I'm waiting for you in my memory

Chapter 49
She didn't delay, she packed her things, picked up the form that Xiaogen had to hand in, and went to the hospital office.When walking to a small lawn with a rockery under the office building of the School of Pharmacy, a figure loitering behind the rockery made Si Buzi slow down.Could it be... She guessed why Xiao Gen asked her to make this trip on purpose.

When passing the rockery, Situ Jue deliberately quickened his pace, turning a blind eye to the person who looked at her hesitantly.

"Situ, wait." Sure enough, Tan Shaocheng's voice came from one side, "Can't you just go away? I have something to do with you."

Situ Jue turned his head, not hiding the slight impatience on his face.She doesn't like Tan Shaocheng, from the beginning to the end, from the inside to the outside.Just like what happened today, why couldn't he openly speak up when he obviously had something to do, and insisted on going around the corner and using Xiaogen to lure her here, with a mysterious look.

Tan Shaocheng's feeling for Situ Jue has always been the same. She is too utilitarian, but she wants to hide her thoughts too much. She plays tricks on the surface and hides it behind her back. Sometimes it may not be trickery, but she is used to this "torque" way. .But this kind of attitude towards people is precisely what Situ Jue despises the most, and even her petty so-called "gentleness" is not the cup of tea that Situ Jue likes.

Situ Jue is different from Wu Jiang, Wu Jiang can say "not my race", but still maintain a smile on his face, even knowing that Tan Shaocheng is using the banner of "grateful" and has that kind of thoughts on him , As long as the other party doesn't point out, he is too lazy to refuse clearly, so that Tan Shaocheng has not completely given up until now, and from time to time he will give him some small things as an intern in the affiliated hospital.This "anecdote" is actually known to everyone who is close to Wu Jiang, and they all treat it as a joke behind their backs.As Wu Jiang's close friend, Situ Jue not only knows about Qu Xiaowan, but also knows that even without Qu Xiaowan, Tan Shaocheng and Wu Jiang's favorite girls have completely different styles, and they can't even match each other.She also persuaded Wu Jiang to stay away from Tan Shaocheng and be ruthless, which is better than the "girly feelings" like maggots attached to the bones.Wu Jiang laughed at Situ Jue, but he couldn't see it. He had his own set of philosophy of "letting nature take its course, governing by doing nothing".Why hurt others?He always said that, if others like him, that's other people's business, he doesn't bother.Maybe one day, she will figure it out, and her heart will fade away, and she will naturally be far away.

Wu Jiang also analyzed that Situ Jue's guard against Tan Shaocheng was largely due to the fact that Tan Shaocheng and Yao Qiyun had a good relationship, so she regarded others as imaginary enemies of love.So even though Tan Shaocheng was in the class next to her, the two of them often took big classes together, and when Tan offered to show affection many times, and Situ Jue's good friends Xiaogen and Sanpi were very close to Tan, Situ Jue He has always been very indifferent to Tan Shaocheng.

In fact, Wu Jiang's guess is not entirely correct.With Situ Jue's pride, she never regarded Tan Shaocheng as her opponent at all, nor did she think that anyone could take her place in Yao Qiyun's heart. Her imaginary enemy was never any girl, but Yao Qiyun's concerns.For Tan Shaocheng, she was not so much hostile as she was wary. She always felt that that person was full of eyes, and if she wasn't paying attention, she would be swallowed by them.

"Is there something wrong?" Situ Jue didn't intend to waste time on Tan Shaocheng.

"Well, are you free? I...I want to talk to you."

It is not unreasonable to say that the two people's aura is not right. The more tactful Tan Shaocheng is, the more impatient Situ Jue will be.She didn't feel that she and Tan Shaocheng had anything to talk about at all, so she said bluntly: "Sorry, I don't have much time." After finishing speaking, she didn't wait for anyone.

Tan Shaocheng was in a hurry, stepped forward and grabbed Situ Jue's backpack, "Wait, I really have something to do!"

