, but even the piggy jars stuffed with coins were smashed to pieces under Wu Jiang's stern begging, and finally the food expenses were not spared. Yao Qiyun's parasite.Every time she ate in the school cafeteria, she had to wait for Yao Qiyun to swipe her meal card for her. After seeing a dress she really liked, she had to ask him for sponsorship pitifully.

She also used the banner of "borrowing" in front of Yao Qiyun, but in fact she never paid it back.Sometimes I felt really sorry, so Situ Jue would tell Yao Qiyun that he didn't eat much anyway, so he just ate a few mouthfuls from his plate every meal.Yao Qiyun was also annoyed and funny by this triangular debt, but fortunately he didn't complain.In fact, not only did he not resist Situ Jue's dependence on him, but he also felt a little relieved and satisfied.

As a girl favored by God, Qu Xiaowan's personality is very different from Situ Jue's.Situ Jue has a clear distinction between what he likes and what he hates, for what she likes, she will hold it tightly in her arms; if she doesn't like it, she will definitely kick it away without hesitation.As for Qu Xiaowan, what she likes and what she doesn't like, sometimes even Wu Jiang is not sure, no matter what he puts in front of her, she just smiles casually and puts it aside, neither nodding nor shaking her head easily.What's more, she is extremely withdrawn and high-minded, she is too sharp in dealing with people, and neglects the ways of the world. Although she has many suitors, she offends more people, and it is easy to give people the impression that she is difficult to get along with.

Many friends advised Wu Jiang to forget it and stop making himself tired. Wu Jiang also admitted that Qu Xiaowan had a lot of minor problems, but he just liked her like this. No matter how much time and energy he put in, it was something he was willing to do.So he borrowed and repaid Situ Jue's money, and he borrowed and repaid it.When Situ Jue couldn't bear it anymore, he would say to him in grief and indignation: "If you continue to borrow like this, the landlord's family will have no food left! Wu Jiang, Wu Jiang, there is a dagger on the word 'se'!"

But Wu Jiang said leisurely: "The word 'forbearance' is still a knife in my heart. It is a knife anyway. I would rather 'sex' than 'forbearance'."

He is right, for young people who are caught in the ambiguous tide, who can guarantee the restraint they should have?Even Yao Qiyun, who has invincible self-control, couldn't bear to repeatedly "forbear" and stab that knife in his heart repeatedly.

After returning from the summer camp, the ambiguity between Yao Qiyun and Situ Jue continued unabated, but both of them tacitly concealed it in front of Situ Jiuan and his wife.During dinner one time, Situ Jiu'an inadvertently asked, "By the way, what did you do at the summer camp?"

Situ Jue and Yao Qiyun replied in unison: "I didn't do anything." After finishing speaking, they both remembered the special meaning of the phrase "did nothing" to the two of them. Let the grown-ups see their blushes and heartbeats.

Situ Jue was really lawless, his face was as if nothing had happened, but there was a secret tune under the table, and from time to time he stretched out his foot to kick Yao Qiyun who was sitting opposite.If the kick was light, his face turned red, but if the kick was hard, his eyes were full of warnings, but he didn't dare to make any noise in his behavior.

His restraint was like a drop of glue dripping on Situ Jue's hand, which made her itch to wipe it off.The most serious time was when Yao Qiyun withdrew his feet quietly, and Situ Jue didn't know that he hooked Situ Jiu'an who was eating at the side.Situ Jiu'an immediately asked her what the hell she was doing, she couldn't even eat well.Situ Jue had no choice but to bite the bullet and say that his feet were sore, so he moved around.Situ Jiu'an's suspicious appearance made Yao Qiyun's whole heart hang in the air, but fortunately he didn't ask, everyone was relieved.The most fortunate thing was that Xue Shaoping had already finished eating and left the table. Otherwise, with her meticulous cultivation, how could she have managed to hide it from her eyes?
This incident scared Yao Qiyun and Situ Jue into a cold sweat. They both knew that their parents had an affair secretly, and if they were found out, the consequences would be disastrous.Especially Yao Qiyun's situation would become very embarrassing, so from then on, both of them restrained themselves a lot in front of adults.

In high school, under Xue Shaoping's behest, Yao Qiyun was inseparable from Situ Jue when he came in and out, but now that he is in college, he consciously keeps a distance.Even if they both returned late, they made a special appointment for one to go back first and the other to arrive home later.Situ Jue spends less time in Yao Qiyun's room in a dignified way.At first they were worried that Xue Shaoping would be suspicious of this change, but Xue Shaoping didn't say anything, but expressed some relief at the "natural" estrangement and avoidance of the two of them when they grew up.However, this made Yao Qiyun realize one more thing, that is, as they grew older, Aunt Xue no longer wanted them to get too close, even if he showed no wrongdoing towards Situ Jue.Aunt Xue has always been wary of him, and she never thought of making him the son-in-law of the Situ family.This kind of cognition had been expected by Yao Qiyun, but the more he was sober, the more desperate he would be.

For Yao Qiyun, he is used to living cautiously, and because every step is not easy, he has to protect himself even more.In his world, things that are destined not to be obtained should be given up at the beginning, should not even be started, and should not have extravagant expectations.But how could he reject Situ Jue?
She is his opium, poison to the bone, longing and lingering to the marrow.

He couldn't retreat, and he couldn't help but take two steps forward when he took one step back.

He couldn't quit, the more restrained he was, the more he wanted it crazily.

Later, the two also had several intimate kisses like that night.Once, the two asked each other to verify the details of the camping night, and they couldn't argue without reshaping the scene.One time, Situ Jue went downstairs to drink water in the middle of the night, and the two hid in the dark kitchen and snuggled up tightly.Another time in the corner of the school library, they quarreled over a trivial matter, and he blocked her unforgiving mouth in the simplest way...

Situ Jue just didn't understand why the happier he was, the more painful he would be?Why did he hesitate when he clearly felt him approaching and stretched out his hand?
She didn't know that he was like all addicts, the most tormented thing was not sinking, but contradictions - the contradiction of feeling guilty when he got it, and preferring to be sinful when he couldn't get it.

(End of this chapter)