Situ Jue turned around and tried to get rid of her hand. Could it be that she came here for Wu Jiang's affairs?It would be ridiculous if she really thought that Situ Jue would lobby for her on this matter.

"Situ Jue, do you really want me to beg you? Even if you are a princess, it's so difficult to say something?" Tan Shaocheng frowned slightly, his delicate face was full of tenderness.Situ Jue thought, maybe this is called "I feel sorry for you" in the eyes of boys.

Situ Jue also felt that he seemed to have passed the point, so why not listen to her?
"Okay, please let go of my bag first, and speak up if you have something to say."

Only then did Tan Shaocheng let go of his hand, and looked around hesitantly.In the afternoon, the final exam was approaching, everyone was busy with their own affairs, the front of the courtyard office was very deserted, except for the two of them, there was no one else, even passing by.

Only then did Tan Shaocheng intend to enter the topic, but to Situ Jue's surprise, she didn't mention Wu Jiang.

"What I want to ask is, have you signed up for the 'Fu Xuecheng Scholarship' this year?"

Situ Jue was a little surprised.

"Fu Xuecheng Scholarship" was donated and established by Mr. Fu Xuecheng, an overseas Chinese, in his own name. It is mainly used to reward students with excellent character and learning. It is also the most attractive award besides the national scholarship. Of course, the number of places is also very limited. , and there are very few left to allocate to undergraduates.For a large department like the School of Pharmacy, there is no more than one quota per year.This is not only an honor, but also a small fortune. The number of people who declare each year is quite considerable, and the competition is naturally fierce.According to the practice of the Department of Pharmacy, this place for undergraduate students is usually allocated to senior graduates.

It turned out to be to inquire about the enemy's situation.Situ Jue nodded, "That's right, isn't everyone who meets the conditions eligible to apply? If I'm not mistaken, you should have filled out the application form as well."

Tan Shaocheng nodded, and said softly, "Yes, the bonus is still very tempting to me."

"Of course. If that's the case, let's just wait for the result. Anyway, it's a fair competition, and we don't care about it." Situ Jue suspected that she wanted to measure the odds of winning from her own words, so she simply blocked her words. her mind.Speaking of which, if this scholarship really falls on seniors, then looking at the whole school, the two strongest competitors are none other than the two of them.But since everyone's application forms have been handed in, this matter is really not up to any one of them to decide, no matter how much Tan Shaocheng inquires, it will be in vain.

Having said that, Tan Shaocheng still has no intention of ending the conversation.

"Situ, that scholarship is very important to me." She wrung her hands and murmured.

Situ Jue smiled, "It is very important to everyone who declares."

Her father, Situ Jiu'an, was dissatisfied that she had signed up for the postgraduate exam without consulting her family, and Situ Jue needed to use this scholarship to convince her father: Look, your daughter is born to study, and it would be a waste of money not to continue studying.

"It's different. You don't have this scholarship, you're still Situ Jue who has everything, but...but if I don't get it, I don't know how to live the rest of the semester. My father broke his Legs, the family can't afford a single penny, I..."

"But this is not a scholarship for poverty!" Situ Jue didn't let her continue, for some reason, those words made her feel very uncomfortable.

"Situ, I know you don't like me. If there is no other way, I won't be so cheeky as to beg you." Tan Shaocheng's face became even paler when he said this, and even Situ Jue, who had a prejudice against her, I can also feel her determination to suppress her shame and put all her eggs in one basket. Can life really force a person into this state?

Situ Jue was a little confused, "The problem is that it's useless for you to tell me these things, I can't help you much."

"You can do it!" Tan Shaocheng continued the words without thinking, the excitement full of hope and the humble pleading intertwined on her face with an inexplicable complex emotion.

"What exactly do you want?" Situ Jue's heart rang an alarm, and he began to vaguely feel that something was wrong.

This time Tan Shaocheng opened his mouth, but no sound came out.Under Situ Jue's suspicious eyes, she seemed to grit her teeth, "I want you to withdraw your application form."

Situ Jue was taken aback for a moment, and his first reaction was to sneer.

"Even if I really want to do this, I'm afraid it's too late now."

Unexpectedly, she had already thought out a way out for her, "Then...can you... you know, in the final exam, as long as you are willing to pass a little... in any one of the exams...I need a good one. Rank, please..."

Situ Jue was speechless.

Tan Shaocheng spoke incoherently, but Situ Jue could understand.This scholarship will take the final exam ranking as a very important consideration. Maybe as long as he surpasses her in this ranking, Tan Shaocheng's chances of winning will be much higher.She really wanted to travel back to a few minutes ago and shake herself fiercely to wake up herself who still had some compassion for Tan Shaocheng. She never thought that there would be such a person, how tolerant a person is to herself, morality How low is the bottom line before such a request can be made?The extreme shock and admiration made her speechless for a while.

But Tan Shaocheng took such silence as a weighing in his heart.

"I know it's unreasonable to ask you like this. If you're willing to help me this time, you can ask me to do whatever you want. You don't like me because I'm friends with Yao Qiyun, right? I can see that between you... I can assure you that the relationship between me and him is just a matter of talk, if you don't like it, I can stay away from him from now on, so you can rest assured..."

If it is said that Situ Jue was shocked and contemptuous in her heart just now, then the further she listened, she actually felt a little scared. It was a kind of chill in her heart when she faced a completely strange creature. Can be used as a condition, everything is just a means to an end.

"Situ, can you say something?"

"You want to hear what I have to say, I'm really ashamed to be your competitor." Situ Jue felt his whole body trembling when he spoke.She didn't feel how noble she was before, but now standing in front of Tan Shaocheng, she suddenly felt that she was a moral giant. "It seems that my feeling is right. You really look down on me, but I also sympathize with you. Really, the exam has not started yet, and you have already guessed that your skills are inferior to others. You don't even have the guts to compete with me fairly. , people like you, let me tell you, even if you want to win, you can't win!"

"No, listen to me." Tan Shaocheng already had a premonition that he had screwed up. Facing Situ Jue, maybe she had no idea at all, and all she had was the despair of going all out.

Situ Jue dodged her entanglement in disgust, and accidentally bumped into the rearview mirror of a small car parked by the road, his back ached, and his anger also rose, and he mercilessly reprimanded: "No more!" I'm going to throw up if I tell you."

"You can vomit, it doesn't matter if you vomit on me or on my face, but don't go away..." Tan Shaocheng successfully intercepted Situ Jue with tears on his face, "I really want to have the same backbone as you, but can I do it?" I can’t even eat enough. You said fair competition, Situ Jue, there has never been fairness. When you were young, I was doing farm work at home when you were in English cram school. Even now, when you are reviewing books with peace of mind , where am I? I have to ride a bicycle for an hour and a half to be a tutor. I have unfinished money. I owe it, and my family owes it. My dad's feet are almost rotting, and he can only use herbs Put it on... That's right, if you don't have money, you can only rot. Some people are born like sweet potatoes that will rot in the ground! But I don't want that, I have to struggle on the ground. I envy you, no , I'm jealous of you, so what? Not everyone is like you, born with everything, but you don't think it's enough, you want everything, I don't have your life, so I can only do what you look down on One, please help me, even if it's a charity, it doesn't matter!"

"I don't want to hear it. It's useless to say anything you say." Under her begging, Situ Jue had a splitting headache, his nerves were stretched to the extreme, and he put one hand on the car door behind him.At this moment, they all heard two consecutive coughs in the car.The car had been parked by the side of the road for a long time, and the windows were filmed, so they couldn't see anything inside, so they all mistakenly thought that there was no one in the car.

Tan Shaocheng fell silent immediately, the last color faded from his face, he took two steps back, turned around and left without saying a word.

Situ Jue also withdrew his hand in fright. At this time, the window slowly rolled down a few inches, and the person in the driver's seat smiled at her.

Tan Shaocheng has better eyesight than her. This is the designated parking space run by the hospital, and the car is not someone else.

Situ Jue could only respond with a dry laugh, "Well...Professor Zou."

(End of this chapter)